fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, February 16,5:53 PM

tired la.

whee~ yesterday, stayed back 'for fun' as what i had told many people. (: for lunch i bought this fried rice from the rasa sedap store. i didnt know so hot lor. i thought it was plain fried rice so i ate and sweat alot. HAHA, stupid me la. i shall clarify first before eating. haiyo. so hot la.. anw, then i stayed back to help gurvin with her studies. she didnt understand why must i do this and that in order to solve the equation. haiyo. but anw, she soon understood and can do by herself. SEE I TOLD YOU GURVIN, YOU CAN DO IT one!!! (: JIA YOU! then suddenly gurvin pointed behind me (i was facing st johns) and said CEDAR IS ON FIRE la.. i turned back and saw so much smoke la, scare me to DEATH. then i saw the teachers and students away. haha. i realised it was for the fire extinguishing demo for today. anw, i panic la, i was like, omgosh, why is cedar on fire. LOL la.
anw, then we got bored and decided to sneak into MPH and watch the rehearsal for CNY. we were just hanging around then i saw pw and zoey. (: YAY, and decided to go home with zoey. someone told me by 7pm will finish la. bluf me.. ): haha. anw, the skits were so funny and the sec 1s are so cute. argh, 4S thinks i ou yanyi which i so dont la. haiyo. just bcos of some weird weird reason. so -.- la. i hope they dont continue to think so. cos its not possible! i dont ou anyone but GOD. YAY. neither do i admire her. too bad too sad. HAHA.
anw, i got another valentines day present from pc. more cookies to add to lyana's, weiling's choco bar and thendral's cupcakes + all the sweets. THANKS. haha. i love tF's choco bars cos its so chocolately BUT... i gonna get sore throat. but yet, I WANT SOMEMORE. i feel ADDICTED to it. HAH. must ask for recipe! or did you use ready-mix just as yvonne and alyssa had. HAHA. PLAY CHEAT. but anw, it was very NICE. yummy! (: i getting major sore throat.
and i think that those ppl who make fun of penelope in the morning is very mean. i mean, she wanna sing loud with pride and love, then let her la. anw, not say her voice is bad, but actually very good. (:
ok ok, back to topic. then i waited, waited and waited for zoey. she ah, do you know what time left school, 7.45pm! i was like, wah now 7 o'clock hor. ehh? my watch says 7.45 leh. maybe spoiled la... HAHA. then she felt so stressed and was like sorry sorry, so sorry.
HAHA. i am MEAN, sorry! (: just playing okay? HAH.
i feel so bad today, cos i didnt go back to pei chun la. rarh! if i'm not wrong, i think qiu lao shi still there. hmm. will be going her house again tmr at 11pm! (: haha.
and i dont understand physics. dont know what mr goh talking about la. i sit there and stare open-mouth at the alien language he writes on the board. oh gosh. i am so gonna fail physics!
i've got bio test and i just realised i dont even understand the WHOLE ENTIRE nutrients chapter la... i need tuition! ):
chem ah... haiyo. only got 17/25 la... so low. HAHA. shall try harder next time. JIA YOU! (:
i learnt from gurvin, some ppl thinks i am very disappointed/sad and even depressed. HAHA. not to worry. for the old JANICE is back but her sense of humour is still somewhere else. i always like dont get the joke. yesterday, joy talked to me, then she kept going 'HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA' but my responses were '...' and 'ok...' and '-.-' HAHA. i am seriously WEIRD. ohwells. and i am super tired la. let me calculate:
last week: 6hours, max 7hrs per day. this week max 6 hours. yesterday only slept 3 hours which explains my tiredness. i was so sleepy during CNY and on the mrt to sengkang fell asleep. luckily pw wake me up. then go back home, 1 hour journey slept all the way thru till i reached toa ayoh i also dont know. i was like sleeping la. then i suddenly realised that it was like someone shouting at me, it was the bus captain. he was like, 'zui hou yi zhan le' and i woke up and everyone had left except me la. i was like so embarrassed, 'xie xie uncle' and went off the bus. so malu la... haiyo.
i am so tired right? YES.
anw, i am so luan about equipment can... i hope we quickly do storecheck la... but they all so busy... ):

haha, i shall MENTION that SHERRY GOH is so HIGH these few days just bcos CNY is coming. HAHA. she ah. yay. my table partner rocks! (: she's so nice!

YAY. i love yoshinoya. i recall i used to dislike it. anw, i like the fried mash potato thingy called sputzers is it? i dont know la. memory loss. ;p anw, yum yum. i love it. teriyaki rocks! old chang kee rocks! (: cedar rocks. singapore rocks! i rock! GOD rocks! (: YAY-ness.

ahhh. hungry again. reminds me of meal cheer. all 3C ppl check our class gmail for msges and cheer list! haha. (:
okok. JIA YOU everyone.
NOTE: i am SO NOT DEPRESSED. haha (: i was just joking in my previous post. its -what you called that?- exaggerating. HAHA. yay.
I LOVE EVERYONE.