fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, November 12,11:53 PM

His voice is stunningly mesmerizing, why is he gay. :(

Oh right, Kurt Hummel too. :( Whyyyyyyy.

9:10 PM

It's a 10day Challenge. Ah but heck. Hahahaha.

First song to come on your shuffle; why it is on your iPod, what significance does it hold?
Long Live!! It's damn awesome. It's a song Tswift wrote for her band.

'Long live the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom lights shined just for me and you. And I was screaming long live all the magic we made and bring on all the pretenders; I'm not afraid. Long live all the mountains we moved, I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you.'

It's so cute!! Hahahaha. Pretty imagery that, the kingdom lights shined just for me and you. Rawrrrrr I've always wanted to see those pretty lights. Hahaha. Like those you see on Tumblr. NYC and stuff. o_o So cool. Hahahaha. But yeah.

Long live IB, we made it through
All the IAs we crapped out for you? Heheheh. (:

First song to come on your shuffle that makes you happy; why does it make you happy?
More Than Words.
Cause it reminds me of all the fun times spent with Choir!!! Omg I miss all of them so much!! Hahahaha. We sang this song for Valentines' Day. Never really understood what the song was trying to say until very much later.

It's more than words, it's more than what you say. Then you couldn't make things new just by saying I love you.

It's really about acting out how you feel. So the one you love would already know. Rawr. Hahaha. Guess we failed. Anyway, so nevermind. :) Bittersweet memories.

It made me happy cause it reminds me of Choir. When we'd deliver the singing telegrams and hang around together. Hahaha I still remember singing Reflection (Mulan) with Paul!! And A Whole New World!! Hahaha. Omg damn fun. ♥

First song to come on your shuffle that makes you sad; why does it make you sad?
The Story Of Us.

Very obvious reasons. Just google the lyrics. o_o But I like this song very much. I can identify. Ohwell. Forget it anyway. The story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now. Exactly what I said. Exactly what Aloyslim said.

Fifteenth song to come on your shuffle is now the theme that describes your life; what does it say?
(Yay, exciting part.) Breaking Free.

Hahaha. Omg I dreamt I was singing this song on the bus with this someone. I have no idea why. But apparently IB was just over. So we were on this bus. Top deck. Then suddenly we started singing and horsing around. So fun!! Hahaha. But yeah, dreams. I get too many.

Guess it applies now that IB is overrrrrrrr!!!! Okay fine I lied. Almost though. (: (: (: Hahahaha. Quite exciting. Yet dreading it. More disappointments to come. Hahaha. Nvm. But yeah, I guess its true that life is learning to break free from disappointments and all the restrictions we impose on ourselves.

You know the world can see us. In a way that's different from who we are.

List the first ten songs to come on your shuffle, and post the first one in your audio post.
1) This I promise you.
2) Bleeding Love.
3) Destiny. (Maybe all we need is just a little faith cause I believe Love will find a way. Yeah right.)
4) Some Korean song.
5) Never Had A Dream Come True (Omg this.)
6) That's How You Know (How does she know that you love her. Damn cute!! :) I love the movie Enchanted!!!!).
7) By Heart.
8) Make It Mine.
9) Un-break My Heart. (Extremely sad song. o_o)
10) La Nuit. (From Les Choristes. Which is an excellent show imo.)

First song to come on your shuffle that relates to your day that day; explain it.
You're Not Sorry.

Sorry I'm just super pissed off today. Don't really feel want to explain it. But just more disappointments (which I shouldn't be feeling by the way. I'm damn screwed up now. Fml.)

Think of a certain song to want to listen to right now, and go through your shuffle until you find it. Post how many songs out of how many are in your entire library it took to get to it. example: i found the song after 34/576 songs.
Gave up after 159 tries. Hahahah. Can't find laaaaa. But I wanted Enchanted.

First song to come on your shuffle that is a love song; explain it’s significance to you if any.
o_o Love Will Find A Way. Nothing much I want to say here.

Oh right. Love finds a way, God makes a way. I choose the latter, if the latter is willing. :)

First song to come on your shuffle from a band that you have seen in concert. If you haven’t seen any bands in concert, one that you would like to see.
Don't watch concerts leh. Too noisy for me. Hahaha. Guess I'm the kind that likes peace and quiet. :) Unbelievable? Yeah. Quite. Hahah.

First song to come on your shuffle that describes your outlook on life; why? Explain it.
Anyway. by Martina McBride.

The lyrics. They make so much sense.

You can spend your whole life building something from nothing. One storm can come and blow it all away. Build it anyway.

You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach and you know it might not ever come your way. Dream it anyway.

You can love someone with all your heart for all the right reasons. In a moment they can choose to walk away. Love them anyway.

You can pour your soul out singing a song you believe in but tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang. Sing it anyway.

I'll sing, I'll dream, I'll love, Anyway. (: