fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, December 16,7:58 PM

looking back at the times we had. (: whoa, hahaha. i guess i miss the old me. one who can talk non-stop for damn long periods of time. hahaha!
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Thursday, September 13

hello(:

i want to be a jellyifsh. so i can go bloop bloop bloop under water.

so free so easy,
just floating around,
i'm a jellyfish,
making blooping sounds(
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LOL hahaha. wtheck. janicethejellyfish :D
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Wednesday, June 27

For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
2 Timothy 1:7 (NIV)

today's verse. (: surprising huh? how GOD can just touch us thru' little ways.
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YEZ. AMEN. we can do it okay. hahaha!
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Tuesday, June 19

i come today to blog with a sombre and serious tone.

someone died. someone important in my life. ): very important.

he taught me how to keep time, take note of the time. he reminded to me go to school on time and go to places punctually. he was with me 24/7. i miss him so much. ):

it's my watch. he died on the day i did not wear him for once but put him in my bag. and then, he just died. ):
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HAAHA OMG. i'm damn cute.
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i realised smtg today. whenever i am alone, i realise a lot of things.

before that i was quite tired out. i dont know. but as i was walking home from the bus-stop. i realised that everytime i pray i ask for energy. but then, i realised its not an energy boost that i need. i need a battery charger, a new battery so that i would not keep having to appear so tired and i can do more things for him. everytime i have an energy boost, i only stay happy for a while. so that long trip home, i prayed and talked to GOD. asking Him why this or that happened and why i was so burned out. i couldnt figure that all out. but once i stopped asking, i could almost literally hear, 'when the going gets tough, look up to me, focus on me and you shall have renewed strength.' i really felt happy, more energized. i am not sure if this is an energy boost or a new battery but i'm sure that i'll be the best i can be and give my 100% to everyone around me.
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meow. yes. i want back this part of me. 100% :D

hahaha. okay. i really. hahaha. miss the old me in this way. (:

i dont want to be cold. but i dont want to initiate as well. :X i'm sorry. today daughter reminded me of my old self. the one who used to plan class outings (our own outings) despite failures and all. the one who always mass add friends into mass convos. the one who uttered nonsense for most of the mass convos. the one who spammed the conversations red. cause i saw you in the old me. that made me change. i dont want to be bubbling over so many things and forget how important each individual is to me. thats why i'd rather talk to people one on one. do you understand?

anyway, whatever it is i entrust it to God to decide and to reveal his plan. (: