fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, March 30,11:28 PM

i wanna give up alr!

HANNAH TAY. TWIN, i cant take this anymore. i wanna give up! nothing will help alr lor! NOTHING. how? i really dont want to, but i'm at my wits' end. i really dont know what she wants lah. i really dont. dont wanna care alr. my parents scold me alr for thinking too much about my friends and their problems. they told me to just ask my friends go counsellor and dont keep listening to their stories. ): they want me to STUDY and rest well and DONT WORRY or BE STRESSED but yet... i dont know lah. i just dont think i should care so much now. what should i do? its either friendship or school work. i think i choose school work. but yet, if my friends really have a problem then i see how lor. okay, we wont tell mr chai about it. we'll observe her more okay? thank you twin. I LOVE YOU! (: talking to you makes me feel better! HEH.

HEH. i found out who's stump and twig! so mean ah, you ppl. HAHA. i can see that JOY's in love with kq and anan. everytime she talks about them she has this really amazed and dreamy look. HAHA. i brought my good friend the turtle back to IKEA to see her sisters and cousins! but alas, they were absent and only her mother and her grandmother could be found! OMG, my seniors are so SO SO SUPER MEAN! they sat on the poor hedgehog! and my turtle's grandmother! ): i was pushing them away but i couldnt save them all. i think now they have backache. shall bring BENGAY for them next time! (:

HAPPY BDAY, SAFIAH AND JOY!. argh, i feel so mean! i forgot to bring YOUR PRESENT! i'm so sorry! ): SO VERY VERY SORRY! ): i didnt mean to forget. it was just that i had been sleeping for like 4 hours per day and i went home and knocked out and just slept until the next morning. ): i'm sorry! i love you, BOB! (: YEAH! you're one of the fav seniors! KQ is favourite lah, HAHA. MY IDOL! wait later she jealous lah. HAHA. JOKING anw. (: i like your present so much you know?! i cant bear to part with it! ):

IKEA rocks! (: OAC ROCKS! i still havent got the photos. HMPF. ohwells. (: its okay! (:

wah. i've got a picture of JOY in my phone! HAHAHAH. so shy for what?

i'm so tired. HEH. i dont understand AMATHS. i need HELP. ALPHA BETA?! the seniors didnt een learn that lah, why must we learn?! i'm doomed to fail. HAHA. whatever lah. i like EM. i got 38/40. good right?! HAHA. impressed my parents with that. :D

ARGH. TWIN I LOVE YOU! SMILE ALWAYS OKAY?! i think you and ella make a GOOD COUPLE. (: happy marriage!