fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, June 10,4:55 AM

ahhhhh. failblog and the other websites stewart showed me is damn funny. HAHAHA. damn fail okay. hahaah.

evacuation fail: shout FIRE FIRE FIRE and call 3333. sighhhhh. so FAIL. ohman. hahaha.

oh and this song called dark waltz is super awesome. by hayley westenra who is an awesome singer btw. her voice crystal clear and beautiful.(: love dark waltz to bits(: HAHA.

anw, i realised i'm quite screwed, havent done a single piece of hw yet. freak. gahhhhhhhhh, heck heck heck. blah.

oh yes, WOW was interesting. i learnt alot of stuff. hmm, not that i didnt know before but yeah. heck. so was thinking about it all the way through. people thought i was emo. gah, was just thinking how people can be totally disgusting. yeah, but. i have no idea. somehow. build a bridge. gah. nvm.

was discussing it quite alot too. seems like alot of people know about it. well. hmm, i have no idea.
ahaha, 'people are like that' (quoted from kh, who tried to cheer me up.) oh well. yeah, i s'pose so.

OH, my friends are awesome though! haha, love them to bits. rawr. i'm so super amused by the amount of crap we can come up with. ahaha.
*How did you meet 7?
KH: uh, i was walking along the road and i saw this cute little boy wearing his green cap. he looked really hungry and pitiful and bought him some food. he bit me and ran away. what a hobo. sighhhhh.
HAHAHA, damn funny. the most epic memories of WOW. haha, him squatting and eating super fast, wearing that dirty shirt he wore for three days in a row. HAHA, sam calling him a hobo. haha. and sam's damn cool. haha. 'will 18years olds be admitted to jail? cos i want to shoot you.' to david. haha, gg. oh yes, and the late nights room-crashing. AHAHAHA, EPIC. i missed the last night's one though): awwww. shucks. regret. haha. anw. it was fun, with my friends and teachers and all. HAHAHA.

i want extended WOW trip!! HAHAH. made us more bonded. but, was actually hoping for the 'us' to extend beyond. nvm. yes. shall not think about it now where there's no kh to cheer me up.

HAHAH. anw. i'm amused that people actually thought that i have a strong personality. independent. HAHA, do i LOOK independent to you? 0.0 or is it just because i have no curfew. LOL. anw, yes. i must strife to protect all my friends. yep. especially the vulnerable ones. cough cough, that needs security blankets cough. HAHA. but yeah. i'll be strong. for them(: of course.

HAHAHA. yeah well. its 5.10am in the morning. feeling not very tired. cos of my milktea+milopowder+whippedcream+moremilopowder drink and a whole lot of wan wan biscuits. ahhhhh, i think i'm gonna go mad soon though. i love dark waltz. her voice. ahhhhhh. ohman.

oh yes. i fell sick at camp. blah. shoots. damn you migraine. i probably looked like some lost kid. crying at escape theme park. but what the freak. it hurt like crazy and the hot sun and dehydration. and the nausea. grawr. stupid migraine. hate it when i get it. cant see, like half my vision blocked out by bright lights. and peripheral vision cut by 50%. i actually lost two of my team members cos i couldnt see them properly. i felt super bad lah:/ so fast i lost teammates alr. ): aww shucks. anw, yes. I HATE MIGRAINES. and i threw up too): gahhhhh, i hate it.

anw, at least it gave me time to slack at home with my bffs and all. HAHAHA(x so funny. flying fish and whatnots. and aiyoooo, all the scandals. hahah. DARYLs and KHANN. hahaha. suuuper amusing. haha. really funny people. we're really bored. not to mention all the fb notes spamming. hahah, i just realised. the titles of my notes.
i'm freaking bored.
i'm bored.
bored.
stalkers shoooooooooooooooo.):

haha, the last one damn random. but yeah, people like to stalk me. SIGH, too awesome alr lah. HAHAHA.

oh, tmr gonna watch me and shim. i'm the angel. and yeah, he's the devil. HOHO.(x wheeee. damn fun. hahah. i cant believe i missed da vinci code though. just because i wasnt of age. -.-wth. i want to buy all the books again cos i had all four of them. and i lost all four of them.... somehow i dont think it was accidental though. my parents never really liked me reading those books so many times..... SIGH.

on a random note, i miss astika's bedddddd): ahhhh, its super nice and comfy. i miss david's lawn thingy and his piano. AND HIS DAD'S POTO SCORES. and i miss alison. hahah, and her cute attempts to be tall by wearing high heel shoes. HAHA.

0.0 i think i hear my maid's alarm clock going off! 0.0 time for her to wakey wakey and time for me to shleepee shleepee! HAHA, goodnight. go KOONZ. hahaha. aiyo. his parents damn epic. name him KOON, of course he will always koon lah. aiyo.

yes, off to koon. and no, i dont mean it that way, tyvm. amusing how when you go to a mixed school, people think of scandals for fun. -.-