fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Saturday, April 10,11:49 PM

so... true. k nvm. o_o

omg hey. damn pretty. heehee. (: the girl's hair is damn cute! hahaha and she's pretty too. i like the lighting! nice photo!

meow, i dont wna change the choir days to friday. why! ): meowwwwww. LOL, k nvm. hahaha sorry lost in my own joke. heh. i hate feeling so stressed up.

i guess you're right. it shouldnt matter if we're really just going out there to do what we love. but but, meowwwwww. i really feel so noob. can you imagine the frustration when everyone's chionging all their songs and i'm still stuck at trying to catch the rhythm and the notes for the first part. ): gah, dont really want to slow down the section.

i keep on saying, nvm. i'll go back and figure it out. but doesnt help la. i cant figure out rhythms when i cant even read the notes. what the. sigh. i wna take vocals too but i cant read notes. why why why. hi, die. sadface. k nvm.

anyway, i'll miss the sec sch boys so much. hiiiiiiiiiii hey, no paedo seriously. they're like my little brothers la. haha, super cheeky. so cuuuute. choir was be boring w/o them. lol k i know, i join cause of the people not just singing. ah fine. nvm. i like both la okay. whee.

dont want sectionals with ib only. thats like how few people la. and it means that we'll be singing in front of the yearfives. ): dont want. stress. they're like how pro. gna be saying how noob we are. k i'm paranoid. sorry.

omg, yum. (: heehee. i want! heyyyyyyyyyyyy. o_o k fine nvm.

i'm bored of ib leh. help how. doing everything but eetokwl. hahaha, horrible. i spent the whole day studying chem (and getting distracted) instead of like my coursework.

nvm tmr's gna be a better day! helping out with the kindergarten kids (K1/K2) at church during the ACM. (: heehee, i love kids. they're so cute. so innocent. even though they're super mischievous and cant really think with maturity, but just seeing them love with no restraint. throwing their little arms around your neck. tugging your hand. smiling at you. omg, k i love kids. hahaha. hiiiiiiiiii i wna be a childcare teacher.

oh you know sth, i was looking through photos of me as a kid. like when i attended childcare, i had this really pretty friend. cant rmbr her name. but both of us looked so cute la. hahaha, i miss being a kid. in a way, you're not held responsible for what you say/think/do. now as you grow up, just one wrong word can destroy everything. one small mistake and your future is gone. the wrong mindset can also lead you astray. ohman.

meh, you're crazy.

oh hai dere. (: