fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, January 19,7:26 PM

NEW YEAR.

hellos, everyone. have changed my blogskin. (: hee, see the diff??? LOL. ok whatever. hehe. i know its really plain. but i like it SIMPLE. so anw, NEW year, NEW beginning. so ya, IGNORE the fact that its alr been 19 days since it was a new year, but bear with me.
OK, first things FIRST. i would like to say SORRY to anyone whom i have HURT, MISUNDERSTOOD, been BAD to, INSULTED, IGNORED, HIT, etc. yeah, you get the point. anw, i dont wanna keep harping on the same incident alr. so i GIVE WAY, i SAY SORRY. but i KEEP MY STAND ON THE ISSUE. so i am saying sorry for writing about the incident(s). SORRY.
anw, i am in class 3Charmed if you didnt know. (: rocks. YEAH. oh, i have BONDED with my senior. hehe. planning for proposal and stuff (LARRY AND LEERY!!!) YAY. i love JOY as a SENIOR. ahem. yes. (pls i dont OU her)
ok then, lets start from first day. oh, i rmb seeing SOMEONE -ahem- at the JALAN TOA PAYOH bus-stop. i was like, eh, is that *
me: cannot be la. dont look like (only some know why) plus the fact that i have not seen * there for the past 2 YEAR OF MY LIFE.
heh. so i walked past without saying hi. ;p
then on the bus, i realised, YES, IT IS *. oh. i didnt DARE to say HI. guess why? cos * looked so DAO. so i never say HI.
after many days, of NOT DARING TO SAY HI
THEN...
on sec 1 induction, me, thendral and JOY did duty together. whoops. i LOVE my SENIORS. (: wahahahah. met at foyer. saw SOMEONE. saw SU-ANN who was zi-lianing AGAIN, saying how much 2/I loved her. HAHAHA. i am SO AMUSED. LOL. then wait for thendral who was LATE. then * was THERE. complained to JOY that i see * EVERY MORNING NEVER SAY HI! omg. i cant believe someone would say i am DAO. lol. hmpf. then JOY was laughing la.. lol. so anw, i was ma-lu again. POOR me. and guess what JOY said, "aiya, seniors all like that one la... waiting for juniors to wave first." LOL. so NOT FAIR. hmpf. anw, till now, i have not said HI. i think *'s like angry or something. * always never smile. so FREAKY. maybe just TIRED. omg, but SCARY. haha.
BUT I WOULD LIKE TO HIGHLIGHT THAT I AM NOT DAO!
ok. talked abt ghosts and stuff. how we would react if we see one. then i was like: since i am so "DAO", maybe i would DAO it. lol. ok, enough abt me being DAO.

SCHOOL:
lalala. dont wanna go school. anw i got really good teachers. everyone's jealous. haha. JOKING.
FORM and ENG teacher: Mr A. Chai.
A. /E. maths teacher: Mrs Chew (omg, her lessons are SUPER funny)
Chinese teacher: Ms Wong
Bio teacher: Mrs Angelina Tan (she's HOD of SCIENCE!)
Chem teacher: Ms Chng Mui Poh (funny, cute, experienced)
Physics teacher: Mr R. Goh(flexible about deadline of TUTORIALS, yippee!)
SS/Geog teacher: Mrs Loy (caring about students, funny too!)

YIPPEE. i''ve got GREAT teachers.

oh, i forgot to mention, i am in the same CLASS as HANNAH TAY. HAHA. we're CHEERING partners. we cheer together during jogging. the first time i jogged with the class, they were so NOT enthu and only a few ppl were cheering (esp. Yu Xin) we kept saying: 3C, you MUST CHEER! then class 4N was behind us la, then they were cheering the EXACT same cheer as us always. not co-incidentally. then they overtook us. and a few ppl -i shall not mention names- called us LOSER.
3C- we must not give in, jia you. we must be enthu. survive OAC as a CLASS. stay together as a CLOSELY-BONDED class. JIA YOU! 3C- to infinity and beyond. we must spend our last 2 years in uber enthu-ness.

i got to know YU XIN (not yu sin), better. HAHA. she's so CUTE. and FUNNY. and ENTHU. HA. i know who she OUs and she knows who i OU. so we're quits! hehehe. YAY.

i learnt something today: i suck at BIO PRAC and DRAWING (as quoted from HANNAH) HAHA. our bio lesson was a disaster. we were supposed to observe the onion epidermal cell from the microscope but try as we might, we could not locate it. sigh. our whole group was in laughter la. we were like so desperate to find it la. lol.

and YVONNE NG, i angry liao lor. how can you say that i am drifting apart from you guys. i meet you all everyday lor! hmpf. its just that i dont wanna go home by potong pasir or cedar primary lor. hmpf.

anw, peace. HAHA. this para shall be contrasting to my previous one. i am glad to say that i have FOUND my identity: a CHILD of GOD, not only now but FOREVERMORE. i have overcomed my fears. (Psalm 23:4) Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. seriously, i am no longer afraid of -whooooooooooooooooooooo- and i passed thru LTC so what's there to fear, when GOD is here? i realised alot of verses applies to me, like matthew 6:25-34(do not worry) and LOTS others. haha. i feel so happy. anw i hope GOD does the same to ALL of YOU, every single one. to be filled with His Spirit and let your eyes be opened to His beauty and mercy.

TIME for OAC: i really hope our class gets bonded together. (:

CMC(1st session): it seriously DID NOT turn out as we planned it would la. JOY and her MOTIVATIONAL talk. LOL. TO LIFT THE FALLEN? PUB? where on EARTH did she get those analogies from la. omgoodness. anw, i surveyed 2 ppl. they sayed they werent really motivated cos atmosphere wasnt right. not serious enough. so yeah, EXCO'06, JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU.

HAHA. sometimes i feel as if i could really ou JOY OR WEITING (maybe. haha. in some ways)
they are so pro. i wished i gone for the I AM GIFTED SO ARE YOU. sounds really motivating. wonder if it applies to me. ??? ok nvm. i am feeling blurred.

bleahx. PRINCE OF EGYPT ROCKS!

HIP HIP HURRAY!

waiting for jogging period to show off our class spirit. we can do it, we must. its not an obligation, its the BASIC FOUNDATION of teamwork. focus your energy into the cheers and not the tiredness and fatigue. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! whoops.

-ME. (pls dont tell me you dont know who i am cos its my BLOG) ;)