fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Saturday, March 6,12:56 AM

helppp. okay lots of work. and ugh, screwed up body clock. and something's going wrong.

i may seem like super strong, but seriously i'm frightened. ugh, what happpened. actually, whats happening. k i'm so confused.

i've been searching through countless of christian articles and books. trying to find the answer. seems like the answer is no/yes. LOL, okay ikr. but seriouslyyyyyyyy. to me, seems like the answer is no. LOL. nvm.

well, you do know i'm giving up right. i'm letting go of this. its impossible. dui bu qi.

hmm, i should pray more about it. just like my mum advised me to. okay. awesome. i know God'll take care of this. commit this to prayer. :D

JANICE JANICE JANICE. on msn this produces a really random emoticon. hahaha, but still. i guess being random/weird/eccentric is the way Daddy created me. as long as it doesnt harm anyone. k i was being sarcastic once or twice today. err oops. heh, wasnt thinking. wasnt keeping aware.

just like a lion, prowling around, looking for prey.

we'll bound him, You and i. :D actually, scrap that. "Father, do that for me will you. w/o You, i can do nothing."

i was reading quite a few books this afternoon.
"yup. nope. maybe." LOL, some really random book i found in the bookshelves.
"single guys are like waffles, single women are like spaghetti" okay i was half-reading this. just looking through. quite cool though. and its funny.
reason numero uno why God created Eve:
because after creating Adam, He looked back and thought He could do a better job. okay fine. its not true though! God never needs to do things twice, He does everything perfectly. (: and He never makes mistakes!!!

He made us just the way He wanted us to be. remember the psalm? oh right, Psalm 139. (: awesome pawsomeeeee. hahahaha.

How did i fall in love with you is such a nice song! especially the Lion King version (:
we understood we'd never be alone.

keep remembering, janice! you know how much Abba Father loves you. help me to cultivate a Spirit-filled attitude, cause i cant do it without You. Amen. thank You. (: