stressmaniac. TSK.

cant wait for tmr. the best place to emo is the beach.

i'm sick once again with some mild fever and headache. ACSC, really. i cant stand it. so much. ): i dont want.

disappointed okay! you wont understand that diasppointment one lah! ):

'we'll do it TOGETHER' how doubtful is that. together? TSK. yeah right. ):

ACSC. ma yanjie, ang zoey, li aonan, ang peiwen, i love you all! :D esp ma yan jie! thank you so much for listening to me. :/ HAHA. thank you.

hmm, i dont know what's wrong. but i cant see properly. dizzy dizzy, headache, odd bright flashes of light, light-headedness. GAH. this close to blacking out! ZOEY! me too. ): we must put banisters in our houses. if not wait we fall down.

HELLO. (x

i am happy! cos i like the GRADUATION present! shall go watch it again!
(x
esp the back part. the last part! so nice! :D i like!

HAHA. (x i've only done ENG book review okay! then i realised that no need to do the summary for book review! -frown! HAHAH. dont scold me!

okay but anw! yeah! so waste time lor! HAHA. nvm lah! oh wait, i finished BIO ws too! :D YAY!

studio outing tmr! :D i can see my IDOL again! :D exhilarating!

you know, i'm flabbergasted by the amt of people that went ytd i forgot to say. and everyone sang so loudly! WAH! WAH! :D i like people singing loudly cos then cannot hear my out-of-tune voice. HAHAHA (x YAY!

FOP FOP!

okay oaky. i shall go watch PHANTOM of the OPERA now that its not 1am! :D YAY! (x

btw, the book CONCH BEARER is SUPER NICE! AHHH! i always get the nice ERIL books! :D i got the A CHILD CALLED IT book last time and TOTO chan. i think. hmm, nvm lah!

i think i'm getting better at CCA! HAH! i'm not sad now! i'm not depressed! HAHA. is this the BATTERY CHARGER or the NEW BATTERY I ASKED FOR! YAY! THANK GOD! :D

HEY! GDOP is over! :D oh my! its quite COOL.

HAHA. the REV DAVID LIM SPOKE WELL! his msg was powerful, forceful and very motivating! :D HAHA. (: ARGH. i'm looking forward to FOP now! :D okay this is random, but i suddenly want to watch phantom of the opera but it's like 1am in the morning so forget it. HAHA (x

OH MY. i look at my table and its like pile of books which dont know what to do with them. :/ nvm i shall start tmr i promise! i'm quite busy this June

i've got CCA on tues,
i've got camp to cameron highlands from 5-7,
i've got another children camp from 11-13 ( and i'm a leader okay! not a kid there! HAHAH. (x)
then i've got remedial! on fri! 22nd! i cant wait! after that, CLASS OUTING! OH MY! so fun! i like! :D i like!

HAHA. i'm in love with Christian SONGS! SO NICE. so MEANINGFUL! :D AHHHHH! i like! i like! HAHA. i filled my hp with so many songs that it lags. and yes, KQ, it LAGS. HAHAHAH! HUH HUH HUH! HAHAH (x i feel so high!

i like singing the worship songs we sang this afternn! :D so nice! i like! HAHA (x

i know alr! its not CCA! its my thinking system of CCA. it has been confirmed so many times alr! i read the book on how to not let people 'push your buttons' (make you angry) they say there's A B and C. A is the activating agent.

in this case, is CCA.

C is the Consequence. which is me stressing about CCA ALL THE TIME.

B is my belief. i am believeing that in CCA. everything must be PERFECT and i muyst know everything about waht is going on, that's why i get so stressed up! see! i know alr! so i must calm myself down and rmb that not everything we will know and have to depend on circumstances. so then in my personality graph, i will be more calm and my nervousness mark will go down! (: then if i dont worry so much about CCA,

i will be happier and in a way, not so 'depressed' not that i am now lah! HAHA. (x

see? research helps okay!

FOP is in AUG btw.

3 - 5 August Festival of Praise

Friday 7.30 p.m.

Saturday - Sunday 7 p.m.

Singapore Indoor Stadium 2 Stadium Walk Singapore 397691 Contact: +65 6737-6266

yep yep! GO OKAY! we shall have a revival in CEDAR! HAHAH. imagine: revival@Cedar. LOL. okay nvm. just thinking only. we'll see how. i guess. :/

OH OH! just a random statement! but!! i'm a test tube baby, born in a test tube made specially for ME from GIANTLAND! HAHAAH. okay, RANDOM! LOL TSK. (x HAHA.

wah, so scary. my fan just turned off by itself. TSK the timer lah! :/ always at wrong times off itself!

me and zhiqi was singing for youth today! HAHAHA. oh my, i love the song!

and we cry HOLY HOLY HOLY! (:

we fall down,
we lay our crowns at the feet of JESUS,
the greatness of His mercy and love,
at the feet of JESUS

and we cry HOLY HOLY HOLY,
we cry HOLY HOLY HOLY,
we cry HOLY HOLY HOLY,
is the Lamb.

then somemore wonderful songs!

HAHAHA. oh my!

baby, mummy loves you! thank you for singing with me. but stop burping okay! its not very nice. HAHAH. (x

): i'm super discouraged now! only a few i know are going for Global Day of Prayer. you know how impt is this event can! i tell you, the Christians around the world are going to gather at their separate stadiums to pray at the same time for the world! and its like the bible says for where two or three people agree on smtg and prays for it, it will be answered! and its like... so many people not going! :/ i feel so sad!

i mean, if parents dont allow then nvm lah! but what about those that dont want to go just because they're scared? i dont know what will happen there too what! ): to all out there who are not going because no one is going: EH. you are going there to look for GOD and talk to Him and cry out to Him for the world okay! not to look for your friends! that's what my dad taught me just a while ago. (: HAHA. oh well. i guess i should get over it, its your own coice anw.

EH EH! tell you all smtg! i took a temperament test which tests your personality and it turns out that... i am socially effective! HAHAHA. oh my. except the first few categories. which is nervousness vs composed, depressed vs light-heart. :/ HAHA. and i'm actually counted as quiet! HAHA. so cool. (: and mr chai somemore say that i'm a bubbly girl! TSK! HAHAH. super weird lah. the paper. cos its a graph. i turn out to be very sympathetic and apparently active and expressive ( I LOVE YOU ALL! etc kind of thing. ugh! ) LOL! and i'm not very hostile but still can improve. HAHAHA. oh my. i'm not very self-disciplined either. i'm quite objective and i'm... hmm. nvm lah.
HAHAHAH. omg! i didnt know i'm quiet! HAHAHHAA. GOSH. and i'm quite nervous and i'm quite depressed! GOSH. omg. HHAHAHAHA. omg! OH MY! HAHAHA. so funny.

JIA YOU GURVIN, anw! i <3 you okay! dont ever give up!

JIA YOU zoey, yan jie, ao nan PW! you all make good secretary, treasurer, VP and P respectively okay! (: jia you! HAHAHA.

jia you! jia you, SHERRY GOH! i know you're thinking of QQ rice. maybe nexxt time project come to my hse then we eat oaky! (: YAY!

HAHA. i'm super excited now! cos we're going! to GDP! HAHA. i hope JOY's mum last min let her go, i hope elyssa goes, and therefore pc goes too and that... GURVIN CAN GO! HAHAHA. (: GO GO GO! lastmin miracles maybe! and kaiqi goes too! and AN AN! and ZHI QI and JOLENE AND IVYNA! (: and everyone else i know! AHAHAHAH. GO GO! it'll be good and nice! heart-warming to see so many christians congregating as one! OH MY! i cant wait!

HAHAHA, i finished alr! i finished! (: CHANG LEE! CHAI! CHIA! HAHHAHA. CCC. okay nvm! i finished your grad present. omg! i like! HAHAHA. i think i'm super pro! joy, dont tell them that fact about their present ah! you know! that one! HAHHAAH. and i know where that fourth long lens went! HAHA, you see, astika borrowed one, jia xin borrowed one, alvina and elizabeth borrow two! there! FOUR ALR! (:

AHHA. yay, i'm getting a new camera! (: but not DSLR lah, compact! :/ nvm lah! HAHA. cos my dad say, this is for family use, they also dont know how to use! HAHAHHA. ohwell! my dad is so weirdly funny. GOSH! HAHAHA (x

HELLO. for most CCAs, results come out alr. :/ i was hiding okay! HAHA. lucky not today.

TSK, i'm very irriatable these days. i get pissed very easily. like SOMEONE asked me to go and film SMTG, i told her that i am learning first aid. then she said, huh? first aid? oh that means you're free. come down now. WHAT!!! i am learning first aid okay! also cannot meh! like that wherer got free. going to film --------- with your camera, i'm not obligated to do that right? TSK.

then ytd, i was rushing arnd to do everything. ever since school ended. getting lyana's camera and giving it to jia xin and telling jia xin to wait for me to get her batt charger. then i had to look for elizabeth and alvina but not in class so i go library first then i met them. then i pack this pack that. so many things to do okay! then call mr chua. look for mdm nur! look for jia xin! look for astika! so many thiungs to do. and not enough equipment somemore! not enough CF cards, not enough long lens, not enough stuff. WAH! so busy alr lah! and i had to be done by 2.20! and i havent eaten! then rush here rush there! my bag still upstairs! omg. super stressed can! then i was so tired after that and pissed. then yuxin was super concerned. then bio rep. i havent even collect consent form count the no of people there. wah, lei si ren! so tired. omg. then i was tearing at foyer which i like so dumb. HAH. but yuxin was very nice. thank you! (: love you. aye, then i was very pissed when i was on the phone with kaiqi. then i felt super mean! not only to kaiqi but joy and geraldine cos in the end there's not enough equipment. sorry! ):

then i also felt so mean to wt. aye, ): super sad but thanks to yuxin! HAHA, i scared gurvin. and i scared lots of people i guess. when i dao them or just stared at them. oh my, i guess i usually smile alot so... HAHA. oh well. :/ oops!

i want to run away! run to where no one can find me! TSK. let's all run to the toilet! (: no no, bathroom! nicer! HAHAHA. (x

I JUST REALISED SMTG: I'M SEC THREE ALR. NEXT YEAR NO MORE SEC FOURS!

TSK. THOSE WORDS MADE A GREAT IMPACT ON ME OKAY!

OKAY I GIVE EVERYTHING TO YOU ALL ALREADY. NOW, YOU ALL ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING ALR. GOSH. SO SCARY.

now, its not a matter of WANT OR DONT WANT. but its has already became an obligation. no other choice.

you can choose anything you want: but.. i dont want to be alone. )x without you.

oh well. i hope i dont get heart attack or smtg. they better not ah. i will box them. HAHA (x

HELLO. (:

HAHA. GOD IS GOOD OKAY! i was super sad one okay! then i went to bathe. yes yes, i bathe very late. but then i bathe super long cos i was praying inside. HAHA! waste water. but anw the point was i prayed inside, crying out to Him. i felt alot better okay! (: :D YAY! (: HAHHA. i'm okay alr. strange huh?! GAH, i'm weird. nvm at least i'm alright.

eh, voting was today. i felt weird at times. i think i almost cried like five times today. TSK. but i'm strong i only cried in the shower okay! HAHA.

seeing yan jie and aonan, i dont think i'll ever be like that with you again. things have just gone too far. i really miss you though. i wished nothign ever happened. i miss you. i wish i could just turn back time and say dont go then. but now its just too late.

saying goodbye isnt that difficult. its the people around that makes it so. ARGH. the atmosphere so emo. couldnt help it. but missing her so much. :/ HAHA. okay.

but it was difficult today. so many things happened. although it may seem perfectly normal to others but i really understood that feeling. :/ once again, someone reminded me. to her its really nothing much to be sad about. you can quit. i cant alr. its too late. i hesitated far too long.
today, ms wee taught me something. if you want to cross the road, cross it quick or a car might bang you. dont hesitate.
but its just too late. i cant turn back. it may ruin my life, pull down my grades but i'll never be able to run around as freely as before. you know sometimes, its not that bad. but.. i over react i guess. its just that.. now in EXCO, i dont know. my dad asked me this morning, when will you stop doing cca stuff? i said HAHA. but in my heart i knew, it would be next year. next year. then came the forgetful thing. i left the camera in the foyer. how dumb wass that. i was sleeping an average of 4-5 hours a day. why i dont know either. i just kept thinking i got cca stuff to do. ARGH, GAH. what an excuse. then i was very blur that morning. i really panicked. wah, thank God i found it. (: YAY! then wt said you left the bag in the foyer is it? i thought she was gonna scold me but she didnt. then i felt like i couldnt give up anymore. i mean they're so nice. i couldnt give up. i must be strong. then came CL. wl said now is the handing over alr. i pass everything to you all. you are in charge of everything now. everything we have we give you alr. and i wsa thinking. GOSH, what if joy said that to me. i know she will. but i just cant bear to face reality. GAH. stupid lah.

but.. i love gurvin so much for praying for me everytime. i shall go pray and tell GOD about today. ): i know after praying i will be praising Him again. (: mis love nad mercy endures forever. (:

i'll be strong if i can help it. but i wont say anything if you tell me again that you'll quit understudy just because your parents scold you. i've got nothing to say. its just as difficult as it is for me than it is for you. so like what i said, we'll do it together. i think i'll pull through.

At this point of time, you can give up. but we'll be very disappointed. ): i wish they hadn't high hopes on me. ):

i realised smtg today. whenever i am alone, i realise a lot of things.

before that i was quite tired out. i dont know. but as i was walking home from the bus-stop. i realised that everytime i pray i ask for energy. but then, i realised its not an energy boost that i need. i need a battery charger, a new battery so that i would not keep having to appear so tired and i can do more things for him. everytime i have an energy boost, i only stay happy for a while. so that long trip home, i prayed and talked to GOD. asking Him why this or that happened and why i was so burned out. i couldnt figure that all out. but once i stopped asking, i could almost literally hear, 'when the going gets tough, look up to me, focus on me and you shall have renewed strength.' i really felt happy, more energized. i am not sure if this is an energy boost or a new battery but i'm sure that i'll be the best i can be and give my 100% to everyone around me.

what's the point of showing others a little care? GO all the way, go that extra mile. people ask you for a dollar, give him two. people ask you for help, help and encourage him. GIVE others your ONE HUNDRED PERCENT. and i'm sure GOD will reward His good stewards, Him messenger. as i went home, i started out grumbling to GOD. and i realised that i would end with thankfulness to Him, and i start singing Majesty.

Majesty (Here I Am)

Here I am humbled by your Majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I'm a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands

Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I'm your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

WHAT A MALU DAY. gosh. i was playing games at some block party lah. then i was blindfolded. then i walk walk walk and then walked into the prize table
then the prizes began to fall. TSK lah! my mother dont know how to give commands one. table in front of me also never say. anw! we got first! then me and my dad joined the scrabble competition. then we also got first. then is $5 NTUC voucher per person. therefore we won $20 plus free food plus toys that we had also won laterwards. HAHA (x but we only paid like $18 LOL. aye, but its so FUN.

AND AND AND! yest was so tiring can! TSK. aye, dont wanna say lah.

THEN THEN THEN! today in church we learnt about praying. then i really felt very remorseful and ashamed that i had not been praying much or relying on GOD. so i shall pray. (x yes i shall. (: WHO WANTS TO GO FOR the GLOBAL DAY OF PRAYER! 7pm at national stadium or come to my church! at 6pm, got free transport. (: COM EOCME COME! PRAY! (: oh YAY.

HAHA. then those that can draw come to me! i need help! oh crap gtg. BYE. (x

EH! i want to go CHANG JOY's CHURCH OKAY! i want to go! ): ARGH. its in 2 hours time. okay but anw, i shall go next time. (: WHEE!

and JOY, we haven't discussed CAI and HONG's exchange program. HONG misses CAI! :/

HAHA (x

i'm so bored!

well, its just al the same isnt it?

the understudies are trying hard, they are not encouraged by their family (who tells them to just carry on or to just give up the position), nor their friends (who are also having the same prob) nor their seniors (who are busy studying, do not see the full picture and lectures them), they are accused of this and that, and they want to give up, to just run away and show the cca how they cannot cope without them, but yet cannot. the worse is if the exco member who scolds them is their closest senior so they cry.. its all like this right?

here's a note to ALL SENIORS: encourage your understudies, especially if you are an EXCO member.

TSK, luckily my share of all those is over. (: and the best of all is that i know that we are being appreciated by the EXCO (:

then comes those that are afraid of burdening their friends around them. so they just shut up about their problems, and put on a mask in school. :/ oh well! doesnt help much lah, but... just worsens their relationship and friendship with their friends as their friends feel unwanted(sort of)

yep. and after exhibition, here comes another proposal. HUH. actually, its sounds fun. WOW. a carnival for a children home! but.. UGH. proposals! TSK. GOSH.

HEY. first things first. i'm gonna DAO joy alr. she's keeping smtg from me. for sure i will. i can do it one. just dont look at her i wont laugh alr. but ask you all ah, is smiling considered as still daoing? TSK. ARGH. i wanna DAO her! she's a mean bean. (x

okay oaky. anw, back to the songs. hear lah. its really nice. wonderful.

christian songs are nice. very nice. meaningful. seriously. even if you're not a christian, just go listen to we are the reason. cos we're the reason He died. (: and He is our reason to live. (: it may jts touch your heart and speak to you, it touched mine. just go listen. its wonderful.

(:

-i'm coming back, O Lord. to the HEART of WORSHIP. where its not about anyone else. but YOU.

HEART OF WORSHIP

When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
A Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart
I'll bring you more than a song For a song in itself
Is not what you have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart

CHORUS:
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And its all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When its all about You
It's all about You

King of endless worth
No one could express how much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'll bring you more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what you have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart

CHORUS

HEY. this is a great song!
We were the reason!

As little children, we would dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
But we never realised a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

CHORUS:
We were the reason that He gave his life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

CHORUS

We were the reason that He gave his life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do, every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

And ..

CHORUS

He is my reason to live...

AH! my reason to LIVE! (: GOSH, GOD is good okay! very! (: AHAHA.

oh wow! my seniors bought for understudies cake! (: WAH. so nice. that's so sweet! oh yay! HAHA. (x

HI ALL! i'm hyper. i think i love donuts! i mean i do! i decided, under the 'supervision' of yan jie of sec 3A, to name my handphone infront of the whole bus's passengers, DONUT. omgomg. i love DONUT. (x

and and!! who wanna play with me the nudge nudge game! GOSH! so fun! whee! -nudge nudge.

HAHA. i'm too high alr. i think choc croissants make me too hyper. TSK. oh well. i think it was my nice nice seniors that make me hyper! (:

): gurvin, please go check the other blog. thanks.

hello, everyone.

BYE.

hello. i have to do the collation for cip! by tmr! ARGH.

HAHA. oh well! :D i'm still HIGH okay!

if i can go JOY's church again on sat. WAH WAH WAH! and then i'll go to do 50th anniversary photography duty!! i will be SUPER HIGH ALR
:D HEH. OH YAY! :) HAHAHA. OMG. OMG. i'm HAPPY!

although i'm doing CCA stuff! FIRST TIME. MUAHAHAH. :D YIPPEE!

there she was,
limp in the bed,
condition was worse,
not yet dead.

the pain of forgetting,
your very own children,
as she lay there,
with words of affection unspoken.

the toils;
the boils,
they burst, leaving scars
as they did on my mind.

no more scartching
as she was bound to the bed,
she wouldnt aggravate
the condition anymore

but the itch,
to tolerate the need
to scratch,
that irritating itch.

unable to help,
as i stood by,
but to show the care
in my eye.

she struggled within herself,
pulling hard against the cloths
that held her down,
unable to be free once again.

now i dont ask for more,
but just for Your mercy Your grace,
to show her the love you have for her,
your struggling Daughter.

HEY. pray for my grandmother! in pain. :/

prayer's the only way, btw.

and joy, please note that the poems were just crap lah! HAHA. thank you so much! i'm super touched by you and your wonderful wonderful church. thank GOD for it okay! and enjoy yourself. just surrender yourself to Him for that few hours. its not too much to give to Him who has done so much for you! (: (: thank you! i thank GOD for making you invite me! now, the old laura jay is back again. with love! and joy! (: and alot of energy. HAHA. (: okay lah, quite alot. :/ HAHA. your bro is quite a cook. HAHA. but the pasta was abit bland i realised. HAHAHAH. (: THANK YOU SO MUCH! omg. you're the best senior ever. (: better than the mean mean kiqi who bluffed me into thinking that she is VERY angry with me. or in in that chased me away from the larry blog. :/ HAHA. thank you so much! thank you for helping me to do the CCA stuff! thank you! (: HAHA. <3 you okay! (: i want to be your fan now! HAHA. no lah, cannot dui bu qi KIQI. :D

HELLO. you know smtg?!

GOD IS GOOD. ALL THE TIME! (: amen.

i'm so encouraged by JOY's church. HAHA okay. BYE. (:

YAY. i like nicolo. and watching finding nemo on joy's tv. and eating joy's ice cream. HAHA. her bro watches scary shows. that kills ppl. :/ ARGH. but i still love her house.

but... HAHAH. i'm okay alr! i'm not angry with wt anymore. cos GOD is good. He made me see how forgiveness and prayer can do wonders. so... PRAY for her! (: and pray for me! that i wont be so affected by it! (: but.. i'm really HIGH now. i felt like very touched by worship. like i could see that the worship team put in their all to worship Him and there He was in the midst of us. How pleasant, how wonderful, how awesome. i love Him. oh my. i'm super HIGH. ARGH, now i feel mean. cos i'm like always like swinging. i want to be in love with Him always. to praise Him always. as i walk to school, i listen to the birds sing i praise Him, i see the hues of magnificent colors spread across the sky. how wonderful. (: oh yeah! i shant care about whatever wt says alr. its not my prob. i tried my best like i said and nothing she say can change that. cos.. HAHA. as long as i did my best for GOD, i know its the best i could EVER GIVE. (: HEH.

i'm stuck. should i close my blog? ah, bad memories.

should i leave it. good memories too.

:/ oh blog i love you.

i'm going to write a poem.

if only you knew,
how hard i tried
if only you understood,
i like to be free like a kite.

these emotions within me
i cannot explain,
but all i know is that
i keep thinking of what you said

what you said
cannot be taken back
but what you said
made me a wreck

so dont hold me down
dont try to get me committed,
i'll put up a fight all the way,
to be safe and sound.

poems are nice.

i miss those times we spent,
sitting at the playground,
staring at the sky,
watching the clouds move around.

i once worried for your eerie dreams,
for your sanity,
now i pray for you,
that the Merciful Lord wont take you so quickly.

poems are expressions of things around you.

i never thought it would end up this way,
what was just tagging along,
became an opportunity to be a leader,
oh so wrong.

so a leader i became,
and i was happy,
but after you all left,
it wasnt all that fun already.

so i was stuck with this,
to teach and to guide
the others to pass down our torches,
oh so bright.

but reliant they were,
expectant they were,
and i felt more pressurised
than ever.

i was stuck in a dilema,
i couldnt give up
but yet tired,
and distraught.

so this was the story,
the girl who perservered,
until the day her mind collapsed,
and she became a vegetable.

how poetic am i. HAHA. but... should i carry on? i shouldnt force myself. but i cant be so selfish. what's the best way?

sorry. DONT GET ANGRY. LOG ON AND THEN YOU CAN SEE THE POST THAT I HAD WRITTEN. IF YOU DONT MIND THEN... CAN POST IT. BUT IF YOU DO MIND THEN DELETE IT. )x I'M SORRY!

HELLO! (:

HAHAH. wt ah! GO and tou tou come and SPY/supervise us! wah, stressed ah! HAHAHA. AYE. anw. she was heartbroken that no one told her anything about exhibition. :/ she was like the exhibiton no need to do alr. then i was like approved by mdm nur alr. HAHAHA. :/ SHE WAS SHOCKED. HAHA.

anw, exhibition wan sui! everything's going FINE and perfect! HAHA. (x all thanks to teacher in charge, mdm nur and ms cheang, mr chua, joy, wt and all the understudies! UNDERSTUDY '07 ROCKS! (x oh yay! :D thank you all so much! (:

AH... anw, here's our veggie family.

Bob the Tomato (married to Larry the Cucumber) – Joy (LEERY)
Larry the Cucumber (married to Bob the Tomato) – Larry
Jr. Asparagus – _________
Laura Jay Carrot – Janice
Lenny Carrot – Hannah
Baby Lou – Yuxin
Percy Pea – _________
Jimmy and Jerry Gourd – An An and Kai Qi
Madame Blueberry – HOT TWIG

:D HAHA. my seniors are nice. but i'm scared of them! :/ HAHA. secs fours are formidable.

HEH. <3 everyone. BYE!

my blog song is up. yep. (: but its a little lag. (:

--how i wish i met you all earlier (:

HELLO. (:

jia you sec 4s. HAHA. anw, your MYE are almost over alr. ;p IDOL, IN IN and JIY, JIA YOU! (: esp. you IDOL! rmb to aim for space okay! HAHA. maybe you'll meet ms cmp's silicon aliens. ;p HAHA.

aye. GURIN! jia you. i had a nice time talking to you for so long. hmm. how many hours. let me see. 3.30pm to 6.30pm HAHA. so pro! (: rmb what i said okay!

hannah, thanks for your touching letter. i'm not stressed lah. really. HAHA. just dont like proposals and when things screw up, and i'm the only one online and there's so many things to do. HAHA

(: ALYSSA LEE! i'm thinking of your croissant now! TSK. nvm. i shall steal from you during recess or smtg. ;p HAHA

JIA YOU EVERYONE. (:

<3 janice

AYE, AYE. who wanna watch spiderman 3! (: