fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, January 13,11:26 PM

hahaha k hi!!! i know i really shouldnt be blogging so much. but, ah nevermind :D since i'm already here. hehehe.

today yuen wai smsed me with a verse. "but i say unto you, love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to those who hate you and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you." matt 5:44. she said that "Jesus calls us to pray for those who have done us wrong. Instead of disliking them, we should strive to see the best in them. He commands us to pray for them even. How much more should we then pray for our friends and loved ones as well! Praying for someone is another of the best ways to love others. Lets pray for others everyday! (: "

hahaha so awesome! i was like beaming in class! hahaha, indeed prayer is very important. (: and seriously spoke to me. how awesome!! confirming that i should learn to forgive and let go. (: heehee. but of course, slowly. i'm human afterall :D

ohhhhh, today was supposed to do rotary evap! but nicole's extract was super much. but so sorry for taking it up ytd such that you couldnt do yours as well :X in any case, i still feel very happy doing bio ee. idk whyyyyy. heehee. so cool la bacteria :D meow.

then later went for choirrrrr. i have decided to be enthu and happy about choir! God gave me a voice to sing! i should learn to sing properly and praise Him with songs! LOL. anyway, it was quite fun. haha cheryl's right. yuen is really cute. hahaha! i'm so happy nowwwww.

i want to go for prague!!!! -hops around happily. so fun laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :D meow. but its $3000. whyyyyyyyyyyy. hahaha and we have like so many stuff on. FOA too. now prep for founder's day. ehhhhhh, FOA!!!!

k then there's the volunteer thing! HAHA, i walked all the way to NUH just to submit the form laaaa. anyway i took super long to reach/walk there. hahaha, but it was closed! so i proceeded to write a letter to apologize for just slipping the note in. after all the effort... the lady came back. on one hand, at least its handed in personally, but on the contrary i wasted my time lol.

OH and i realised that our particulars are "confidential" LOL. k embarrassing. nevermind. :D

i have loads of work. i'm changing my mind again. realised that its really super impossible to take vocal/piano lessons now. its freaking busy la. i'll see how la. and i realised i have some weird hougang family kids centre program... GG. busy :X i think i have other commitments too. ahhhhh k nevermind. must. cope. (: heehee. this be awesome.

sometimes i really love school, sometimes i dont. idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. i'm looking forward to bio prac tmrrrrrr. i love bio lessons. hee :D noradrenaline and acetylcholine. hahaha k nevermind. basement membrane. whee. iz quite the funst. (:

oh and no, i'm not the secretary. unless you pay me k thanks.

OH GOSH AND THE SCENARIO AT THE CANTEEN TODAY WAS EPIC. daddy... mummy behind... 3 little duckli.... kids trailing behind. asking for money. LOL. and paultan is awesome :D whee, i love him more and more each lesson lol.

maths is freaking confusing. nevetheless happy to get away from complex numbers and vectors. heeheekalotofworktodobyeeeeeeeee. (:

WE LOVE GOD. meow!!! (: