Faithful One so unchanging
Ageless One You’re my rock of
peaceLord of all
I depend on YouI call out to You, again and again
I call out to You, again and again
You are
my rock in times of trouble
You
lift me up when I fall down
All through the storm
Your love is the
anchorMy hope is in
You alone
(:
i was getting into an "emotional funk" as those boundless writers call it. Z, seriously unmotivated to do work la. and it seems at that point of time that nothing seems to help. not even huddling against my mum, not a smile from my dad, not a hug from joshua, not encouragement from friends.
ohman, anyway. just felt really down and out. Z, complaining to junming. haha kinda. ohwell. we're two really emo partners. hahaha, whole day emo to each other. aiyo. haha k nvm. NO EMO ALREADY.
hahaha, i was reading
http://www.boundless.org/2005/articles/a0002256.cfm Beauty's Healing Touch.
it was then i realised that its been quite a while since i looked up. when i was errr younger, i used to cross this long bridge across the PIE to go to the busstop. every morning, i'd see the sunrise and the beautiful hues that came along with it. hahahaha, everytime i saw that, no matter how i felt that morning - grumpy, hopeless, tired - all those just disappeared as i wasted precious time just staying openmouthed at the entire perfectness of it all. hahaha. and then i'd miss my bus to school. (thats why i was always late....) HAHAH, kfine. excuses. i'm kidding.
i realised that i havent been appreciating the beauty of God's creation these days. i've been considerably happy in school (yay friends.) hahaha and choir was cool today (5new songs! and they're quite fun to sing.) haha but i was still emo when i got home. as i repeated the daily routine of switching alan on and doing the usual stuff (msn, fb, stalking blogs). and then...
NOTHING ELSE TO DO BUT WORK.
zomg, k so v emo. dont wna do work, see. no motivation. and like very sad. dont know why. k fine i do. but nvm. yeah.
but but, heyyyyy as i read the boundless article. just reading the writer's description, hahaha! i really felt that God has everything in His hands, see. (:
recalling the sunrise scene, the red, blue, yellow, purple, orange, yellow, green (?) LOL mixing together! WHOA. so pretty srsly. it struck me that if God was power enough to create and paint out such a beautiful sunrise, what more He can do with our lives! He'd color our lives with love, with joy, with hope! (:
having hope in God is one of the best things you can have. realising His power and faithfulness. knowing He never changes. He never gives up on us. how awesomezxzxzxzxzxzx. (:
yay. hahaha k super happy now. hahaha sorry friends, i've been moodswinging. my mum testifies to that. LOL nvm. HAHA K GO JANICE, DONT LOSE HOPE YO.
friday's gna be an awesome day! outing with cheryl <3
thursday's gna be awesome! beautiful music appreciation day! (:
wednesday's gna be awesome! cause. cause. cause. i dont know. i get to see my friends. :D
Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has
changedNever felt this way
And right here tonight
This could be
the start of something newIt feels so
right to be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heartThe start of something newAnd the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side. (: