fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, April 30,8:40 PM

Cry by Mandy Moore

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything alright

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside

Forever was in your eyes
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

Mandy Moore - Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

oh yeah totally forgot to blog about this incident. when i went to raffles for their piano concert, i saw this little boy. (in RED shirt heh. (: ) so cuuuute. he was like practising standing broad jump laaaaaa. swing arms.... hop.... land.... PULL UP PANTS!! HAHAHA THE LAST PART WAS THE CUTEST SERIOUSLY. i was like laughing like mad. he's so cuuuuute. heh, owns miyuka handsdown la plz. :D

oh wait, i'm becoming like yaseer. HAHAHA nvmvnmvnvm. (:

anyway, awesome day. slacked around, went for PSC thing. (was supposed to jew food there, but felt so mean cause everyone was just crowding around the refreshment table and not asking questions.. so i went back up to class.) anyway, i realised that the chairs are actually quite comfortable to sleep on. hahaha, with the awesome lime-green pillow. i love it seriously. joshua has one at home too. :D

mehhhhhh, happy weekend, iz be long. i think i'll finally buy new shoes and cut my hair. yes, no more long fringe and long hair. kfinenvm, still long hair but, yeah. lets hope for the better nvm.

I BOUGHT NEW SCHOOL SOCKS. hows awesome be that. no more holey for a while. (:

you were striking all the right notes,
but it still didnt sound like a chord;
a melody that will last always;
an everlasting melody.