uh-oh. OAC's in ... 3 days! panic! ahhhh.

): i dont want to go. no no no no no no no. I HATE CAMPS! aargh. except SPH camp and CCA camp... they have nice food okay? nice nice yummy yummy FOOD! argh. crap crap. nothing good ever comes out of camps! argh! just getting myself tired! ahhhhh. anw, i am like so scared our class not enthu. so so so scared. ): if not enthu, then not fun! dont wanna be disappointed again!

aargh. if our class not enthu, then ): HOW HOW? must get them enthu!

and i got so many things i dont have. what on earth is a night vision binoculars? isn't it like chao ji super-duper expensive? how to wear sunglass if we are wearing specs? haiyo... ):

dont wanna go no longer. ): so what if we're lucky? so what? so many people jealous la... but yet... ): sigh... i doubt it'll be fun. but i know it will be and when i come back, i was be like 'i wanna go OAC again!!! omgosh!' hahaha. but now, i dont want. always like that. stupid janice! no no no, i am not stupid. i am confused... ): HAHA.

anw, i hope i dont get homesick! ): crap homesick! i shall not be homesick no longer if OAC i dont get homesick! crap la. seramban camp 1st year, orientation! all homesick! omgosh! ): if i get homesick, then will always MOODY, will have NO APPETITE and always THINK of HOME. AHHH! ): no no no no. no more. (:

i shall be very strong. like metal! (: janice is STRONG and chao ji ZAI! (: i shall not get homesick. i shall get the class enthu! i SHALL, I SHALL. i CAN, i CAN! (: YAY. JOY is coming on CAMPFIRE. CAMPFIRE ROCKS, although we're NOT performing! (: YAY, campfire shall rock the CAMP! (: hehe. whee! YAY.

i have so many dreams la... weird weird one... one is during OAC debrief. then the leaders were seating in front of us on the steps of stage. then there was a person (i shall not mention any name) that was crawling everywhere passing a microphone la... HAHA. so cute! i mean so FUNNY! like a MONKEY. oops. HAHA. omgosh.. HAHA.

then i have one more of -------. i was standing straight at the mrt train. then suddenly ------- appeared next to me. then she was like looking at my watch. she was peering at my watch without trying to look abnormal... HAHAHAHA. so FUNNY!

NOTE: these two ppl are different people.

then i also dreamt that i was on a bus travelling on expressway, then suddenly expressway broke into half. then dont know why, there was helicopter and a man come out and helped us to abseil down the expressway! i also dont know why we couldnt have just turned back. but at that point of time, i felt like i was watching a movie and i wasnt in control... quite scary lor... then when the man helped me to clip on my karabena, i was like whoa... my hero! aahahahahah. so lame!

then i dreamt of another lame one... we went to rockwall to climb then we realised that all the stones of the rockwall had dropped. then next day, we came then suddenly have. then i had this really panicky, scared and shocked kind of feeling. so scary.

i dreamt of OAC campfire item! i dreamt that we had redone it with a better plot but the class didnt co operate and only ten ppl turned up. omgosh. and we didnt get it again. and i was getting all sad again. AHAHAHA. so weird. we were not doing the auditions in the class but some weird small small room with blue light! omgosh. i was getting ): again. omgosh. the weird thing is that there were no judges. no teachers, no leaders and no instructor avery. ): sorry!

i dreamt of FREE FOOD. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. so funny. like i dreamt i went for this course that catered free food. but the seminar was very boring so i sneaked out and whenever it wa stime for tea break or lunch then i would sneak back in to eat. HAHAHAHAHA. i imagined so much nice nice food! HAHAHAHA. so funny.

oh, this is the weirdest. cos tan tock seng hospital is quite near to my house so i dreamt i was on the slope on the way walking home form novena. then suddenly i realised that TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL was no longer a HOSPITAL but it became a IKEA store. then i got so EXCITED and started to run towards the store. i went in and i was like WHOA. this is like SO HUGE. i mean, i magine the wards and the surgery room all changed into shelfs and shelfs of stuff! omgosh! everything can find! then after that, i left and walked back up and down the slope. about 7 minutes. then i suddenly turn back and saw the green IKEA toy snake! omgosh. it was like following me home. so cute. then i fell in love with it. omgosh. so cute. then it followed me home. so i picked it up and carried it home! (: so so so cute. so that day after stock check, i went to IKEA. with YU XIN. we were LOST. ahhahaha. finally reached there. had a lot of fun! but was very very hungry and tired! couldnt find the snake! ): i got SO SO SO SAD. ahhahaa. thanks, yu xin for cheering me up! (: SEOW #1, you ROCK! (: HHAHAHA. anw, then i found this whole pit of octopus, turtles, fish and sharks. hahaha, and i thought the turtle was very cute! (: hahaha. so i bought two, one for me and joy. (: yay. so cute! haha. we called it 'CAI ----' and '---HONG' get it? CAI HONG! hahaha. we are setting a band that takes after rain and rainie! hahaha. yu xin is sunny i think, joy is rainbow! i am... hm... i shall call myself SNOW. HAHA. anw, so fun. (: HAHAHHAHAHAHA. they're so cute!

whee! now, i'm in love with them! (: YAY. and JOY gave me an elephant which i dont know what to name. i shall name it xia xue (SNOWing! HAHA) (: YAY. brought it to ngee ann today. WEITING is EXASPERATED WITH MY CHILDISHNESS. hahhaha. and i scared her with my dao-ness. which didnt work at all. cos she thought i was crying. and when i dao-ed joy, she thinks i am depressed. i dao yu xin, she thinks i is either angry or stressed. HAIYO. DAO is what? i am DAO-ing! haiyo.

congrats! to AN AN!

ohwells. then i think they are so cute! YAY. i ROCK!

EXCO members stress me, including myself. you know that day i was doing stock check, i was like so wu liao and i become crazy. i started to stress myself out. HAHAHAHA. so funny la. omgosh. hahahahhaha. JOY stresses me. she completes album after album like so fast la. omgosh. so pro. that's why she stresses me! another reason is bcos she eats up her words and i keep getting frustrated trying to understand what she is talking about. haiyo.

weiting stresses me too. omgosh. i didnt even see the newest CF card la, then keep stressing me for it. I DONT HAVE IT! AHHHHHHHHHHHH. no no no no no. omgosh. ah forget it. anw, joy says its not lost so its ok.

ohwells. ahahhahaha, (: i'm hungry. and i miss YOU. ahhahahaha. it's different now, the feelings are different. ah, nvm. its ok. like you care. haiyo. ): dont care liao la. its up to you. i shouldnt be so attached to you.

i HATE store check. i HATE it. i am not gonna run for elections. ): HANNAH isnt too. so we'll not be excos no longer next year. HAHAHA. i got a dream about election day! AHHAHA. i dreamt that both me and hannah did not run for elections so when hte results were announced, we were so happy! YAY, we're not exco! hhahahah. so funny.

so now, gurvin is our future-president. this is the 30-week plan for our CCA next year.

week one - GO HOME
week two - GO HOME
week three onwards - CCA SUSPENDED.

hahahahaahahhahahahha. so funny la. YAY. i love my twin. HANNAH ROCKS!

verse of the day: for we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works which GOD prepared beforehand, that we may follow them (Ephesians 2:10)

we have a purpose in life, every single one of us! our purpose is not to enjoy life or work yourself to death. (: YAY. lets be glad! (: GOD loves us so much! YAY.

i hope gurvin and joy can come for the alpha course! (: