goodbye my love. what a sad song :X okay i hate it when people die just like that. :/ without warning or anything.
ah i dont know. well i feel comforted i'm not the only one who feels that way i guess. i mean, its really true right, that feeling.
sometimes i think humans are really of a selfish nature. dont we do everything for ourselves? i dont know. to be honest, maybe we do things for others so that. i dont know, so that others will like us? is that bad? sucking up or whatever its called. wth. or maybe its just called social intelligence. does this mean making another person happy at your own expense. is that justified? i really dont know.
i really didnt expect people to find my blog. yes you ian and pohhui. cause i totally shut down my blog for quite long now... and just reopening it. i'm quite sure someone showed this to you, pohhui... who it be!!
sometimes i really dont know. sometimes i feel like i'm the only odd one with these thoughts. haha, i'm weird. nevermind.
today was damn tiring. from taking those freaking 525 readings. stupid laaaaaaaaa. i hate zoi. :X so straining. anyway we celebrated mdm reena's birthday.she's damn cute la. always thinking she's fat. "i'll put on ten pounds!" hahaha. (: i'll miss her.
see this is where i dont understand. so... its the people that make the difference? okay what am i saying. forget it. i just, keep trying to rationalise the actions of people. trying to understand. i SHOULD take a step back and forget about understanding.
weirdweirdweird.askandyoushallreceive.seriously.
anyway i guess i love my family much. no matter how much angry i am, i always know that they'll be there. the best present ever (yez i was wrong) wasnt the most expensive present or the most beautiful one. the best present is making it known that you enjoy your time with me. (:
i love my family. i promise to start with them. 100%. i'm serious. insideout.