fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, April 28,8:56 PM

Psalm 139
heehee, super awesome seriously. (:

O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.

extremely true. but sometimes i wake up thinking of something. not someone. hahaha, fooooooood. (Y) but actually, not that hungry nowadays.. i've stopped growing! :O ohno

mmm, i love the lighting for this photo. the quote is somewhat true la. i guess. dont know.

hahaha so cool k nvm. staring you down right dead in the eye, sounds like something i tend to do.

remember those days we set out together in faith,

remember the times so fine when we thought that nothing could stand in our way

then things werent the same, the life that we knew had to change,

we struggled through the darkest storms we thought we couldnt tame.

together we tried as we stood side by side,

i know we'll build a new world,

a world of hope forever after. (:

also true.... i think the photos are really pretty. i forgot where i got them from, but i didnt do them. sorry. should reblog next time. somehow..

meh, so cute. hahaha. (: like a bunch of children. yay. can i be your friend? then i can steal your chocolates toooooo. :D

how about i keep your every text because i'm too lazy to delete. LOL. Z, srsly. my phone's gna explode one day.

SO CUTE. (: HEH. this is the product of jealousy. get it. product. hahaha, k nvmmm. :D

HAHAHA. some of those stuff sounds like sth i need to tell mr naresh nvm LOL. (:

k today was ptm quite okay la. accompanied mummy cause she claimed she was lonely. hahaha. i love her seriously. she came all the way down just to hear my teachers bs about how nice janice ice. i mean, is. heh, knvmlame.

anw, ahhhh i wanted to blog more. then suddenly feel sleepy.. so much for dory and his encouraging message: "hi janice, dont give up on your tok and ee. just keep swimming. blue ocean yo." LOL. knvm. idk leh, why ah. i've been sleeping so much but now cant stay alert past 10pm. srsly. and i keep yawning in school.

i've been trying to make myself tear up, but cant k nvm. LOL. just dont blink. naturally tears will come i think. hahaha, xintian said my eyes were really red and watery. like i was about to cry so yay i passed. hahah knvm we were bored during LLE.

hahaha, i got scolded by mdm and nearly got whacked by her. (smart me sat down more than one arms length away from her) :D awesomeness.

hahaha, but it was worth it i guess. :D hahaha i miss you, kinda. hi dont die k. jy, i'll see you soon. alive, plz. and happy?

my mum said i'm ultrasensitive. thats very true. that hyperalertness is kinda freaky la but yeah, awkward nvm. hi dont like. used to be sad, now is a mix of that and being somewhat annoyed. hiiiiii, plz. i dont like being talked about k, thanks. Z. kbye now.

hmm selecting tiles for new home! taking up soooo much time omg. i think i gave up, just let my parents choose everything la. (Y) heh. after all i should be doing my work right...? :D heh. k nvm, slacker here. as usual.

econs ia, tok, ee, worldlit. any other major deadlines? mm, go janice.

hi janice, dont give up on your tok and ee. just keep swimming. blue ocean yo. (:

love, dory.

hi janice, i love you.

love, Abba Father. (: