YO, everyone.
this was what i did for my devotions today.

Give Up Your Rights.
Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made Himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant.Philippians 2:5-7 (NIV)
Have you been wronged? If so, you're faced with a decision. Are you going to spend your time and energy on what should have been, or are you going to focus on what can be?
Even when truth and justice are on your side, you may never be able to right your wrongs. Continually fighting for your rights will just make you resentful and angry. Those are all destructive emotions that tap our energy and make us negative. And besides, when people focus on their rights, they're often looking backward rather than forward.
When we stop worrying about our rights, it focuses us in the right direction and releases us to move forward on the journey. We recognize the wrongs, but we forgive them, and focus on what we can control-our responsibilities. When we do that, it increases our energy, builds our potential, and improves our prospects.
By: Equip, daily devotion by John C. Maxwell

i thought that this was somehow applicable in our lives. sometimes we feel wronged. but dont give trying to right it.

what can YOU do? just leave it. dont keep thinking about it. dont worry. she'll be fine.

to YOU
i dont know why you're doing this. there clearly is SOMETHING WRONG. you can share you can dont share. but you cant say we dont care. WE DO. if you want to confirm that, we can ignore (sort of) you and stop coming to your class and i'm sure you'll feel even worse. friends are there when they are with you. but however, its just figurative speech, they dont really have to BE THERE. just knowing that THEY care is all that matters. and we DO. you can always tell us your problem. and we'll sort it out. you seem strong but deep in, you are scared and insecure. putting on a mask in front of us may not be the best things sometimes cos we are your frineds. we mean you good. if we dont care, we wouldnt keep looking for you. SOMEONE once asked me a question: why do you keep going to look for her? then i asked myself. why? you know why, cos we care for you, we wanna know how your day is. are you ok? whether you want us to keep you company if you're not going for recess.
about the FGD thingy, we seriously didnt mean to cancel the plan last minute. it just that we now are in different classes, we have different tasks/priorities. we cant just leave everything to go for FGD. just let it go. if you feel hurt, just release it, forgive us. and this statement does not only apply for YOU but for *YOU too. just forgive each other, we are a family and as long as we try our best and PERSERVERE, we can MAKE it. i really hope you are not offended/hurt/angry by this post, as this is how i feel and you do not want to communicate with us now. if you read this, i hope you learnt something from this. go reflect about how we feel when you said WE DONT CARE.

anw, back to normal stuff. it's OAC campfire item tmr. i am SO going to be MALU-ed. sometimes, its really not good if you keep wanting things YOUR way.
i hope that everything will go as planned. GOD, pls help. i cant do it WITHOUT you.

YAY. i feel so encouraged. someone said i was CUTE, and soneone else said i was SINCERE and SO MANY PEOPLE SAYS THEY LOVE ME! oh man.

it only takes GOD's love (hoo hoo)
to set the LOVE sparks glowing
then all those around (hoo hoo)
can warm up to its glowing.
that's how it is with GOD's people
once you've experienced it,
you share your LOVE with everyone
you WANT, yes you WANT
to PASS to PASS it on.
PASS it on PASS it on
PASS it PASS it PASS it on!

GURVIN! i'm like uber duper PROUD of YOU. LOVE YOU, sister-in-Christ. may GOD bless you and keep your PASSION glowing. (:

HAPPY V. DAY, bloggie. i realised how much i LOVE you. everytime i look at you, just think WOW. YOU're SO BEAUTIFUL.

and HAPPY V. DAY, everyone! (:
i hope you get a sweet/chocolate from me. sorry if i didnt give you. i will buy somemore and you can take from me. APPLIES TO CERTAIN PEOPLE ONLY. HAHA.

HAHA. SHOY looks like CMP! (: (: HAHA. shoy's gonna kill me. ohwells. i LOVE HANNAH TAY, she's my twin!

YAY. orientation was quite fun! (:

i LOVE HANNAH TAY (TWIN), GOH WEITING (MUMMY), ALICIA TAY (DADDY), LYANA (AH MA) and JOY (AUNTIE). (: YAY. we rock.

i also LOVE GOONG FAMILY! (:

i love 3C.

but most of ALL, I LOVE GOD! dear GOD, oh how much i love YOU. my life revolves around YOU. (: YAY.

i'm hungry. i'm hungry. waiting for ZOEY's V. day present and GOH WEILING's (extra) cookies. YAY. GOHWEILING ROCKS. HAHA. sorry for DAO-ing YOU, i, will wave to GOHWEILING everytime i see her, i try la... HAHA. (:

LALA. i bought V. DAY presents. but i didnt buy for CCA. HOW HOW?
HAHA. tmr then buy la... PANIC for what? HAHA. maybe i wont buy... but maybe i WILL. i miss orientation cookies, brownies and cakes. (: THANK YOU THERESA AND ENQI!(:

you know, i made 4 meal cheers for 3C! YAY. HAHA. i think i feel high. and i am so smart. i cropped the song for campfire item! (: YAY. i thank YOU for YOUR bestowing of WISDOM. HAHA. now, i am WISE, hao bu hao?! (:

to JOY: sorry, but i still feel confused about what you told me on msn. i can only rmb the 2 types of friendship. oh crap. SORRY. omgoodness. you should buy me a larger storage drive for my brain. -.- thanks ah, for your weird dream... she dreamt of my HAIR. oh man. i'm starting to HATE my HAIR. reminds me of SOMEONE. ah crap. I DISLIKE IT. hmpf. pls let it GROW. (:

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(: YAY, i rock. you stone. no, stoning kills brain cells. now, everybody is saying that. HAHA. i am a LEADER. i influence people around me. (: YAY.

i wonder how our brain works. how we able to infer and induce. the darker side would be how we are able to be scheming. HUMANS are SCARY. sometimes, i wished i was not human. oh crap. i can just imagine everyone tagging me telling me my dream has come true cos i am now an ALIEN. -.- thanks ALOT.haha.

i wonder how DREAMS COME ABOUT. in the olden days, there was:
JOSEPH THE DREAMER
now there is
JANICE THE DREAMER. (: ooooh.

ahhhh. i missed dragon-boating. i am very disappointed. i miss ZHI QI! i miss IVYNA. i miss JOLENE. i MISSED ALL OF YOU ALL. hmpf.

lala. YAY. i won a pair of sentosa package worth $22. (: HAHA. got dont know what free stuff la... HAHA.

i miss HAND-MADE NOODLES. i miss YOU. i miss XIN YING.

this paragraph is EXCO100: EXCOs below 100 year old of EXPERIENCE cannot read. sensored. NO, dont even TRY TO READ. HAHA.
i dont wanna be in EXCO no longer. HAHA. next year and i'll be FREE. HAHA. no. i will not be. i will not. HAHA.

i must stand firm and hold to my beliefs. not wavering, not doubting. NO, nothing at all. maybe except some... HAHA. no, i wont.

lalala.. i feel stressed for tmr. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so scary. so scary. i'll malu myself. beside the fact i'm scared of them, i'm so not gonna malu myself. BUT THE FACT IS I AM GOING TO TOMMROOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. omgoodness. i wonder i'll become sick in the next 14 hours. quite possible hor? HAHA. (: oh no. i'm so COWARD. pls comfort me and calm me. make me a testimony. i hope i wont be controversial to this tmr. we will get in, we must. (: make avery proud. mske all the instructors in our class proud. YAY. (: whee~ fun.

HAHA.i feel so -.- i got so much homework but here i am, blogging. (:

BLOG, see how much i LOVE YOU. (: yay. i know you LOVE me too!