Dear God,
sorry for always putting you aside once things seem alright, and only praying when i feel sad or lonely. please forgive me.
meh, thank you for putting the stars in their place and getting them to shine so brightly for me. all your promises, they remind me of them. tears of sadness and disappointment and random hurts, turned into tears of joy and peace.
hi thanks for loving me so much even though i'm really such an idiot at times. :D
it was so awesome to spend time with you. even with the snoring from my mum (lol it was so comfortable with the cool breeze she fell asleep). heh, yeah as i looked up and saw everything you promised me, i really couldnt help but praise your name.
"For He is worthy to be praised, the Lamb upon the throne."
as i was laying there, i suddenly felt my pulse. and you said, "every beat of your heart is testament to my love for you." meowwwwww. (:
you're the best friend i'm looking for. i realised that all through my life, i've been looking for a best friend, a life partner (as my mother observed LOL fail.). someone who will reassure me and stand up for me. someone who will pray with me and teach me. someone who is truthful and will be willing to confide in me as well.
meh no wonder why it fails so badly. no wonder why i expect so much from friends. o____o guess thats why i always feel so disappointed. oh well, guess i shouldnt expect so much. i'll try to do my best for them w/o expecting anything in return. cause God has given us so much! i'm slowly receiving. Z, slow signal. hahaha. (:
thanks yo.
love, daughter.
P.S. i'm gonna learn to stop being so dependent on humans and on You instead! (: cause you're the one that never changes, yesterday today and forever you will love me.
someone once said that the scariest part about being loved by someone is the uncertainty that it may stop anytime. not for God!! :D