fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Tuesday, May 8,12:00 AM

can't put these books down. no, can't put my laptop down to be precise since they ARE e-books.

goodness. such an exciting series, just can't seem to put it down or stop reading. it just gets more and more complicated.

its pretty cool how they blew up the entire dome thing. HAHAHA, genius. but sometimes the author does seem to downplay a lot of things which other authors would normally go on and on about. like how katniss (what kind of name is this. goodness) would just wake up and find out oh, everyone was actually in this conspiracy. ._. like, wuttttttt. HAHAHAHA. k but nevermind.

yay me likey Katniss and Peeta togetherrrrrr. (: he be so devoted. k but also nevermind. HAHAHA. yay actually i think Gale's kinda out of the whole thing now and Peeta kinda deserves Katniss. :D

this is so exciting. at the point when i'm deciding if i should continue on reading to the third book cause i'm gna be flying off and idk when is the next time i'll be able to read or whether i should go sleep cause i need to wake up early for a vaccination tomorrow. ._.

annnnnnnnd, i have also made up my mind. yes i have. HAHAHAHA. this is good. i feel settled and decided.

bunch of stuff i need to do: shall just write it down here before i forget

get mosquito repellent stuffs
pack my shoes in my luggage
change USD
buy envelop and writing papers
print OCSP booklets
get my vaccination ASAP
go to school by 1pm (to meet grace?)
oh yes, pack jacket into hand carry luggage
start writing letters to everyone ;)
make sure i have everything in alan tecsing
pack stapler
pack hole punchers (LOL. seriously.)
buy motion sickness pills in case
buy more po chai pills in case
bring markers for social tree
instruction for tapz?

._. that is a lot to do. oh well. should be alright to finish by tomorrow. then off to cambodia on Wed morning!

ah, things have been getting better! (: we've been a lot more civilized and getting along, working together etc. the norming now! (: it's good. haha, but still need to stop getting irritated/annoyed/frustrated easily.

dear Father, i just commit the team into your hands once again. please watch over us and keep us safe from harm. i pray that everything will go as you will it to be and you are in charge in every situation. thank you for the peace that this knowledge gives me and i pray that you'll give me wisdom to lead the team well. help us to touch lives. bless us so that we may know how you have blessed us and how you want to use us to bless others. i entrust myself and my team into your hands. may everything work out for your glory and your kingdom.

amen.