YO. haha. i am high-ing again! CCA over! HAHA. omgoodness. JOY, pls dont be sick next time, ok? so freaky la. its like when i talk, then NO ONE responds. omgoodness. i was like so sad can!!! )= none of them volunteered except ALVINIA, ASTIKA and THENDRAL. THANKS SO MUCH, it meant ALOT to me! (:
thank you ELIZABETH and those that went to get the EQUIPMENT! muacks. LOVE you all. (: why does it seem that it cant be the same? i miss xin ying so so so so much. ): -cries- i realised what she meant to me only after she left. SIGH. i wonder if she misses me too! HAHA.

seriously, i really dont know if i am HAPPY or SAD. anw, i am quite shocked that only 4 sec ones are allowed to join our CCA la. HELLO!! 60 + OVER PPL AUDITIONED CAN!!! and 20 PUT AS FIRST CHOICE. haiyo. WHY? why? the prejudice. ah crap.

i hope YU XIN is okay! jia you ok!! (:

YVONNE TOO!

PW and ZOEY too! (:

JOY get well soon. poor thing. HAHA. i dont like injections. ) :

there was one doctor who injected me on BOTH arms la. think it was bcos he forgot to ask something. then after injecting, then he ask if i left-handed. then i said ya. then he quickly go and inject my other hand. NO WAIT, is not INJECTION is DRAW BLOOD. haha.

ok, whatever. anw, EVERYONE jia you.

NOTE to my LONG-LOST sister: heys. we just found each other and you're going to leave me? what about our plan to make 3C enthu? what about CCA? pls dont GO. its difficult. pls STAY with us. dont leave me like XIN YING did. sigh...

now i'm really sad la.. why must everyone leave? haiyo. can't everything be the same again? can we just play together and have fun? why is everyone busy-ing over CCA, homework, OAL, class stuff? WHY? i thought we all wanted to stay back together, and in the end, i was the ONLY one. cant stand it.

now we planned to go FGD together, is it POSSIBLE? will everyone put in all their effort to go? ah crap. everytime also 'see first', i realised that if we dont cherish time, it'll just leave us quickly. i'm not gonna be a procrastinator no longer. if you all wanna go, dont say SEE HOW. just go. sigh. forget it.

sorry. its just that i dont want everyone i love to leave me.

i seriously LOVE our class anw. HAHA. i dont care. i shall be high again. HAHA. YAY. dont care what others criticise about us, we wont give in. (: YAY. (:

oops. HAVE TO EAT NOW. just a quick verse: A new commandment i give to you, that you love one another; even as i have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another. (John 13:34-35) LETS SPREAD GOD's LOVE. (:

HAHA. 3C, must rmb to say 'instructor' okay? not leader hor, instructor! (= yay. i LOVE 3C. haha. i am hannah's long-lost twin. haha. bio prac rocks today laa.. HAHA. register nos. 28 to 36 rocks! HAHA. so funny la. we were like mixing stuff together??? haiyo. making all the weird mixtures, suspensions and solution. the colors was NICE! (= YAY. we rock the bio lab! (:

ooh. the classboard judges judged our board today! NO ONE told them that the FAIRY was made by BEATRICE. drawn, scanned, coloured using photoshop and finally printed. oh no! all the effort down the drain! sorry!!

anw, had a free period. discussed about 'BREAKING BARRIERS- FORGING TIES' yippee. so funny. must JIA YOU! (: yeah! must be enthu! although some people dont seem to care but its ok. we'll make it still, we'll make them become enthu.

its only takes a smile (hoo hoo) to get the enthu-ness going
and all those around (hoo hoo) will warm up to its glowing.
that's how it is with SEC 3C! once you've experienced it,
you share your JOY with everyone,
you want, yes you want to pass, to pass it on
pass it on, pass it on, pass it, pass it, pass it on!

JIA YOU! (: i bet we'll rock OAC. (: yay. our campfire item!! it'll be funny with HANNAH tay and ANOOJA around. haha

MR brown has a large effect on us. (: we must speak GOOD english.

yay. i'm so happy today! it's called zi-highing. only some ppl know why... (: actually, quite sad la.. i feel stressed when they suddenly told me that i will be the only one in CCA tmr. sigh. scared la. but now, HAHA. i dont care alr. i feel high. ohwells. i stupidly stayed back to study and no one from the FAMILY did la. heart broken. crying alr can!!! hmpf. BAD pw went to shop. HA. but i am still HIGH.

anw, our class bandanas are ARMY GREEN color. YIPPEE. so cool. i'm in the OAC (class)committee and enthu committee. HAHA. anyhow make up one... ;p hehe. bah, whatever. -.-

sigh. so sad. only a handful of ppl send their christmas assignment.

JOY is sick. she's vomitting right now. sigh. why on earth are wt's photo's so huge? they take so long to download...

lalalala... someone forgot that i was in the CCA board deco comm. la.. never even tell me they meet can! ): HAHA. joking la.. anw, there alr isnt much for me to do...

haiyo. Zoey and PW are so busy with their dont know what proposal laa... )=

grahhhhh. can we dont go up to collect prizes, malu leh.. HAIYO. mah fan. anw, i have to write the speech and i dont know how to. ah, whatever. GOD help me.

ohwells. verse of the day: And when he brings out his own sheep, he goes before them; and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice. (John 10:4) we are Jesus' sheeps and we recognize His voice just as a sheep recognizes its shepperd. we follow Him, trust Him and He guides us. we have faith in Him as He leads us. sometimes, you may lead but sometimes, its good to follow too for He is a FAR GREATER leader than any of us.

YAY. i am starting to love school. omgoodness. i am getting later and later to school. haiyo. JIA YOU, janice tay! wake up early! (:

HAHA. i wanted to blog at midnight la. but my computer so slow. omgoodness. ): sadness.

ooh. now i understand what slamming means. sigh. humans are complex. i wanted to take human nature but now, i dont think i should. its scary. i might scare myself to death. HAIYO. haha.

anw, i really thank God for answering my prayer and showing me the plan for my life. shall help out in the setting up of Youth centre in seramban. (: thank you God for answering my prayers. its a really great encouragement.

HAHA. had lots of encouragement today in church.

JANICE
-makes people laugh
-vvvvvvvvvvv smart (haha)
-loves bringing stuff for us to eat :D
-cheerful giver and being very bubbly :)
-your sweet smile and gentle spirit (ooh....)
-you have an amazing smile.. keep remembering and memorising God's truth. Go hard for God :)
-very cute in a childlike way (haha.. ok....)

see, encouragements.
i said i feel encouraged when ppl praise me//God answers my prayers
i said i feel embarrassed when ppl comments about my blur-ness. HAHA.

yay. i love going to church. its where you get sincere encouragement. the school is filled with competitive atmosphere. always comparing stuff. sigh. its not very good sometimes.

hello. this is the verse of today! 'Hitherto you have asked nothing in my name; ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full.' John 16:24

this verse shows us God's love for us, that all we have to do is ask and He will give. like Pastor bess said, God gives us a stack of infinite no of blank cheques. you can write any amount you want and just cash it. it's just that easy. just ask and you will receive. but sometimes, people have no faith so after asking once and their prayer is not answered, they stop asking God for stuff and are not persistent. just like if a transaction takes very long, most ppl will give up. or sometimes, we are afraid that we might use up all the cheques. but the truth is that God given us an infinite no of blank cheques and all our requests will be answered according to God's plan. He loves us very much and wants us to be happy. but if we dont ask Him for things we need and depend on Him, He will be very sad as you are depending on your own self. thats why Jesus said that it was easier for a camel to pass through a small hole than a rich man come into the kingdom of God. God is happy when you come to Him for help, even for little things. He is glad that you know that He not only can do big things but small things too. and that you depend on Him. Have faith and never give up.

so DONT WORRY so much, God is mighty and good and He will answer our prayers and His 'cheques' will not 'bounce'. even if your prayers are not answered immediately, be persistent in prayer. never give up.

i am a TIMOTHEER! whoo hooo! pastor bess is paul and i am timotheer. pastor said that now, we can teach others how to have a relationship with God. (: YAY. (: who wants to be my disciple.

ooh. i realised that i got no archives!! oh no! ohwells. its ok. anw, i dont know how to make it. LOL.

today got disciple ship classes with ps! oooh. HAHA.

i broke a chair today. omgoodness. i shall diet. HAHA. actually, i broke a sofa.i jumped-sit on it and 'BOOM' cracked! so scary. HAHA. anw, whatever.

HAHA. our bio prac was successful la. not including the fact that i did not do like half of the whole experiment and hannah used tap water instead of hot water in the water bath. LOL. and we also learnt that our chinese sucks. HAHA. ok, whatever.

stayed back for judging of class board. what on earth la. the judges came so late can and they didnt even go into the class! so bad lor. HAHA. ok whatever.

then me, priyanka and yu xin went PP macs. saw hannah and ella. with weiting and co. ok. so we stayed and do homework. whee. so fun. HAHA. ok, whatever.

haiyo. JOY ah, next time listen carefully then go and ask. see la. malu yourself liao lor. -.-
note: we have officially named JOY 'aunt agony'. (: TOO BAD. its ok, be HONOURED.

lala. i feel so bored. i dont wanna do homework. i learnt that HANNAH feels stressed when ppl wait for her and i learnt that YU XIN is self-conscious. HAHA. thank you priyanka for sharing umbrella with me! YAY! (: HAHA. i learnt lotsa things from HANNAH TAY. ok, random. YU XIN, dont worry, we like you! (: YIPPEE.

i tell you i am going to fail chem, bio and physics. not to mention chinese. i SO DO NOT understand. LOL. headache.

ah crap whatever; it's ok i can do this.

i realised that alot of our class ppl wants to be bonded strongly. SO COOL! so all they need a little push and they will be enthu!

WHOOPS. i love fiona, daphne, dione and hannah's eng biography la. MR BROWN. haha. too bad 'mai hum' was banned. ): and there was no time.

today's verse: God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalms 49:1)
ppl say that some friends are not true and they will not be by your side when in crisis. but from the bible, God has given us the assurance of His presence no matter the situation and we need not worry for God is with us and He is the most High, the Kings above all kings, the Lord above all lords. trust in Him, YVONNE. even if we're not with you, God is. (:

bleah. haha. feeling sick today. i seriously need rest. i am SUPER tired. and my mum wants me to quit CCA EXCO la. LOL. ah, whatever. shall pycho her into seeing how good it is and how privileged i am. LOL.

anw, i subscribe to the The Maxwell Leadership Bible daily devotional and this was today's! 'Security provides the foundation for strong leadership. When we feel insecure, we drift from our mission whenever trouble arises. We must feel secure when people stop liking us, when funding drops, when morale dips, or when others reject us. If we don't feel secure, fear will eventually cause us to sabotage our leadership.' it really related to what i learnt yesterday. ITS GREAT!

did class notice board but NO ONE stayed back la. )_: cries. anw, whatever. didnt do much anw. only punched the leaves. puch until my hand pain. HAHA. feel weird today. i kept feeling pissed for no reason at all. haiyo. its ok. i'll be ok tmr! (: not enough sleep. SORRY.

we've got SS test, math test, chem test. ohno! sigh. -.-

haha. ok. so whatever. verse of today: "for the Son of Man has come to seek and to save that which was lost" Luke 19:10 its about God's compassion and care for those who are unsaved in many parts of the world where the gospel has not been spread to. so... SPREAD THE GOSPEL! (: HEHE.

hey. here's a nice song. think its called making a difference! (:

MAKING A DIFFERENCE
Won’t You Lord
Take a look at our hands
Everything we have
Use it for Your plan
Won’t You Lord
Take a look at our hearts
Mold it, refine it
As You set us apart

We want to run to the altar
And catch the fire
To stand in the gap
Between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion
For a world without vision
We will make a difference
Bringing hope to our land

We will answer the call
To build this church without walls
Let Your glory be shown
Bring salvation to the lost
To the lost


NICE right? so meaningful!
i've got a good idea. cos my parents have exercise at arnd 6.30am. so we will wake up at 6 and go and reach there at 6.30am. then i will bring my bible there so i can do quiet time, if not have to do at night. then once i finished, i will go to the bus-stop and i will leave the bible with my parents. then they help me bring back! YAY. so me nor my parents will be late for school//exercise respectively! (: hehehe. and i can do QT in the morning! YAY. haha. (:

HAHA. hello. oh man. i have consistently blogged for 4 days with out FAIL. and i feel HAPPY. (: HEHE.

ok whatever. our class board is doing quite well. i think. NO, actually. nvm. shall stay back to finish it (: YIPPEE.

had BELAY SCHOOL today. so fun! omgoodness. our class is getting united! THANK YOU EVERYONE! esp. those that stayed back to do the class board. (: 3C, we rock! HAHA. i volunteered la. make life easier for instructors! no one listened to me can! i told the class must say, "yes instructor _____" then no one listened la. like what??? haiyo. nvm! 3C jia you!
i would like to add that i was the first person to call sherry INSTRUCTOR SHERRY! (: HEHE.
YU XIN, jia you. dont worry. you will always have hannah, joy and me to cheer you on. no matter. pls dont think too much! (:
had a weird workshop today! its about LEADERSHIP. i could relate to some of her points. if you stand firm to your beliefs, ppl will also respect you. THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING ME FEARLESS.

HAHA. anw. it ended like super late! 1.23pm la. and i was supposed to meet JOY at 1.20pm. like WOW. hahaha. i feel proud of myself. JOY should know why. bleahx. it's ok. i shall go LATE tmr. (:

and i learnt something: HANNAH CAN REALLY DAO. oh man. she was like super DAO. but you could see her lips and mouth muscles(got such thing?) trembling. HAHA.

anw, yes. YIPPEE! hahaha. i am happy. and so proud. anw, i freaked out at first. ;p nah, whatever. its a SECRET. SHHH.

had a little counselling cum talk with JOY the counsellor, YU XIN and HANNAH. (: omg. i dont know what's wrong with me. i saw HER crying and for no reason, i cried. WOW. malu again! anw, i dont really care. i bet so many ppl see me cry before. ok... then, while walking to PP with JOY, WEITING and HANNAH, i cried again. omg. seriously, i dont know la. its just that i always thought CEDAR was perfect. perhaps it just shattered my dream. anw, i understood more about LTC, leaders, OAC, the reasons for some stuff. anw, i feel malu-ed. in front of my senior and hannah. for no reason. haiyo. =.=

then had talk with JOY on the way home. the background of some stuff. some people. we really should show them more LOVE. (: hehe.

some people really have to feel His LOVE, to fill up the gap in their empty unmeaningful lives. if they dont, they just feel insecure. just like me. before, i was always very scared of this and that. SCARED of CAMPS, SCARED of BEING ALONE, SCARED of LEADERS( this one ah, havent really overcome la), SCARED of LTC, SCARED of accidents happening to my family and SCARED of GHOSTS. but now, i need not fear. THANK YOU so much. for overcoming my fears and insecurities. i really have become braver. pls let me be a good LEADER for YOU to lead your people out of DARKNESS and INTO YOUR LIGHT. pls use me for the benefit of your kingdom. AMEN.

hmm. lemme see. what verse does GOD have for us today?
romans 5:8, But GOD demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
this is a meaningful verse. He loves us very much, and even though we have sinned alot of times, He continues to forgive us and love us. We need not have insecurities because He loves us and understands us, most of all, He forgives us with NO strings attached. so as long as He does, we are loved and cared for. "Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble" we need not worry. this is an assurance from God. AMEN. (:
GOD bless.

HAHA. OAC is coming. oh crap. whatever. its ok. anw, belay school is tmr. shall be AS COOPERATIVE AS POSSIBLE. HAHA. yippee for our class instructors! AVERY< DIONE< BERNICE AND SHERRY! (: yay.

HAHA. stayed back for EXCO meeting then went down to help the class do the board. whee. HAHA. they made it so cool la. oh man. the effect rocks! 3C rocks! yippee. no matter how other classes think of us, we cannot give up. we must buck up. no matter what happens. we'll always be a class! (: HAHA. this yu xin ah, haiyo. dont worry la ok. they dont care about that incident one lor... dont xiang tai duo! (:

HAHA. i think it's so cool. STONING KILLS BRAIN CELLS. omg. lets all be brain cell murderers. STONE. i love to stone, also known as day-dreaming. HAHA.

anw, heard there's a new club formed. called the 'triple A' club. LOL and a 'KAT' club. haiyo. so kiasu. must have 2. cant combine meh? LOL. ok, anw. HAHA. lesson's were dry today. ms yap is so fast la. she finished the cells chapter in 1 day. and finished the nutrients chapter in 1 day too. omg. THAT IS SUPER FAST.

i feel WEIRD. someone said that someone ou me. then i was like thinking, who on earth can it be. LOL. anw, i AM NOT SELF-CONSCIOUS. and i wont be. (:

verse of the day: how can a young man keep his way pure? by guarding it according to thy word... i have laid up thy word in my heart, that i might not sin against thee. (psalms 119:9,11)

i love this song! the original one. the one that is in the prince of egypt one.
lyrics:
many nights we prayed,
with no prove anyone could hear,
in our hearts a hope
for a song we barely understood,
but we are not afraid
although we know there's much to fear,
we were moving mountains
long before we knew we could.

there can be miracles
when YOU BELIEVE
tho' hope is FRAIL, its hard to kill
(hard to kill)
who knows what miracles
you can achieve
when you believe,
somehow you will,
YOU WILL WHEN YOU BELIEVE.

in these times of fear,
where prayer so oft' proves in vain,
hope seems like a summerbird
too swiftly flown away.
but now i'm standing here,
my heart SO FULL I CANT EXPLAIN,
seeking FAITH and speaking words,
i never thought i'd say,

there can be miracles
when YOU BELIEVE
tho' hope is FRAIL, its hard to kill
(hard to kill)
who knows what miracles
you can achieve
when you believe,
somehow you will,
YOU WILL WHEN YOU BELIEVE.

nice right. so meaningful. omgoodness. HAHA. (:
LOVES <3, JANICE

oh no! my senior knows who i ou. oh crap. malu!! HAHA.

anw, i think it's so freaky that ppl notice me going up to level 4. i mean its was only for a few days cos i was looking for my senior. -.-

HAHA. joy asked me to use -.- instead of =.= as it looked younger. LOL. ok whatever.

YIPPEE. jogging session was great! 3C, we rock! jia you, 3C. we shall get enthu-er and enthu-er! WHOOPS. 3C rocks! HAHA. i am happy la. like HALF the class cheered la. as compared to the pathetic few ppl that cheered few weeks ago! YIPPEE! (:

verse of the day: matthew 6:33 "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things shall be yours as well." we need not be greedy for money or possessions as all we have to do is seek GOD and all the things we need shall be given to us. THE MIRACLES of GOD is beyond imagination and is unfathomable. so just trust in Him. seek Him and Love Him. know Him.

many are seeking for the meaning of Life. but i tell you now: we are born with the purpose of Spreading His word and to know GOD.

THANK GOD FOR THIS DAY YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. AMEN.

HAHAHA. went out with hui lin and thendral. so FUN! whee. went to J8. ate KFC where we were talking abt LTC and OAC, and teachers and how hui lin was so xiao-jie... LOL. anw, had lotsa laughs. then we wanted to take pictures for valentines project but the shopkeepers say cannot take pictures. ): hmpf. so anw, we bought 2 mini roses. which are so sweet. haha. then we took neoprints. spent wonderful bonding time together. i think this is a great way for the seniors to know the juniors better and vice versa. shall feedback to JOY. hehe.

i learnt that hui lin is very photogenic. HAHA. she looks nice in all the neoprints. (: whereas i look weird as i ALWAYS do.

then when i was keeping my neoprints, i flipped through all my neoprints with my friends, my seniors and the most meaningful would be the GOONG family photos. they were full of meaning as i reminsced about past events. all the petty things we had quarrelled over. all the sadness. the debates about life we had together. it was all so far-away. i suddenly wished time would turn back for me. all our silly antics. HAHA. (: just brings a smile to my face. then i thought of XINYING. how much i missed her during CCA sessions. and i didnt even hug her goodbye. ) :

anw, no more time for regrets. just hope i would do everything right and treasure everyone from now onwards. (: yeah.

HAHA. NOTE TO JOY: i very guai. i joined both photo competitions! HAHA. (:

BLAH. i have an added on resolution: i SHALL NOT ou anyone (only GOD) by the end of this year. HAHA.
and everyone, pls ignore my senior tagging my board. dont read too much into it. =.=

HAHA. i still got lots of homework. i still have no EZ-link card. and CG leader today talked about the insecurities of the world. the list is never-ending. so, just trust in the Lord. dont keep worrying about studies and etc. just have faith. we are priests of God and Jesus is our High Priest, the representative. so we need not fear for we have such a blameless and powerful High Priests. He speaks on our behalf and intercedes on our behalf. AMEN for that! (:

YIPPEE! verse of the day: i can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me. (Phillipians 4:13)

its not the memorising of the verses but understanding what it means to you.

hello, this post is also dedicated to you. haiyo, you and yvonne ar. same case. all sound so sad. hehe.

i cant say anything cos you're not a christian. but just wanna let you know our family is always here for you. (: GOONG family LOVES XIAO LIN! (: jia you! (but SHIN loves me more; dont qiang my shin!)

HAHA. dont force yourself too hard for your studies. if you need hekp for any subject can come and find me. if need company also can come find me. just dont come find me for your letter. ;p hehe.ok la, so that's all. if not i got nthg to write in your letter liao. (: glad we're doing chi. project together.

SHIN jun. this WHOLE post is dedicated to YOU. YOU KNOW? hahaha. you are HONOURED lor. hehe. pls dont give up. oh GOD, pls tell me what to say, how to encourage her. pls use me through this post, help her understand what we are really here for. AMEN.
as i said in my previous post, the verses really applies to some of our lives. just dont worry to much, as we are onlyy in this world permanently and not forever. for we are spending eternity in HEAVEN. so plan ahead. plan to get treasures in HEAVEN not the EARTH, where SATAN is in control. seriously, dont give up. dont worry abt the LEEs. the whole family is here to help you. we'll always be beside you. and dont worry, i'll always LOVE you guys forever. not with HUMAN love but with AGAPE love, love from GOD Himself. (: the kind of LOVE that NEVER dies. the kind of LOVE that never gives up or loses HOPE.

and rmb, CAIJING LOVES YOU FOREVER. ;p YIPPEE for SHIN AND CAIJING! HIP HIP HOORAY! hehe.

omgoodness. CIP today was SUPER tiring la. 6hr 30 min non-stop. THANKS to HUI YU AND CHERYL. (: they're my great partners. HEHE. so anw, it was very tiring but yet so fun. i saw LOTS of CUTE children. their small hands holding the coin and running to me. omgoodness. i LOVE KIDS. (: HAHA. there's very nice people who actually STOP to give us DONATIONS. haha. how delightful.

but one thing i dont understand is why people likes to compare how much and how heavy is yours. then some they will say, "wah, very heavy leh. mine so light" (that's demoralising for them.) and some will say, "huh?! yours ok lah, almost as heavy as mine." (that's demoralising for others.) SO WHY COMPARE? just do your best and let GOD do the rest.

ooh. and i bought NEW shoes! yippee. hehe. my school shoes totally spoiled lar there's at least three huge holes in it and is positively YELLOW. HA.

and... i dont have anything else to say. oh ya, here's my FAV. VERSE OF THE DAY: Proverbs 3:5-6, Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make straight your paths. it teaches us to trust in Him and in everything you do, give Him the GLORY.

another verse in relation to this is the psalms 23:4, Even though i walk through the valley of the shadows of death, i will fear no evil; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. no matter what happens, you need not fear for you know God is with you and His power is over all others.

i really hope these two verses have helped you in your life and kempatei! GOD bless. (:

hellos, everyone. have changed my blogskin. (: hee, see the diff??? LOL. ok whatever. hehe. i know its really plain. but i like it SIMPLE. so anw, NEW year, NEW beginning. so ya, IGNORE the fact that its alr been 19 days since it was a new year, but bear with me.
OK, first things FIRST. i would like to say SORRY to anyone whom i have HURT, MISUNDERSTOOD, been BAD to, INSULTED, IGNORED, HIT, etc. yeah, you get the point. anw, i dont wanna keep harping on the same incident alr. so i GIVE WAY, i SAY SORRY. but i KEEP MY STAND ON THE ISSUE. so i am saying sorry for writing about the incident(s). SORRY.
anw, i am in class 3Charmed if you didnt know. (: rocks. YEAH. oh, i have BONDED with my senior. hehe. planning for proposal and stuff (LARRY AND LEERY!!!) YAY. i love JOY as a SENIOR. ahem. yes. (pls i dont OU her)
ok then, lets start from first day. oh, i rmb seeing SOMEONE -ahem- at the JALAN TOA PAYOH bus-stop. i was like, eh, is that *
me: cannot be la. dont look like (only some know why) plus the fact that i have not seen * there for the past 2 YEAR OF MY LIFE.
heh. so i walked past without saying hi. ;p
then on the bus, i realised, YES, IT IS *. oh. i didnt DARE to say HI. guess why? cos * looked so DAO. so i never say HI.
after many days, of NOT DARING TO SAY HI
THEN...
on sec 1 induction, me, thendral and JOY did duty together. whoops. i LOVE my SENIORS. (: wahahahah. met at foyer. saw SOMEONE. saw SU-ANN who was zi-lianing AGAIN, saying how much 2/I loved her. HAHAHA. i am SO AMUSED. LOL. then wait for thendral who was LATE. then * was THERE. complained to JOY that i see * EVERY MORNING NEVER SAY HI! omg. i cant believe someone would say i am DAO. lol. hmpf. then JOY was laughing la.. lol. so anw, i was ma-lu again. POOR me. and guess what JOY said, "aiya, seniors all like that one la... waiting for juniors to wave first." LOL. so NOT FAIR. hmpf. anw, till now, i have not said HI. i think *'s like angry or something. * always never smile. so FREAKY. maybe just TIRED. omg, but SCARY. haha.
BUT I WOULD LIKE TO HIGHLIGHT THAT I AM NOT DAO!
ok. talked abt ghosts and stuff. how we would react if we see one. then i was like: since i am so "DAO", maybe i would DAO it. lol. ok, enough abt me being DAO.

SCHOOL:
lalala. dont wanna go school. anw i got really good teachers. everyone's jealous. haha. JOKING.
FORM and ENG teacher: Mr A. Chai.
A. /E. maths teacher: Mrs Chew (omg, her lessons are SUPER funny)
Chinese teacher: Ms Wong
Bio teacher: Mrs Angelina Tan (she's HOD of SCIENCE!)
Chem teacher: Ms Chng Mui Poh (funny, cute, experienced)
Physics teacher: Mr R. Goh(flexible about deadline of TUTORIALS, yippee!)
SS/Geog teacher: Mrs Loy (caring about students, funny too!)

YIPPEE. i''ve got GREAT teachers.

oh, i forgot to mention, i am in the same CLASS as HANNAH TAY. HAHA. we're CHEERING partners. we cheer together during jogging. the first time i jogged with the class, they were so NOT enthu and only a few ppl were cheering (esp. Yu Xin) we kept saying: 3C, you MUST CHEER! then class 4N was behind us la, then they were cheering the EXACT same cheer as us always. not co-incidentally. then they overtook us. and a few ppl -i shall not mention names- called us LOSER.
3C- we must not give in, jia you. we must be enthu. survive OAC as a CLASS. stay together as a CLOSELY-BONDED class. JIA YOU! 3C- to infinity and beyond. we must spend our last 2 years in uber enthu-ness.

i got to know YU XIN (not yu sin), better. HAHA. she's so CUTE. and FUNNY. and ENTHU. HA. i know who she OUs and she knows who i OU. so we're quits! hehehe. YAY.

i learnt something today: i suck at BIO PRAC and DRAWING (as quoted from HANNAH) HAHA. our bio lesson was a disaster. we were supposed to observe the onion epidermal cell from the microscope but try as we might, we could not locate it. sigh. our whole group was in laughter la. we were like so desperate to find it la. lol.

and YVONNE NG, i angry liao lor. how can you say that i am drifting apart from you guys. i meet you all everyday lor! hmpf. its just that i dont wanna go home by potong pasir or cedar primary lor. hmpf.

anw, peace. HAHA. this para shall be contrasting to my previous one. i am glad to say that i have FOUND my identity: a CHILD of GOD, not only now but FOREVERMORE. i have overcomed my fears. (Psalm 23:4) Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. seriously, i am no longer afraid of -whooooooooooooooooooooo- and i passed thru LTC so what's there to fear, when GOD is here? i realised alot of verses applies to me, like matthew 6:25-34(do not worry) and LOTS others. haha. i feel so happy. anw i hope GOD does the same to ALL of YOU, every single one. to be filled with His Spirit and let your eyes be opened to His beauty and mercy.

TIME for OAC: i really hope our class gets bonded together. (:

CMC(1st session): it seriously DID NOT turn out as we planned it would la. JOY and her MOTIVATIONAL talk. LOL. TO LIFT THE FALLEN? PUB? where on EARTH did she get those analogies from la. omgoodness. anw, i surveyed 2 ppl. they sayed they werent really motivated cos atmosphere wasnt right. not serious enough. so yeah, EXCO'06, JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU.

HAHA. sometimes i feel as if i could really ou JOY OR WEITING (maybe. haha. in some ways)
they are so pro. i wished i gone for the I AM GIFTED SO ARE YOU. sounds really motivating. wonder if it applies to me. ??? ok nvm. i am feeling blurred.

bleahx. PRINCE OF EGYPT ROCKS!

HIP HIP HURRAY!

waiting for jogging period to show off our class spirit. we can do it, we must. its not an obligation, its the BASIC FOUNDATION of teamwork. focus your energy into the cheers and not the tiredness and fatigue. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! whoops.

-ME. (pls dont tell me you dont know who i am cos its my BLOG) ;)