fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Sunday, October 1,3:55 AM

sigh.

heys, everyone. EYE liao must jia you kaes..
that day after chinese exams, then we went to staff room and saw two male teacher looking at a blog. (-i shall not mention names-) then if it was a student's blog then will die cos they can link to another student's blog then they can know all our blogs! so evil... hahahhahahahhas.
btw, i alr did research as i have said to days ago. i think they either stays at toa payoh or ang mo kio (AMK cannot, cos ask liao. Mr K*** say not) so must be TP lo. wahahahahha. -_-"
no wonder why he say that many teachers live there cos my pri sch teacher also live there then ms j**** tan and mrs n****** lee goes church there. wahhahahaha.
btw, you all should go watch 'the phantom of the opera' just watched it finish. super nice la. super sad. it's about this girl who can sing really well, Christine. then, the phantom falls in love with her. however the phantom's face is disfigured since born and has to wear a mask. the phantom lives somewhere in the catacombs of the opera house. he listened to Christine's performance and promised that he would help her in her singing career. so he appeared to Christine as an "angel of music" which her father promised to send from heaven before he died. he has a great voice to. and under his guidance her voice is really great. you should listen. she can sing super high lo. okay, so ya. he wants her to be the star of the opera house and poisons the current star, La Carlotte so she cant sing. and christine becomes the star. then, before that, the first time he appeared to her was actually from behind the mirror. posing as the 'angel of music', he lures her to his dungeon. she is mesmerised by the 'angel of music' who encourages her vocally. but as curiosity grew, she tore off his mask and sees his horrible face and he was so shocked and angry and ashamed he kept shouting ' curse you. damn you. now you are -something that means tied down to him-" becos he not supposed to reveal himself to anyone. but he is still deeply in love with her and when he finds out that she and childhood sweetheart/current sponsor of the opera, Raoul is in love, he gets jealous and tries to kill him so many times but yet he survived. the phantom keeps luring Christine with his wonderful voice that she cannot help but think of him as the 'angel of music'. Raoul however finds out that the phantom is actually just a talented man with a disfigured face. and tries to coax Christine to leave with him but soon, she realises that the phantom will not let her go and loves her too much. when he is being rejected again, he gets so angry that he declares war on both, not just raoul. during the performance, he appears and acts with christine, revealing his true feelings. he destroys the whole opera house -his house-. he soon catches both raoul and christine but in the end, his love for christine still melts his heart and lets christine and raoul go away. but he is saddened that christine has chosen raoul over him. then the last scene was so sad. he was super sad. it was like he destroyed his home to prove his love to christine but she still chose raoul. actually, she also loves the phantom but he seems very dangerous as he kills people as he wants and is possessive, esp. of christine. so she has no choice but to go with raoul who is kind, handsome and rich. it is super sad lo. you should watch. i have the VCD can borrow from me. and i realised i LOVE musicals. wahahahahaha.
cant wait for exams to end. i hope i can get 100 marks for maths then can get mr khoo's two movietickets. wahahahhaha. and then if our class get 'best maths class', then we will be treated to KFC by mr C. lim. and i realised that he got care about us want lor. mr khoo say he got ask about our class. see him normally in school so dao then always see us never say hello. wahhahahaha. jian zhi pan ruo liang ren. we also will be treated by ms wan and i think by mr khoo again. wahahahahhaa. will be so fat cannot move.
okay okay i gotta study liaox. bye.