fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, April 6,8:24 PM

HELLO

HELLO. blog. i may die dont miss me okay?
HELLO, everyone. i love you all!

i tell you why i may die. the poisonous, TOXIC CUSO4 (copper sulphate) went into my wounds. AHAHA. so scary. but i still love lab lessons with my dear INSPECTOR CHERYL. HEH. (: and my TWIN hannah. and my FRIEND VANESSA! (: -BEAMS-

isnt my post COLORFUL today? HEH. (: i think i like chem. (: i LOVE it. ARGH. CMP so funny. i'm laughing at her lessons more than i am at AT. HAHA. (: i love BIO quite alot lah. (:

MEOW. my table partner! MEOW! i keep making mewing sounds during maths cos i'm trying to communicate with SHEERY the CAT. MEOW. ms teo asked if i was okay. i LAUGHED. SCHOOL rocks with sherry arnd. but after school, i really bored. i want to talk to HANNAH or ZOEY or YUXIN! ): but they're not arnd. awww. so i talk to my turtle! (: -smiles- its always with me cos it cant walk away. my mum thinks i should grow up. HAHA. and stop talking to toys. ohwells. ;p i'm such a loner! HEH.

and kq and anan, stop calling my turtle TORTOISE. --- HONG's feeling SELF-CONSCIOUS! ): i think i must go bring ---HONG to doctor JOY. ohwells! AHAH. i'm so smart!

i have such GOOD deduction skills. AHAHAHA. JOY, KAIQI, ANAN, BEWARE! (: i dont ou any of the HOTS okay?! eeeee. and my phone was really LAGGING that day. HAHA. really! and i was just to lazy to say out all of their names so i was HER HER AND HER. not HUH HUH HUH! crazy ppl. HAHA.

i dare to say her name okay, CHAI KAIQI. i'm somewhat a brave girl! (:

JOY LEE, i am about 50% on my road to not ou-ing anyone! (: thank you!

HAHAHA. i miss my idol, CHAIKAIQI! ): CHAI KAIQI! CHAIKAI QI.

i think that SIAO TIAN is going to kill me. HAHAHA. so scary. that day, we play games for CCA, then we lost, need to do forfeit! then they say do cheerleading stunt. then i be flyer! then i was supposed to go up and fall back. then we were practising at the outside com lab. then the wind blow and i went forward lah. stupid. lucky my balancing so good. HEH. anw, it was quite good that i wasnt very scared. cos it wasnt very high in fact. -SMILES-

HANNAH TAY! what do we do now. i think i'll just give up. i might, dislike her more. i think i'll just forget. i think i'll try. i think i shouldnt think about her anymore. it wont help. and... i'll just get more frustrated. i think i'll just forgive her and leave her to God. but on JUDGEMENT DAY. i dont know what will happen to her. whether she goes up or down depends on her.

but i really LOVE YOU! thank you! i am so sorry i dragged you into this. i'm sorry. ):

ANG ZOEY! i miss you so much! i dont want this stressful life. everyday, school ends. others feel relieved. i question myself: do i have to stay back to do anything for CCA? did i forget to do something? do i? and i'll sit there and rack my brains. then comes the sms. can you stay back today for a while? argh. i wanna stay back with YOU! i wanna talk! i miss you! ): ARGH. i dont know what to do alr. i know you've given up. and i think i will too.

i want to move house! (: MOVE MOVE MOVE!

my PRAYERS:
1) GURVIN's DAD
2) i pray that enbloc will go thru! i wanna move! whee! i wanna live at BISHAN next to HANNAH! (: or TAMPINES! next to ZOEY! (: my house is getting so boring! everyday, walk someway. see same thing. HAIYO! HAHAHHAHA. move move move! aiyah, alr i also she bu de. HAHAHAHA. i'm quite DUMB!
3) SARA, she got fever! i pray that GOD will heal her!
4) HUI JUAN and SAMUEL! i pray that GOD will bless her and samuel. xiao di, you must be guai and listen to mummy okay? dont keep crying at night. wait later mummy very tired! (: and next time, we see you, be awake, then we can play with you! daddy, you must take care of them okay?! (: cya all on sun!
5) homework!
6) grandma! i am very thankful that grandma gotten better! and fatter also! she's becoming healthy again! (: YAY.
7) debbie! altho i dont know her but pray that she'll be okay and be strong.
8) miguel and jeremy! i dont know them either. but i pray that they will be fine.

who i wanna talk to in heaven
-the person that asked Jesus to remember him in paradise on the cross. even tho' Jesus glory was black and bleak, but He still accepted Christ when Jesus was on the cross, punished for our sins like a sinless innocent lamb lead to slaughter. He was scourged for us, nailed for us, turned away by GOD for us, forsaken by disciples, laughed at for us, despised for us and yet He never said a thing. He lost all He had, to save us. but He got it back and rose again three days later. (: AH, His love for us. His sacrifice.

ELOI ELOI LAMA SABACHTHANI! my God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
i'm so thankful! thank you Jesus! for Your awesome and never-failing LOVE!
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You overcomed MUCH to TRIUMPH over EVIL. TETELESTAI. it is finished.
indeed it is. over. (: we're redeemed. let us rejoice in the Lord. (: YAY.

oh ya, xinying wants me to say that: VIP OPEN HOUSE 28 APR! (: victoria IP by the way! (: HEH. GOGOGOGOGO! no, imean. DONT GO! crap. i'm advertising for my friend or my school?! okay nvm. (:

SMILE EVERYONE! we're redeemed! the REDEEMER LIVES!