fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Saturday, December 26,10:40 PM

meow! hahaha, i'm born on 5feb! :D

christmas is here. and now its back there. anyway, everyone would expect Christians to go on and on about the TRUE meaning of Christmas. well, yes it IS to commemorate Jesus' birthday but it isnt EXACTLY on 25dec. (according to david, its somewhere in april) haha not to confuse you. in any case, Christmas is definitely more than food (aww, sadly) or gifts (my parents bought me a red chair lol. "practical" they claim. actually they just forgot it was Christmas eve.) or carols.

its about, the birth of a Saviour! someone who came to save. who came to claim victory. who came to show His face, His mercy and most importantly, His love. :D

i'm gonna love, yes i am! i love all of you!!! hahaha. and of all these the greatest of them is love. 1Cor 13! meow. anyway for QT. i was reflecting that God's greatest commandment was love. to love others. but one question, i'm not sure how to love. hahaha, its in 1Cor 13. (: i'm gonna learn to love like God! :D meow!

haha, i feel so fat nowwwwwww. i just had two christmas parties in a day! the only exercise i did was running around serving others (i aspired to be a maid when i was young. LOL nevermind.)

this carol is nice! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_dh_9cU7j8&feature=related i couldnt find the instrumental. but the piano is really nice! yingci was playing it awesomeeeeee. hahaha. anyway, yingci was talking to me about medicine! haha they learn psychology and psychiatry (abit) so cool. meow, i'm so interested now. i NEED to get at least 42 so i can get in!!!! roar.

hahaha by the way i love leona lewis. no matter what others say. even though she's so talented and famous, she was always super humble and sweet to her friends and family. not many may notice but, as she was riding the limo back to her hometown, she actually lowered the window and waved at some person on the street. she squealed, "oh! she remembered me!" hahaha its like, you're so superstar and you're on a limo! its more of a surprise you rmbed her! hahaha she's always so humble even though the judges say she's perfect and all. (: i'll take her as a role model...

you know, even though everyone thinks i'm so awesome and everything, but i'll still talk to you gu... oops :D just kidding! hahaha, you all are the awesome ones. seriously. all the times i was quiet, did you know i was always thinking of one of you? hahaha, all those times i just stone and suddenly smile and laugh, i was recalling one of your stupid antics or one of my friends' lame jokes or epic response. seriously.

hahaha, as i was saying earlier this year, i'm addicted to friends. :X okay confession time: all the times i seemed cold i was trying not to get so close. i dont know, cause i didnt think it would be good. bah, i dont know how to say this. -__- anyway i couldnt seem to get close back since. you know. once a person withdraws, its kinda like. hard to get back. i shouldve known.

anyway, i'm gonna try now. cut out all the awkwardness!!! hahaha. meow. i feel damn happy nowwwwww. its like. OH OH you know, i just typed out every single chapter of the bible onto an excel spreadsheet so that i can check it when i've read and meditated on it at least once! hahaha. (: i'm gonna read the bible from cover to cover b 31dec 2010! :D oh yeah, anyone who wants to do that with me, can ask me for the spreadsheet k.

hahaha mighty awesome! i just understood 1Cor 13:9-12! whoa, the way its put across. hahaha so intriguing! :D thanks david! hahaha, in a way its still kinda random to pick knowledge as a comparison to love. nevermind, who knows right. we only know in part anyway. :D

oh this is fun. awesome. God says He loves me! meow.