fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Sunday, July 29,4:56 PM

The strongest irony.

Posted about moving on a while ago, apparently it didn't go through. Some posting error, post got delayed. Oh well, so this post will probably come first.

I don't really know how to describe the past few days.

16th, made someone smile. EXACTLY EXACTLY EXACTLY EXACTLY (omg this feels lame when I do it in a text msg. ): ) [:) srsly... :)]

17th, imma SIGHDUCK.

19th, got sam to morning call me to wake up early. finals!!! (: just to wish. heheh, sometimes it just gets way too obvious. noobcakephone. :P ._. just saying ah, but i got the entire message. ^^ (heheh) aikidoed the lizardman which i was paintball-gunning before in my dreams. (:

20th, msgspmmge.

21st, movie tdkr. heheheh. 'sometimes ah...' heheheh. walkedhome, awkward hug ftw.

22nd, crash and die.

23rd, wakeupcall, made pretty breakfast for parents. started the album I'll do all it takes to convince you;. RIDESAFEPLS, DRIVESAFEPLS. manpowerbrief? justwondering.

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25th, MBS high. work overload. j8 macs, chiongggggg. walked home. belt loan, LOL. 34. cause text msg got no stalker fnction unlike FB msg. LOL. smiling like idiots at our phones. can reach home anot!!

26th, lift. OMG YOU FEEL LIKE A BEVERAGE?! packlights, mikaela. <3 lasttrained, Bishan? :) uppthom, PIZZAMURTABAK. milospam.

27th, smuxcamp. usports stressssssssssss. pat pat. ): ruffle. byebye.

28th, emoz. on rainy days. fiction. tried to poke again, failed. be a little less stubborn and a little more take care of yourself. a lot less worrying, a little more endearing. YUP YESSIR. (: mission accomplished. (:

29th, sayonara.

._. really, how do you even expect me to even... forget anyone. seriously. it can't just be one-sided. really. and that's where we're messed it i guess. we both believe it can't be. doesn't help that i know i can't. thinking of rebelling. have been running away. skipping all forms of cf and ccc, church, sundaysch.

wanted to use the next 22 days to move on. but hmm, can't bear to. fiction was really lastwarning. on the bus somemore. ): we'll sort it out when you get back. you promised. so be back safe.

that song was so lastwarning. really. beautiful nonetheless. but yes, heartbreaking.