fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Saturday, January 23,11:52 PM

yay so awesome. i'm happy happy happy.

did you know, you're the bounce in my every step.

bouncing all the way back home. zomg, my life is so awesome. and i know whyyyyyyy. hahaha! k i'm on drugs. hahaha,
no its not the banditto,
no its the mountain dew,
no its not the cheese fries (wait is it?),
no its not the grilled turkey,
no its not the carrot (which i dipped in tomato/chilli sauce just to cover the bland taste),
no its not the minestrone soup (how to spell),
yay. its knowing that love exists! :D

hahaha, some people really have the capacity to loveeeeeee. and i find that so super encouraging. http://lovegivesmehope.com so sweet laaaaaaa. hahaha.

and LOL, the rumours i heard today. so epic. national income and the old one, methy(sth) resistant staph aureus. LOL. daughter... what have you been observing. haha!

anyway tok with daughter was fun(ny) and quite cool, the exhibition there. all the icons seen in singapore and their meaning. (:

oh and the library cafe... freaking expensive. hahaha, but its k. i love studying there. open air, breezy and relaxed. just really awesome :D

When I was 9, my dad left one night and never came back. I was crying the next day on the porch when my 12 year old neighbor came over and said he'd take care of me instead. From then on he he gave me the protection and caring I needed. I am now 24 years old and the happy fiance of that boy. LGMH.

ah, sweet innocence. hahaha, so cute k. i think innocence is really precious in this horrible (okay fine, i'm exaggerating. but seriously! :X k nvm), perverted society where - oh nevermind :D

This morning as I was packing lunch, about to leave for work, my boyfriend danced into the kitchen singing a made up song consisting of only my name over and over. When he saw me, he turned red and said "Oh, you're still here". Sneaking a peak in the daily routine of someone who really loves me GMH.

-cause your smile GMH;

hahaha fills me up with love k. :D i was at KFC and saw random kids. LOL. kinda noisy but nvm. i was smiling at one of them as i drew a diagram of the digestive system. he looked over at my drawing with interest and smiled. haha. so cute.

ohman i love kids k. i dont know, i think joshua is a very good example. he knows all the bad words and stuff like that, but he doesnt say it. he's really mature. i once heard him tell his friend, "hey dont say that, its a bad word." (: i really thank God for his wanting to remain pure. :D

awesome k. was walking home, bouncing all the way, with my pony tail flailing behind my head. LOL. k idk. anywayyyy, the moon was bright and clear! (: so pretty laaaaa. <3 hahaha.

i need to change my blogskin. i realised its annoying cause it doesnt exactly fit into the box for some browsers... -__-

whee nevermind :D

and if you need someone to love you,
here i am. (y)