fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, March 21,7:26 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YAY.

TODAY IS OUR BIRTHDAYS! (: but only FOUR ppl wished me happy bday. ): WAH, sad. ):

am so worried about outing. ): what's wrong? sigh. weiting and joy are both not coming, leaving me alone to take care of everything. ): AHHHH. dont want. ): NO. ): so scared.

argh, GURVIN and HANNAH is right. i am WORN OUT.

i cant stand this anymore la.. i shall just take it in my stride. and i shall be brave. i can screw up outing i dont care, so long as i tried my very best and give my all. (: i know you all also feel inspired by me RIGHT? HAHAHAHA. (: YAYAY.

wah, today is such a malu day la. I DONT OU ANYONE LA. SIAO AH. -.- heh. i love GOD. believe me. (: HHAHAHHAHA. i DONT OU at all.

HEHE. i'm so touched YU XIN. hahahahaha, i think you seem frightened of me everytime i give you the serious face. HAHAHAHA. i am just TRYING to be serious lor.

and i cant DAO. HAH. (: i think you all know but when i DAO, ppl think i am depressed, tired, stressed or pissed. HAHAHAH.

omgosh, HAHAHAH. JOY keep thinking i'm thinking of hangten la.. I AM SO NOT. THINKING ABOUT THAT. (: i dont care alr. i feel PISSED. so nvm.

I'M NOT GONNA THINK OF IT. omgosh. giving weiting wrong ideas is BAD. HAHAHAHAHA.

ohwells. we celebrated bdays after CCA. and i gave JOY some cake on her face. i think she was pissed.

AHHH. I REALISED THAT SENIORS ARE SCARY WHEN THEY ACT DAO. OMG.

i dont wanna join the competition. my photos were so lousy. they seemed so pissed la.. ):

stupid. so many competitions to join, things to do la.. ):

its okay, i should start with my maths HW. (:

i think i will fail physics but nvm! i like CHEM and MATHS! YAY. (: GEOG is OKAY LA. but i dont like LORMS. SO DIFF. ): HAHAHHAHA.
anw, CHEM ROCKS!

i think ms angelina tan is so cute!!! you know, i keep thinking she is married and keep on calling her mrs tan. omgosh la. then cheryl was like EH, ms tan la. she was like laughing at me freaking out. and she is so cute when she teaches bio. hHHAHAHA. '' you must draw the cytoplasm and cell surface membrane being pulled away.'' hahahhahah. then she was like PULL. HAHAHAHAHA. omgosh. and she did the tutu train action. SO FUNNY. omgosh. she was like so hilarious la. '' okay, let's carry on with our sugar story.'' HAHAHAH. and she said it so naturally la.. too bad SOME PPL were sleeping in class and did not notice. so sad!!!

and ms tan mei mei calls me and hannah drifting souls. HAHAHAHAHA. she was like saying to gurvin, 'i dont know why ppl like to stone, look at those two DRIFTING SOULS THERE.' and she pointed to us. HUH. DRIFTING SOULS! HHAHAHAHA.

ohwells. and i very blur leh, after watching movie for movie review, i was so touched by the movie that i said, 'thank you mrs chai' then after he left, i was stoning and suddenly i said to sherry, EH? did i say something wrong. then she started laughing at me. HAIYO. then after that i would say, 'good morning, misTER chai.' (: HAHHA.

YAY. campfire's burning! campfire's burning! i really hope we can have campfire!!! (: AHHH. (:

HAHA. i think avery's so cute. she was like, 'mr chai! your specs hook is finally all down!' FYI, his specs hooks are either one up, one down or both up. HAHAHA. omg so funny la

this is so doubtful. use your history skills la, to test for the credibility of both sources. (: argh

i realised that this is like so much problems. cant ppl just wait until their like JC or UNI(: ( i support uni) then they have boyfriends? cant they just be straight and like the kind of ppl their supposed to? argh, i didnt know that this kind of not straight stuff was occuring until sec 3.

i think sec 3 is such a problematic year. i didnt know ppl actually try to kill themself just bcos of stress. i didnt know so many ppl had boyfriends. i didnt know our level is so weird. argh, nvm. i think i love 3C. (: you rock so much.

our class is filled with innocent ppl that got no bf except a few la. i think. HAHAHA (: NVM. i dont care alr. i dont wanna know! i shall remain nonchalant? no thats not the right word, erm.. innocent? erm, HAPPY? HAHHAHA. dont know la. anw, i shall not be too bothered by it.

i should tell my brain not to reflect why there are cases where girls like girls. (: i'm glad my brain is so obedient. cos now, i'm thinking of food and my maths homework due tmr!! (: YAY. I LOVE MYSELF.

i love GOD. the most!