fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Thursday, October 18,5:55 PM

its so boring after exams. grah.

there's so much cca stuff to do tho'. hope i can finish all. hahah. there's chinese hw too. and its so boring doing them! argh.

i'm losing my motivation. i'm like sleeping everyday and i miss the days where i sleep like 5hrs a day. cos the more you sleep, the worse you feel it seems. oh nvm.

i wish i can go out.
i wish i can stay over.
i wish i can play.
i wish i can do all these without feeling guilty for not studying.
GRAHHHHH. i'm irritated! okay okay, i'll go study for CL now. -.-

Saturday, October 13,3:59 PM

hello everyone results are out.

its time to be sad and happy.

ss/geog was sad. cos i used to get 50 and after studying so hard and doing notes for everything, I STILL GOT 50! wow. how'd i do that. tsk. okay, i must improve my SBQ!!! very impt. must rmb to c.r. and must study the LORMS. yup. geog... i dont really know why. but maybe try to be more organised in my ans. oh, SBQ must also learn more of the terms norm can use like 'sceptical' and 'critical' etc. 'contradicts'

yeah. the rest is okay. and i'm quite happy with it. um, only ss.geog lor.
must change my ss/geog from C6 to B3! yes yes, i MUST. i can do it! (: GOD help me!

HOHO. i must REJOICE okay! i got A1 for BI-O BI-O!(: and my chem got improve from MYE! amaths too! my grades for amaths jump 3 grades!(: thank GOD!

yay. lets rejoice and just try better for ss/geog. no point feeling cheated by ss/geog. ;p HAHAH

Wednesday, October 10,11:50 AM

i am so BORED. i have absolutely NTH to do lah):! what're we supposed to do during this one week lah. BORING.

and i'm sleeping SO much okay! i feel like a pig. HOHO. oink!

i want to go back to school! tmr is thu! we're going back to school! i miss school(:

Monday, October 8,8:37 PM

new blogskin(:

hoho. fits the song, 'jesus take the wheel'

She was drivin' last friday on her way to cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Goin' home to see her Momma and her Daddy
With her baby in a back seat
Fifteen miles to go and she was runnin' low
On faith and gasoline

It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was goin' way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinnin on thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared, she threw her hands up in the air

(Chorus)
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands'
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder
when she made it to the shoulder and that car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the back seat sleepin' like a rock
For the first time in a long time she bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been livin' my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

(Chorus)
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands'
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

nice song right!(: HOHO. yay(:

exams are over. jia you to sec fours! jia you okay! (: you can do it! exam results coming out soon. thurs! i dont know if i should be happy or scared. oh well, i must be happy. bcos i could feel GOD's comforting presence in the exam hall. it was as if He was whispering all the answers to me. esp for amaths. whilst others couldnt finish, i finished with some buffer time somemore! thank GOD(:

Friday, October 5,8:19 PM

i want to make you the essence of my life; says:
cos yvonne gave a french fry to her cousin
Zettai Daijobu daiyo says:
wangni?
i want to make you the essence of my life; says:
then immed, she went, 'ni you mei you ke sou!'
i want to make you the essence of my life; says:
yeah
i want to make you the essence of my life; says:
then wangni nodded.
Zettai Daijobu daiyo says:
immed?
i want to make you the essence of my life; says:
and she was so fierce okay!
i want to make you the essence of my life; says:
she was like, 'ke sou ni hai chi! ke sou ni hai chi!'
i want to make you the essence of my life; says:
then wangni was so clever and ate the fry quickly until peichun could not grab any part of it and pull it out of her mouth
i want to make you the essence of my life; says:
hahaha

8:19 PM

hello! EYE are OVER!! hahaha. and i'm slow by about few days.

HAHA. i shall say a few stupid things that ____ said, 'eh, janice! dont shake the table leh! i very nan kan!' (she was attempting to read sth on a table that i was shaking)

'my nice hair is nicer!'

hahahaha. RETARDED.

anw, i had a super weird dream today. i dreamt that i had my report card returned to me. and i failed physics and chem, i think. gosh. weird!