fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, September 29,7:22 PM

bleahx.

wah.wah.
i cant believe it. you know so many things happened this month. we went to watch Forbidden City at the Esplanade. it was super super duper nice lor. wahahahahaha. it's really nice except for some parts which should be censored and of course those parts i didnt understand. the little emperor, cixi's son was very cute. after his birth, she was forced to separate from her son and when finally her son grew big about like 5,6 years old, they finally allowed her to see her son. then, he was like super cute la. you know, when the show ended, it was like all the cast come out including that cute guy and everyone bowed except him then the actor who was acting as the older version of him start nudging the little one. then he realised he was supposed to bow. so cute lo. hahahhaha.

then something unexpected happened today. during assembly(dont have, so free period), then my senior look for me, ask me to fill in a form. i was wondering what it was la. then they turn around the paper, realised it was PC/PSL nomination form. i am going to die la. i this kind of ppl how to be PSL?? sigh.. like everybody says, i crazy crazy want, how to be? die la... and now, i have to be guai cos senior watching me liao. how how? ): ahh. but anw, it is quite good. bah. what am i doing? arguementative essay? lol.

wahhahahahahah. today and yesterday is GOOD days tho' we got CHILDREN DAY PRESENTS. wahahahahah.
Mrs Yeo - Camel mixed snacks (fibre-rich, high in protein, trans fat free) wahahaha
Mr Khoo - Toblerone of switzerland. swiss white chocolate with honey and almond nougat. and some random choco-wafer thingy i think.
Mr Lam - Golden Boronia Nougat oringinal crunchy which mr lam emphasized came from erm... Australia. hahaha.
Ms Wan - SourCraze candy APPLE flavour which due to the sourness, makes you thirsty

i really enjoyed it. next year, we should also buy presents for teachers on CHILDRENS day becos as Mrs Yeo says, we are all children at heart.

And once again, we won many awards and got on newspaper. Cedar makes me proud. CEDAR ROCKS. wahhahahahahahaha. And YEO SI NING, is the very first cedarian to win the President Guides award!! yay.

oh and we learned a very surprising thing. guess what? Mr ****'s neighbour is Mr ******** ***'s neighbour. wow. cool. i shall do some research. wait. aargh. cant find. sigh. if you are bored you can actually go to http://www.yellowpages.com.sg/iyp/yp/jsp/index.jsp to see if you can find it. hahahahahahahhaah. then can blackmail. if you dont gimme A* for maths then you will die. i burn your hse. (jk.)

lalalallalalaalla. i am bored. ohya. now's exam time. lol.

Sunday, September 3,8:50 PM

IP is like a vacuum cleaner

bleahx. i dont like IP. it is like a vacuum cleaner. (guess why, cos it sucks. lols)
anw, i realised how near it is to streamings alr. its like so chao near lo. i didnt know. must jiayous kae, everyone? plsplspls. dont be sad. pls cheer up. dont be disappointed. God bless you.

Saturday, September 2,8:30 PM

sorry!

heys. today is CEDAR OPEN HOUSE. it went all well although ms cheang's computer went into hibernating mode. lols.
sorry. so sorry. i didnt know what i requested would cause you to not be able to get into a good class. i just wanted you not to leave Cedar so you would stay with us. in the end you did not get in. you are sad. so sorry. if i had known, i would not have requested your stay in Cedar. so sorry.pls pls dont be sad. pls Lord let her get into a good class. i pray with all my heat. or if not pls.. let her go IP. pls Lord. pls make her cheer up.
pls dont be disappointed with ppl around you. pls cheer up. i know that deep down they DO care too. just forget it. forget abt staying on. pls pls. dont be sad!pls pls dont be so sad. why must it be this way? how come? pls let her pass her maths/get her into a good class. what will happen. i do not know but i put this matter into God's hand. pls ntoe that i really did not pray for you not to get in IP. pls believe me. i am so sorry. pls cheer up. pls. pls.
dear ppl around her, if you are able to read this somehow, plspls be sensitive to her. she is easily upset. pls be comforting. and understanding. show more care and concern. pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls.

anyway, today i sold 5 copies of the Cedar Yearbook. i am so pro! yea! i earned $25 for CEDAR.

pls Lord, i pray that 2I will regain our class spirit and will never die. i know that that the flame is still burning in some of you. pls. let us be united and not cliquish. pls pls. Lord, sometimes, i pray that we can turn back time where we were all untied as one and all the teachers liked 2I. pls pls. i dont want to disappoint the teachers. it was them who had the most faith in us but in the end, we are the ones that failed them. pls pls. let us be the same again.

why? i dont understand. pls help.

bleahx. gotta go. bye.
~janice