fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Monday, March 2,8:16 PM

:D this is like my first month at ACS(indep) alr.

HAHA, i know i never really update lah. so busy and tired okay. :/ what with orientation and then all the fun/but tiring games. and then getting into a new class with like HW. aiyo.

tskkkk. i really like poetry, i love to read them but i dont like writing commentaries :/ ohman. HAH. (LIT is compulsary in my school so i'm kinda dead lah.)
i flunked the first lit assignment lah. like 12/25. so sad. sigh... i hope my next one gets at least a 14 or sth. at least pass. HAHA. but poetry is so pretty and expressive. its so beautiful and meaningful.

i got like quite good teachers on one hand and really HORRIBLE ones on the other. like some cant teach. eg i dont understnad MATHS. and he alr gone thru like, what, 4chpts? gosh. i dont know why he keep proving the formulas but dont teach us how to apply. teach application first before going into the deep end of the blue ocean can!

the ppl in my class are quite nice as i said before. like, we celebrated Boon Hwee and WeiXiang's bday today. HAHA, but some (cough cough) ppl not supportive, never stand up and sing.. WHAT IS THIS! aiyo. haha, joking. but i think we'll become more enthu and bonded cos we're an intact class! HAHA.

the ACSIndep culture is somewhat diff cos the ppl there are like super confident, and super english. i think ever since i went in, i got influenced and say very little singlish. HAHA. :D goodthing lah of course..

i joined aikido and choir but so far, choir is so busy that i only attended one aikido lesson. so sad!): ohman. and i had like 4 practices last week. consecutive days. i lost my voice and got sore throat so many times.. ): well, one more step to gold! lets make everyone proud, IB choir! :D i love the choir peeps. they're funny and nice. sigh, it helps me to look forawrd to the next choir practice(:

and why dont ppl realise that my nick might not exactly mean what i'm really feeling (even though it does sometimes) just bcos i write; 'if only you knew how i felt about you' and then 'secretly, shyly, iloveyou.' as my pm. DOES NOT, i repeat, DOESNOT mean i an-lian someone. but of course, it could be true as well. :D haha, so funny these ppl.

and i love you sth: i LOVE the BIOLOGY LABORATORY LIGHT MICROSCOPE!! its so uber cool, i could play with it forever and not get bored. :D you know, there was once i was just zooming and focusing on the glass slide to find microscopic bacteria (for fun) and i found a crack in the glass that look so much like a wolf!!! :D so nice! omg, so cool right!! HAHA, it really look like okay. everyone agrees. even my bio teacher saw it and smiled. yay!

and i also found a new love: the crispy noodle at the 'just for mee' foodstall! its super nice. when you first eat it, its all crispy and yummy and after a while, it becoes soft and still YUMMY! :D so cool right! HAHA.

oh crap, i just realised i said so cool twice. darn it:/

i miss 4C so much okay! you know i was looking through my old facebook photos and i reaised how much love i have for all you awesome, cool, enthu, funny, weird and so on, people! omg. can we go out pleaseeeeee. ): all the funny stuff we do, i wanna do it again! but ppl in the ACSindep will think i'm weird. but evidently, they alr think so. sigh, so sad. one month and i've been labelled a weirdo. HAHA. nvm, i'm not weird, just retarded. RIGHT ZHIQI?!(:

i miss all the times where i'm so free to do whatever i want. sigh. now so busy. sch end at like 6pm everyday. by the time i reach home/eat, its alr 8pm. WHY! ):

haha, nvm. must be positive and happy. must be strong! you'll pull through IB with a score of more than the average score. HAHA. (i hope)

i wanna wanna go WOW now and bond as a class! i wanna do fundraising now! i want ppl in my class to be ON about stuff and to be truely sincere about making this class rock. :D

5pointfour numbers '09rocks! OG4 '09 rocks! IB choir '09 rocks! 4C '08 rocks! friendship 'forever rocks!