fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Monday, July 31,9:26 PM

HELLO.

hello. i was just blog-hopping and i went to yvonne's blog an found this quiz. so i do it too... (:
10 of your closest friends
1] yvonne
2] peiwen
3] alyssa
4] zhi qi
5] suet far
6] zoey
7] xin ying
8] jia xin
9] shi xuan
10] li lin

9 things that you really want now
1] toilet
2] toilet paper
3] wash my hands
4] put soap (see? i so clean...)
5] wash again
6] eat chocolate
7] give my mom a BIG hug.
8] go out with someone and
9] watch movie [helen and the baby fox]

8 important things in ur bag
1] my memory verse flashcards
2] my handphone
3] my mp3
4] my wallet
5] my books
6] my food
7] my hand!!! (haha. just joking..)
8] ermm. my pencil case

7 things in ur room
1] bed
2] handphone
3] mp3
4] wallet
5] me
6] my PINK pillow
7] my bolster :D

6 of your favourite movies/shows
1] veggietales
2] finding nemo
3] the incredibles
4] dante's peak [volcano show... vrrooooommmm!]
5] air force 1
6] charlie and the choc factory (but i dont like willy wonka. he seems WEIRD)

5 of your favourite food
1] homecook food
2] kfc - bandito pockett
3] kfc - crispy chicken thigh (btw, the chicken thigh is the best part of the chicken)
4] barley soup with beancurd skin at sheng shiong
5] handmade noodle at lotsa places

4 of the things u ate/drank today
1] COLD pizza
2] honey chicken wing
3] fried rice
4] watermelon

3 things you cant live without
1] the Trinity
2] my parents
3] my friends

2 things you usually read
1] subtitles at bottom of tv (i am RATHER deaf)
2] peoples' lips (i am REALLY deaf)

1 person u carn live without
1] GOD the Father, GOD the Son and God the Holy Spirit.

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01) What is the phone brand?
Panasonic EB-VS2

02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
670

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
[confidential] Hi call me asap so i know the no of tics to buy k

04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
mama sze wei

05) Who's the last person you rang?
home

06) Who was your last missed call from?
zoey

07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
divya

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
a joke in chinese concerning brothers called gou3 pi4 and sha3 dan4.

09)Who Comes under L?
li lin and li xian

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
[to yvonne] Haha. Last night, she online mah.. So cute lor..

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
Suet Far

12) Who's your network provider?
i dunno.

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
36

14) What do you have as your background?
my rainbow i saw at sch.

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under N?
i dunno anyone whose name start with N

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
i dun speed dial

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
dunno...

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
cheryl

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
3, i think.

20) What do you have as your main ring tone?
my hp is on silent mode.

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name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head.don't read the questions .
1. yvonne
2. mummy
3. peiwen
4. alyssa
5. suet far
6. shixuan
7. zoey
8. li lin
9. *******
10. joshua
11. daddy
12. xin ying
13. yi wen
14. gin
15. valerie
16. cheryl
17. jie qi
18. nura
19. zhi qi
20. jolene

1.how did u meet 14? [gin]
stands behind me during flag raising and talks abt SWX. lol

2.what would you do if u never meet 1? [yvonne]
i would still be very worried abt camps and ghosts. thanks for helping me understand that i HAVE to GROW UP.

3.what will you do if 20 and 9 dated? [jolene and *******]
no way. age gap.

4. do you ever like 19?[zhi qi]
as a friend, yes. friend ONLY.

5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple? [shi xuan and jie qi]
err.. i think they are both straight, as straight as a pole.

6.describe 3 [peiwen]
funny, nice to bully, cute, smart, fun to be with.

7.do u think 8 is attractive? [li lin]
err. i am also as straight as the l in the word 'line'

9.do you know any of 12's family? [xin ying]
no.

10.what is 8 favourite? [li lin]
saying everything i eat and drink is INK. lol

11.what will you do if 18 just confessd he/she likes you? [nura]
she wouldnt do that.

12.what language does 15 speaks? [valerie]
eng, duh.

13.who is 9 going out with? [*******]
secret.

14.how old is 16 now? [cheryl]
13! (:

15.when is the last time you talked to 13? [yi wen]
abt 2 and a half hours ago.

16.what is 2 favourite band/singer? [mummy]
she doesnt listen to bands/singers. she listens to me sing. that's good enough. (:

17.would you ever date 4? [alyssa]
to go out and eat, yes. but thats's not a DATE.

18.would you ever date 7? [zoey]
no. we live miles apart!

19.is 15 single? [valerie]
i have no idea..

20.what is 10 last name? [joshua]
erm. TAY?

21.would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? [daddy]
NO.

22. what school does 3 go to? [peiwen]
Cedar Girls

23.where does 6 lives? [shi xuan]
oh crap. i dont know.

24.what is your fav thing about 5 [suet far]
funny, cute, kind, one of the sisters.

25.have you seen no.1 naked?[yvonne]
N-O, NO.

okie.
finished.
bye.

Saturday, July 8,10:51 AM

I KNOW.

hi, every one. i think that alot of ppl would not read my blog anymore cos i have not posted for.... A LONG TIME! hahahah. record liao lar.. hmm. few mths? i am very sorry but i realised that it is not that easy to keep a blog. so mid year gone, only left streaming. very stressed. heh. lol. lemme see if i can recall what i did in June. oh yes, i went for a 3-day SPH media camp. cool right? i was one of the three ppl that represented Cedar there! omg. did you know that there was one secondary school that loved Cedar so much, that they wanted to take a photo with us. they were like, "oh, we love Cedar very much. could we have a photo with you?" so funny lar.. we made many friends and explored diff. places in SPH! it is a really GREAT camp! if any of you out there is given a chance to go, you shd! the food they gave us was great lar.. the talks were very useful. and we even met Nathan Hartono! cool right? he sang for us and we interviewed him! (: heh. anw, then i went to church camp. it was great. it was really refreshing. it taught me many things. this is my fav. verse: Phillipians 4:19 And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. it was a five day camp. we planned on driving there with our church friend. when we realised that our car which is roti-chia(roti-car) might not be able to go through. so we had to come up with a last min plan to rent a car. we considered the cost of renting the car for five-six days. we also had to put shane in a boarding home.

also, on the week b4 the camp, my father got sick. my maid was sick. my elder bro was sick. my younger bro was sick. they all had fever. we prayed and they all healed. even my younger bro. the night b4 going, he had high fever. and the next day, he fully recovered! we got shane in a boarding home and we rented a brand-new car for quite a good price. thank God! anw, we drove there. we had a great time at malaysia. the speaker Roos Tooley was great. He made me understand what was my role as a christian and how i would be able to fulfill it. at camp, we had a "morning call" at 6.30am. some ppl will call your room no. at 6.30 to wake you up. it will ring for a while till you pick it up. then we had quiet time. i did mine with ruth! then we would have yummy breakfast and rev. ross would speak and then lunch the some games and dinner. and speaker. then we were free. it was really nice. then on one day, it was time for shopping but i didnt go. i stayed in the hotel with jolene and zhiqi. we went to zhi qi's room and wanted to go swimming. but there were boys frm church swimming so we went to the other corner of the pool and when we wanted to go in, suddenly our pastor swam to there. he didnt know we were there and we all ran away and hide behind the bush. we were like laughing. then one of the parent that didnt go shopping saw us and we told him that we wanted to swim but pastor was there. so he ask the pastor to go away. so funny lor! then we jumped in but we forgot to check the depth and the water turned out to be 1.8 m! hahahah. and stupid me jumped in without my goggles! so iwas like trying to breathe lar. chao funny. then i wore my goggles and it started raining. we only swam for a min and it rains. we went back to zhi qi's room and played games. then Jolene had to leave. her parents wanted to bring her family to eat dinner. at first, zhi qi wanted to go with jolene but later nice-nice zhi qi pei wo. hee hee. so we ate dinner and went to find alexis and ryan! they are cute cute children. alexis is abt 2 yrs and ryan is 4 yrs old. we brought them to the fish pond and played bubble with them. we blowed the bubble solution and they ran around catching the bubbles. so cute!!!!!! then, the camp ended really quickly. so my parents extended the trip. our family and uncle Roy's family (the one with alexis and ryan, they are in my cg) went to muar. we ate lotsa nice food there which uncle roy recommended. we had lotsa fun and i had lotsa time to play with the children. (: that week was the BEST time of my life! (: i love church camp.

that's all.
and today, i had a really weird dream. for many years i've stopped dreaming then suddenly, today i had a dream. i dreamt that i went for another church camp again and i shared a room with zhi qi. as we explored around, we suddenly turned into animals. i think i was a rabbit. then there were humans chasing me and zhi qi (who was a deer). we jumped onto a canoe and rowed it away. as we rowed and rowed, we suddenly became human again. we went onto land again and i saw alot of cedarians queueing in front of a door and i think it was a prize-giving ceremony. then i thot to myself, wow, cedarians rocks! then i woke up. i went to the toilet (this is irrelavent info :D) and went back to sleep. i had another dream. i dreamt that our family was in my parents room. we were discussing smtg, then my mother suddenly said. "tomorrow, we will move out of this place. the ********** have burned the 2 or 6 house's car already. (******** means i cant rmb. i cant rmb whether she said 2nd hse or 6th hse also.)" i said okay. lets pack. then suddenly my younger bro said. "jie-jie, rmb to bring my toy gun and my toys okay?" i smiled and went downstairs. then, through the window, i saw two women climbing on our car and pouring some stuff. one was wearing a red dress, another a blue one. then, there were suddenly more ppl coming to burn our car. they had not noticed me. i shouted, "what are you doing?" two men saw me and ran towards me. i tried to punch them but all my moves were in slow motion and they blocked them quickly. it was as though i was trying to hit them in the water and there was pressure preventing me from hitting quickly. then suddenly, i could move easily and i gave a hard punch to the men's stomach. he clutched his stomach and fainted. then i won! then i woke up.

some weird dream right? hahahahhaha.

okay lar. post very long liao. bye!