fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Saturday, April 3,8:28 AM

Permanent Monday

Falling leaves like a blanket at my feet
There's a canopy of stars
And I just miss you like crazy

Suddenly the world's too big
And the hours move too slow
And I just wish that you were holding me near

Seven days, it feels like a year
You whisper through the line
You know I miss you like crazy
So baby can you steal a plane,

A boat, the fastest train
You know it just don't feel the same when you're gone

'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into a
Permanent Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore
I'm home
I'm home

I won't sleep until you're finally next to me
Can't wait to breathe you in
Don't wanna waste my time dreaming

I just wanna treat your name like
A whisper on my skin
And never have to say goodbye again

'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into a
Permanent Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore
I'm home

'Cause when I feel you right here close to me
Everything is where it's supposed to be, baby

'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into a
Permanent Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore
I'm home
I'm home
Yes I am
And I miss you like crazy

:D
heehee jordin sparks! lol k shall just spam song lyrics cause i'm really lazy to blog. Z.

"I Just Can't Live A Lie"

Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you

And maybe turning my back would be that much easier

Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange

But I can't watch you walk away

Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?

And all about the good times that we've been through

Could I wake up without you every day?

Would I let you walk away?

No, I can't learn to live without

And I can't give up on us now

Oh, I know I could say we're through

And tell myself I'm over you

But even if I made a vow

A promise not to miss you now

And try to hide the truth inside

I'd fail cause I just can't live a lie

Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?

And all the reasons that make loving you so easy

The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe

The way you know just what I mean

No, I can't learn to live without

Oh, so don't you give up on us now

Oh, I know I could say we're through

And tell myself I'm over you

But even if I made a vow

I promise not to miss you now

And try to hide the truth inside

I'd fail cause I just can't live a lie

I know I could say we're through

And tell myself I'm over you

But even if I made a vow

A promise not to miss you now

And try to hide the truth inside

I'd fail cause I just can't live a lie

carrie underwood! (: okay one last song. hahaha k nvm. i like the lyrics! so like poetic or sth, k dont know. hahaha.

"Already Gone"

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would've worked out right

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss

Then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so,

I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone

hahaha k sorry. :D should be doing work right. there's so much of it this weekend. so much for holidays. oh well.

i went to trinity church centre on good friday morning instead, my parents wanted us to watch this drama skit thingy. my mum said the previous time it was really impactful and changed her quite a lot. this time i think it was more skewed towards non-believers. found it a waste of time actually, although the acting was really really good, the props and all (Y) really good. glad that there's such a talented and blessed ministry to outreach to the community.

but it was really. i dont know. (: could feel God's love and presence emanating from my dad. LOL. alright, i meant when the pastor was quoting the usual verses romans 6:23, romans 3:23, romans 5:8, john 3:16, i heard it differently. this time it was really as if Daddy was speaking! (: really touching and awesome!

felt this unspeakable joy of experiencing our Father's heart of love. :D and you can have it too! just ask Daddy! hahaha.

last sunday as well. i didnt blog about it i think. but the pastor was preaching about knowing the Heart of the Father so he was calling us to come to the altar to have "spiritual parents" pray for us and speak God's love to us and give us a hug! okay la, i didnt really need to go cause i usually already get hugs from my dad and mum but i went anyway!

a really touching experience (no pun intended, okay actually. intended. :D) yup, as they prayed, i really could feel my spiritual parents praying for what i needed- to have God's love and presence manifested in me so that i may shine for Him!

i just felt really touched by the Spirit! (: heehee so awesome, i love Daddy, Jesus and the ever-moving Holy Spirit!

"My Heart Belongs To You"

Through the window of my soul

All the secrets that I hold

Will be yours to share for always, always

Like a whisper in the wind

A gentle breeze touches my skin

And I know you’re with me always, always

I can feel it in the air

The fire that we share

Can only come from deep within

It’s a light that burns so bright

It guides you through the night

And leads you to me

So find your way back and

Hold me, touch me

Let the love come rushing through me

I’m yours with every breath I take

Forever and ever

Hold on to love

Cause deep down that’s what we’re made of

Never let go for my heart’s sake

Cause my heart belongs to you

I lie awake to hear you breathe

Only you can fill the need

That builds and burns so deep inside me, inside me

As the moon lights up the sky

There’s a thousand reasons why

My heart will only beat for you

You’re the reason that I live

So now all I’ve got to give

I give it to you

Just don’t fight the feeling

Hold me, touch me

Let the love come rushing through me

I’m yours with every breathe I take

Forever and ever

Hold on to love

Cause deep down that’s what we’re made of

Never let go for my heart’s sake

Cause my heart belongs to you

Don’t give up but just give in

I will always be here waiting for you

Love will see us through

God is love. (: