fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, January 31,7:28 PM

CCA

YO. haha. i am high-ing again! CCA over! HAHA. omgoodness. JOY, pls dont be sick next time, ok? so freaky la. its like when i talk, then NO ONE responds. omgoodness. i was like so sad can!!! )= none of them volunteered except ALVINIA, ASTIKA and THENDRAL. THANKS SO MUCH, it meant ALOT to me! (:
thank you ELIZABETH and those that went to get the EQUIPMENT! muacks. LOVE you all. (: why does it seem that it cant be the same? i miss xin ying so so so so much. ): -cries- i realised what she meant to me only after she left. SIGH. i wonder if she misses me too! HAHA.

seriously, i really dont know if i am HAPPY or SAD. anw, i am quite shocked that only 4 sec ones are allowed to join our CCA la. HELLO!! 60 + OVER PPL AUDITIONED CAN!!! and 20 PUT AS FIRST CHOICE. haiyo. WHY? why? the prejudice. ah crap.

i hope YU XIN is okay! jia you ok!! (:

YVONNE TOO!

PW and ZOEY too! (:

JOY get well soon. poor thing. HAHA. i dont like injections. ) :

there was one doctor who injected me on BOTH arms la. think it was bcos he forgot to ask something. then after injecting, then he ask if i left-handed. then i said ya. then he quickly go and inject my other hand. NO WAIT, is not INJECTION is DRAW BLOOD. haha.

ok, whatever. anw, EVERYONE jia you.

NOTE to my LONG-LOST sister: heys. we just found each other and you're going to leave me? what about our plan to make 3C enthu? what about CCA? pls dont GO. its difficult. pls STAY with us. dont leave me like XIN YING did. sigh...

now i'm really sad la.. why must everyone leave? haiyo. can't everything be the same again? can we just play together and have fun? why is everyone busy-ing over CCA, homework, OAL, class stuff? WHY? i thought we all wanted to stay back together, and in the end, i was the ONLY one. cant stand it.

now we planned to go FGD together, is it POSSIBLE? will everyone put in all their effort to go? ah crap. everytime also 'see first', i realised that if we dont cherish time, it'll just leave us quickly. i'm not gonna be a procrastinator no longer. if you all wanna go, dont say SEE HOW. just go. sigh. forget it.

sorry. its just that i dont want everyone i love to leave me.

i seriously LOVE our class anw. HAHA. i dont care. i shall be high again. HAHA. YAY. dont care what others criticise about us, we wont give in. (: YAY. (:

oops. HAVE TO EAT NOW. just a quick verse: A new commandment i give to you, that you love one another; even as i have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another. (John 13:34-35) LETS SPREAD GOD's LOVE. (: