fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, January 1,12:58 PM

oh crap. school is reopening. darn. i nearly lost my ee logbook!!!

hahaha, okay anywayyyyy. i had so much fun this holidays!

family trip to korea. everyone really bonded and stuff. i guess its much closer now! hahaha.

i met up with 4C!!!!! whee. i love us. hahaha, its really like i'm me again. hahaha being wacky and random at times. and we got makeup lessons from yuxin. haha. fiona was playing with the eye makeup on me. funny. i like mascara thoughhhhh. haha gives you pretty lashes! and then we went on to nail polish. damn funny k. i kept failing. and failing. cause i'd paint it on. then i'll touch my hair. then i'll do other stuff. hahaah then, ohno. its wrecked. haha wth. anyway later on yuxin kinda just did it for me and got me to stop moving. haha its fun though!!! :D ohman i love us so much! haha!

i met up with zoey, pw and suetfar!!! hahaha, so fun that day. rollerblading and being funny at jack's place. the lagging music. they started playing the birthday song after we started eating. haha, and i was so freaked out cause i thought it was so coincidental. haha. (: thanks so much you all. and zoey's awesome present! so sweet la. thanks so much. (:

i met up with 5.04 people. i know class outing always fail. i really. i dont know la. nevermind. next year will be different! GO krazykorean. all the way. (: haha, i guess. we all have to make the effort. bahhhhhh, i miss wow. in a way we were all together. haha, and having fun together.. okay neverminddddddd.

in any case! i met up with all my awesome 5.04 people who never fail to come for my failed class outings and stuff. hahaha. some of them (most) baked me a birthday cake. hahaha, thanks for rmbing that i like red. hahaha. its k, i forgive you all for making me fat too. hahaha, who cares right when we have such awesome friends and family and also an more-than-awesome God!! hahaha!

i'm going to meet primary school friends soon! hahaha, i'm really so glad for SiLi. i know we never really appeared to be that close in primary school but i'm super happy that we're able to confide in each other and come to each other for advice. thanks so much, love you much!!! :D

God really has blessed me so much this year. through the ups as well as the downs! hahaha. thank you my
Awesome,
Blessed,
Caring,
Doting,
Ever-present,
Forgiving, (ohgosh, i just forgot what came next and sang the Alphabet song. hahaha. ohman. this is fail)
Gracious,
Hugging (? idk. i like hugs) (oh right, Holy!),
In-my-heart,
Just,
Kind,
Loving,
Magnificent,
Never-forsaking-us,
On-the-ball (Omnipresent),
Peace-bringing,
Quality-time-with-you!!!!,
Rest-providing, Same (never changing, yesterday, today and forever),
Trustworthy,
Ubiquitous (LOL. okay i know this is failing. but seriously, God is everywhere, with you with me with those who earnestly want to seek Him),
Vine (John 15:5),
WOW!!!!! (amazing :D)(willing),
Yearning-to-love,
Z

God! (: thank You so much for never giving up on me. i know i quitted on You this year (kinda) sorry for not putting You first. sorry for not obeying. sorry for not loving and respecting You. i shouldnt have. :X thank You for everything.

okayyyyyyyyyyyy. resolutions. yez, i need some goals in my life.
1) john 13:34-35. john 14:21. LOVE. everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

2) read the bible by 31 dec 2010. thats like 4chapters in a day. its okay. its crucial. (: how could i have read so many books from cover to cover and not read one thats living word and interesting! :D

3) learn to surrender. Phillipians 4:6-7 and 1 peter 5:7. always remember to go back to the cross.

4) pray for others habitually regardless whether they ask or not. bless others. through prayer. yeah, lets all be prayer warriors! (:

okay yay. hahaha. in any case, oh crap. i just talked to people on msn. and forgot what i wanted to say. OH YEAH, hahaha regarding my last post. okay. i think i was really sleepy. forget the part about. :X i dont rmb what i said. hahaha. okayyyyyyy.

i'm super happy. just contented. sitting in my aircon room, with alan and danny. music playing in the background. family that cares much (albeit snoring away now). friends who make me smile. i really have everything i need to live in this world. but most of all, me has God! hahaha. that was expected right. but its true! cause otherwise, i'd have none of those. (: xiexieni.

yez, LOVE. :D meow.