fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Monday, February 12,9:17 PM

testimony

HAHA. i was crying again after the conversation with --.
i did all you said. i said all i could. all i needed to say but you still couldnt get it. no you couldnt. please think about it.

i was doing devotions. this verse came to mind: 2 Timothy 1:8, Therefore do not be ashamed ogf the testimony of our Lord, nor of me His prisoner, but share with me in the sufferings for the gospel according to the power of God.
HAHA. then i played a song Gurvin sent to me. and it really related to how i felt. i felt so comforting. THANK GOD FOR GURVIN AND FOR COMFORTING ME> I LOVE YOU SO. YOU ARE SO ALIVE. (:

Praise You in This Storm
words by Mark Hall/music by Mark Hall and Bernie Herms

I was sure by now, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

Chorus:
And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone
how can I carry on if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

Chorus

I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

Chorus

I FELT LOVED BY A GENTLE, COMPASSIONATE, LOVING Father. (: AMEN. i love YOU so. but my love cannot be compared to Yours.

I REALLY LOVE GURVIN AND JOY. thank you for always fellowshipping and encouraging me. (: i love this song, GURVIN. thanks.