fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Tuesday, January 26,11:31 PM

yayyyyyyyyy. choir is so fun!!! :D

hahaha i think "where do i go when i'm so alone." nvm sorry random. this song playing now. hahaha. choir is awesome. hahaha i'm seriously hyped up about everything :D

hahaha we skipped the movie for choir welfare! haha yuen and i went to look for some cake or sth to celebrate the january babies. hahaha ohman, it was kinda fail k. ended up wanting to buy pandan sponge cake and spraying whipped cream. LOL yuen. but but, (: in the end we came up with sth much better :D haha but it was fun nonetheless coming up with wacky ideas. :D

hahaha anyway then we were super high and singing all things bright and beautiful everywhere we went, haunting the toilets and whatnots! hahaha. so nice la. hahaha then we'd be lame and go like. "hi cher" "-ryl" LOL. super lame la. haha but it was funnnnn!

anyway we learnt ave maria! hahaha its a suuuuuper high song la, can you imagine. :X hahaha and the sop 2 notes were higher than the sop 1 notes!!! LOL, what the. so epic. and us practising, hahahah it was painful at first. but only later did i realise how important using the diaphragm is. if not the note cant even come out. thats how high it is. hahaha. (: even rachel miao couldnt really sing it. hahaha

oh oh but i made friends with this guy called samuel. his voice sounds low but, he can sing as high as meeeee. why so pro! LOL. he so funny la. "whats your name" "oh, the awesome one." hahahaha. (: finally at the end of choir did he find out my real name by asking someone. LOL. funny.

and i talked to gabriel (lee) super cheeky guy k. hahaha. and matthias. so cuuuute. hahaha. k nvm. (: it was fun laaaaa. even though ave maria is SUPER DIFFICULT, but i'm happyyyyy. cause i can reach the notes!!! HAHAHA and i could sing the notes well. :D awesome.

its like some sugar high. hahaha, anyway. was singing all the way out of school. happyyyyyyy. i love choir. yezyezyez. and i'm so encouraged by yuen. haha. <3 you yuen!

anyway then went dinner with brother and shifu cause daughter psed me. -___- hahaha but it was. fun. even though i get owned. haha (actually i let myself get owned sometimes :D) haha cause i'm too lazy to retaliate. spent too much energy for choir. hahaha, but seriously. I MAKE SENSE. ): hahahahaha. seriously it was linked to hedda gablerrrrrr. bah. hahaha! so epic k. annoying those two by eating so slowly. hahaha. but but, -___- mission was not accomplished... i still owe shifu a drink. HOW CAN THIS BE.

haha nvm. the sky is sooo pretty. God really is an amazing artist! haha he placed the stars high above the earth and the fluffy white clouds! and seriously, the moon was super bright and niceeee. (: why so awesome. hahaha.

cause i cant get, get where i want
when you got me stuck in a corner
and you can't see, see what you're doing to me
baby, i need a room to breathe
i can't feel what i oughta
when you hold me under the water
no, i cant breathe
why cant you see?
that you're suffocating me?

what do you want from me?
how can i give you more when you strangle my emotion?
insecurities are shutting every door thats open
i can feel it when you hold me
that you're trying to control me
i try to walk away but i cant move
when your nails are in my feet

o.o this song. LOL k nvm. i'm tired. knightbye.(: choir. wuz a happy day.