fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Saturday, July 18,11:25 AM

NI HAO.

okay, my life has been getting very confusing. hm, sometimes i just dont know how to react properly. so recently i've not been reacting. haha, sorry friends. its just that sometimes i'm just too tired of reacting as i used to. i really need more sleep. :/

i've been thinking too much in the previous post anw. seriously. hahaha, life aint that bad i suppose. with awesome friends and family. hehehe.

but but still, i have no idea how to react to a few people in my life. give me some time to figure it out. i promise i'll do my best in figuring that out. cos you really are worth it(:

so currently sorry if i seem like quieter(very unlike janice i know HEHE.) and more emo-ish( actually more of ponderish.) and sometimes when i'm just looking down (i might be praying for help) so yeah.

thanks xintian and astika for being a friend. when i'm all stressed up. thanks for assuring me.

thanks koonhan for being an awesome friend. and cheering me up and whatnots. you goodguy, must rmb that. but its just so fun to tease you. hahaha.

thanks daddy, for talking to me even when you have so many ias to do. just to sort out my own thoughts and help me figure out whats happening when i have no idea how or what to do.

thanks junming for trying to cheer me up, even though you do it in super weird ways. hahah, thanks for talking to me till 2.30am, crapping actually. hahaha, even when you have stuff to do.

thanks david also for telling me jokes when i'm bored. HEHE. and tricking me sometimes. hahaha. i'm talking about your stupid joke btw.

thanks everyone(:

you people are very awesome. :D love you ppl. hahaha.

today i read proverb of the day! hahaha. some email subscription thingy that is for quiet time lah. it was talking about friends. Jonathan was a good friend to King David (no not you -.-) and he strengthened his friend's faith towards God and was a true friend in many ways. hahah, so i kinda decided that i'm gonna try to be a good friend as much as possible. i'm gonna be like jonathan(:

and something else also stood out. silas and paul. they were caught and thrown into prison. but yet, they were singing praises to God and these people really stood out. as servants of God! so awesome. hahah, so yeah, I'LL PRAISE YOU IN THIS STORM!(: hahahaha. yayyyy.

oh well. anw. enough blogging. i'm gonna have to do my work. or sth. or maybe just go eat more food:D wheeeee. love you ppl.