fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, October 11,4:33 PM

i cant believe it.

hi.
i am feeling really sad and actually embarrassed.
the interview thing was horrible la. super duper. nvm. i dont wanna talk abt it liao.
i am really scared abt LTC. i hope i will be healthy and not get all those quesy stomach and dizzy light-headed spells. pls pls dear LORD, help me. help me to be alright. help me to be strong. stop those tears from flowing. pls.
Arrgh. i am now currently in charge of logistics. i cant be careless alr. i must grow up. i can. i must. i will.
i really wanna perservere thru LTC. pls not let me get homesick. pls.
i really cant believe i would pass all the PC/PSL tests. all the way till the last one where i would have a big fat . (<<)i was just so scared of mr suresh. sigh,
anw, i wouldnt have got this far without the support of my seniors and my friends. THANK YOU ESP. TO WEI TING. thanks so much.
heys. everyone out there. phantom of the opera realy rawks at least the movie one does.the duets are really nice. i like the one at the rooftop with Raoul (Patrick wilson) and Christine (emmy rossum). they sang really well.. but i thot that the phantom was really pitiful. sigh. anw, they sang really well. Patrick wilson sang with lotsa feeling and his face looked so genuine about his lyrics la. omg, BUT!!!! pls ar, i make it clear hor. I DO NOT OU PATRICK WILSON. cos he's not really very shuai in real life. hahahahahahahah.
yest, at marina south, i met yvonne, alyssa, peiwen and zoey. we went bowling, and it was real fun bcos before the person throw we shouted names like 'yeo sining', 'chief', 'MCL' and the worse was 'MAK' hahahahah,
we all laughed like siao. it was really cool. i LOVE ya all forever okays?!! you always have a place in my heart. (: wahahahahahah. okaes. this fri, we going beach at siloso(sentosa) should be really fun. i hope alyssa can go. pls pls let aly go. (:
ok... and, i feel really weird this few days cos i got nothing to do.
and i am feeling very queasy abt LTC. cos we have to ask permission to do everything. does that mean that we have to ask permission for every single private thing that we wanna do? then how do we know how to count and do the 'one, two' stuff. and when do we need to ask permission. how come no one told us no need ask permiission to greet but they just stand there and laugh at us??? hmm. i guess it is really funny but they shd tell us lest we do that again and thru out the whole LTC thingy. hahahhahahs. i really hope i can hold on till the last day. pls dont break down. i must be strong. (: i must be happy. i must enjoy myself. i must learn not to be so blur. but i need YOUR help. i am the vine; you are the branches. if a man remains in me and i in him, he will bear much fruit apart from me, he can do nothing. i can do anything through Christ who strengthens me.
i can do it. yes, i can.