fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Thursday, February 14,5:12 PM

HAPPY V. DAY everyone! :D

this is our last year celebrating V day in Cedar.. well, it was fun giving others and making it too! :D hehehe. cos actually last night, i wanted to make chocolate dipped in marshmallow. so i made everything and put choc into fridge alr. when i realised sth, gosh, by the time i bring to school tmr, all melt alr lor!! oh gosh, so i made cookies instead. but i blur blur, put wrong stuff in first. supposed to be flour last. thus the cookie was tough. then i reused the batter to make muffins cos we thought by reducing s.a. of cookie dough exposed then can actually make it softer. aiyo, still cannot tho'. ROAR. so i got them sweets and chocs. lots and lots of sweets! hehehe, i didnt even know i had so much. but the mini kisses was expensive okay even though it seemed so little. two big bags. ROAR. but its okay lah.. hahah, the point was it was fun giving it out! :D hahah. thanks for the presents! i really liked rasyiqah's one okay! she baked it by herself and is very nice(: suits me this sweet tooth person. hahaha.

ytd was CCA. hahaha, we gave them sweets! and i found a lollipop in my file.. dont know how it got there but assumed to be given by cca member... hahahah. then the sec ones came in! we got seven photography okay! i'm so proud. oh hoho. then mr chua told them i'm very forgetful, malu okay! aiyoh! then all the sec 2, 3 and 4s were like laughing! esp. gurvin lah! hahahah.

oh, speaking of gurvin, i think hannah loke and her friends (including gurvin) gave lots of ppl sweets and a card. this card said, 'there's more to love than just sweets and chocolates on Valentines' Day....' behind said, 'ASK US WHY' so cute, they actually evangelised acrossed the whole level! omgosh.

anyway, i changed my blog song. as you all may have noticed! yeah!:D everyday was getting BORING. -.- hehe. anw, today was a good day! so was ytd. let me tell you why.

ytd was actually a bad day cos we had to stay back to do chinese mock test paper and compo.
then it became good because ms wong havent come and couldnt be found.
then it became bad cos she came back.
then it became good because we only had to do mock test paper and not compo! yay!

hahahahah. oh, so random. anw, i'm so tired. i want to sleep. hoho. nvm. bye, going to do homework! :D so much for sleeping... -.-

oh wells bye! love you!

Sunday, February 3,12:12 AM

hey. i'm back.

eh, zoey. dont have to feel lousy lah. its not your fault. i just wanted to say sorry, i really shouldnt be so petty expecting you to know that i'm sick or whatever. its so childish of me.

hello, everyone else(who even bothers reading)
i'm still having cough. my voice is weird cos it suddenly gets super low and the worst part is i cant sing. freak.

i just realised how much i like to sing. roar. i miss my HSM2 cd. hahaha. i miss singing to it. roar, i want to sing a song. but i cant. roar! HEAL, sore throat, HEAL!!!

today, i went with mum shopping again and once again i end up home exasperated. roar, i cant find any shoes that look nice on me cos my feet are like gargantuan! oh roar, i have given up the prospect of going prom at all. ROAR. i also couldnt find any jeans or 3/4s cos they were like too expensive according to my mum. -.- and the shirts there were like so... erm HUGE? oh gosh. i'm just sick of shopping. maybe i'm too fussy. oh well. my mum wants me to go shopping with other ppl like friends. but who would want to shop? ITS O LEVELS YEAR man. GOSH.

anw, our class board is done and its so DARN NICE! omg. mr goh was practically showing off to all the teachers that walked by okay. he first called mr sng who came in and started nodding his head, then mr sng called mr ang who gave up a thumbs up! aahahah, then other teachers that passed by also kena pulled in by mr goh! LOL. so funnaye! (see i said funnaye. dont you think its funny? :D )

oh well, anw. this avery ,gan ah, keep saying i'm WEAK. hmpf. box her ah. hehehe. anw, i want to thank her so so so so so infinitely much for helping me to get my homework, teach me all i missed out on and being such a great, cute and funny friend. not to mention retarded. hehe.

stupid me. i think i've been too sensitive and critical on other people's behavior. sorry! forgive me.. i really do say stupid things sometimes and in the event i really do, please forgive me!

oh well, its 12.30am and i'm feeling bored. lol, roar. oh roar. oh roar. oh roar.

oh, i dont really like missing school. its quite irritating when i stay home sick and just sleep. i should be studying right? yeah. oh roar..

and right, i realised the benefits of your friend opening a blogshop cos she sells you cheap. i got a little miss tee for only 8.50 as compared to at far east which cost 15dollars. oh roar!

and i feel like going bangkok. hahahah, i cant rmb the last time i went. i think the word baht is so cool. hahaha.

i dont feel like sleeping. will someone tell me why sec four year makes me feel so depressed? is it just me or is everyone else feeling the same way? from the previous batch results it seems like its easy to get6points as long as you are willing to work hard. but is it really that easy? oh roar, it just makes me anxious.

oh and i think that mr chua is quite angry with us this year. but not my fault right! i really never go overseas what so never take photos lor.. oh roar. nvm..

i feel like talking gibberish.
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oh roar. i am so la-mee cos i'm uttering total nonsense. all that i'm talking now is 100% from the non-productive area of my brain, which happens to be a large portion cos i'm alway tlaking rubbish. and now i've run out of things to say cos that large portion i mentioned above is actually not really that large and i'm feeling so lame and bored and diao. and i wish that i can eat and drink with out getting broke or fat. but the first one is more important. cos you see, even if you're fat right, you still can eat and drink but once you're broke right, you really cannot eat and drink any longer cos its a cruel world out there and no one offers you free food or drinks... oh, but i like and miss eating at cafe cartel cos it has free flow of bread... hahaha and their bread is so nice... considering it is free. i remember one time me and peiwen went to the cafe cartel near city hall there. and we ordered the oreo ice cream and shared it. then we got free bread too! so hua suan okay! hahaha, so funny. i miss eating there with you! i miss all the times spent together with all of you all! it was so fun. thank you all for being my friends!(: love the times.
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i think i'm feeling bored. i feel like changing my blogskin but i just feel so satisfied with my current one. i also miss my previous one... rmb that one? the light blue one. the father and the son? yeah. hahaha. okay whatever. bye!