fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Thursday, May 14,12:03 AM

HI THERE EARTHLINGS(:

haha, omg. i'm stuck at mugging land. HAHA, its 12.03am and i just came home from cheryl's house. LOL, her mum's damn awesome, srsly. HAHAH.

everytime i go over, she offers me damn alot of food (no, thats not the ONLY reason why i think she's awesome. i think beyond the food(: HAHA, i think. HAHA. but srsly, damn hard to reject her kind offers so i end up eating tauhuey and like munching on stuff. HAHA, eating manuka honey. OMG, she's soooo nice. HAHAHA.) OH OH, she just sent me to the busstop like 11.15pm and like waited with me until my bus come. which took super long. AHHHHH, but still(: darn nice darn nice(: AHHHHH, the world SHOULD be filled with more ppl like this(: HAHAH. i love cheryl's house. so nice to sleep on the floor (even though they all strongly advised against it) HAHA. its niceeeee. LOL.

and and, hahah. just a brief summary of my life now: HORRIBLE. haha. i'm sorry. but i really really ___________ now. RAWR. HAHAH. i mean, i hate. UNDERLINE: HATE presentations. and i have like freaking many of them): RAWR. HAHA..

luckily i have my friends to pull me through(: HAHA, my recently appointed BFFs (: and like my classmates!(: HAHAA. they rock so much. HAHA.

but srsly, some ppl ah! rubbish i tell you rubbish. rawr. trying to make up scandals srsly. tsk.

DONT TRUST HIMMMMMMMMM. NOOOOOO, trust me! (see, bff. trust me. HAHA)

and and, i'm in BOCO which is like, kinda seeming like a joke to me now. BO = bio olympiad, CO= chem olympiad. HAHAHA. i'm mad. add on MOCK IOP next week, ECONS final draft by tmr, MATH PORTFOLIO (some 20pg math theory proving senseless thingy) (uhhhh, senseless as in dont make sense to me. HAHA, i'm gonna die): ) and like CHEM CO ws! and BIO PRAC 9 by tmr. and like chinese ORAL tmr. HAHAHA. DIED. (x but its okay.

you ppl srsly rock my life(: WHEEEE. haha, 'look like an angel' eh cheryl. wah damn epic okay. woots.
hahaha.

OH OH. omg i'm damn happy too (crazy girl, highing at 12.13am) cos WOW is like in 15days time(: HAHAHA. thats damn fast. but oh freak, i dont have camping bag. i dont have enough clothes, i dont have enough shorts, i dont have _____ i dont have alot of things. but what i do have: ALOT OF THINGS TO DO THAT'S NOT RELATED TO WOW. HAHA.(:

wheeeeee. idk whats wrong with me. but wow's gonna be damn cool. HAHA. (and i have like major alliteration with Whats Wrong With. HAHAHA) WHOOO.(:

this is major crappy. haha, oh yeah. i'm like wanting to hop over to mervyn's house to bake oreo cheesecake or sth (he bakes damn well) haha. and i want to hop over to alison's house to play! and i want to hop over to david's castle to see my friend, Mrs/Mr/Ms/Mdm Dragon(: WHEEEE. hahaha. damn cool(x

oooh yeah. i'm damn happy. i read about prokaryotes and eukaryotes today. kinda forgot most of it. but heck(x main idea is there. i wont be THAT lost now, i think/hope/wish(: HEHE.

oh yeah, and and. grawr, some ppl are damnnnnnnn annoying. ROAR. pissed off. HAHAH. oops. ahhhh, idk. i'm mean. :/

and and, fb is damnnnnnn addictive. crap. idk why. but, its like.... OMG, i'm damn bored. shall check fb accnt, 1hour later, you're there playing chain rxn. another hour later you're there doing quizzes. another hour, you're profile-hopping. what's this.

ahhhhh, and all the random ppl trying to create scandals. roar. that's my jobbbbb. HAHA, dont kope it.

and some friends, keeping secret from me eh! HAHA, damnsadddddd. LOL.

oh, i'm getting sick. cos i sneezed like crazy everytime i come into a aircon room. bahhhhhh)x and i got this sore throat that makes it so itchy. infact i shall rename it as itchy throat. HAHAH, yes. itchy throat, FTW(: HOHO. i ate like 12 strepsils and didnt help at all. oh oh, MANUKA HONEY does wonders! srsly. i feel better alr. HAHA.

oh, a lame poem i wrote in one of my sms to my bff:
janice janice,
writes great poems,
instead of being her niece,
why not fetch her home.

HAHA, i know it doesnt make sense but heck. HAHAHA, MPD MPD. ahhhhhh. i see someone spying on me from the HDB block across PIE :x omg, stalkerrrrrrrr. (:

you ppl make school worth coming for.(:

hahah, 'cheryl&i's ' omg how cainiao is that! 0.0 HAHA. no no, i must be a daxia. HAHA. some strange lingo. :D