fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Sunday, April 6,9:19 PM

i love school. i want to go school.

i miss stupid sherry goh. and all my silly classmates.

'i love love love love 4C so much'

lovelovelovelove!!

i'm so happy. i dont want time to pass, i want it to remain stagnant! TIME, DONT YOU DARE MOVE! lol

i like doing the stupid tongue thing, and the tilting head thing.
i like to sing nananana nananana yeah.
i like to 'mao pok'
i like to be ego. (hello, sherry. i know you miss me right. thats why you come school so early cos you miss me.)
i like talking nonsense.
i like to laugh at retarded people (SHERRY!)

i miss zoey though.
i miss yvonne though.
i miss peiwen though.
i miss alyssa though.
i miss suet far though.
i miss joy.
i miss kaiqi.
i kinda miss weiting too.

i love my cca.
i love my weird weird juniors (VIVIENNE)
i love my nice nice juniors
jia you okay! dont be discouraged. leadership is about learning okay.

i love ang zhiqi(:
i love jolene
i love ivyna
i love sara
i love my cg
once again, i love yvonne who joined my church!

and sorry joy. i forgot to tell you i led worship with my friend again today. hahaha, sorry the sporry way.

((: i love many things. thank you Father for all you've given me.(:

You are my freedom. Jesus, you're the reason i'm kneeling again at your throne.
where would i be without you here in my life. here in my life.

i love this song. it makes me wonder in awe. how great was He that He died for our sins and ROSE again. all of us sin. we do things our way (not the best way), we are proud, we are filled with evil thoughts. we wander around on this earth, searching for any worldly/earthly desires to fulfill that longing. that loss.

dont you feel it, you dont know what's your purpose in life. you've no idea why you keep mugging. but you know, you know you can always turn to Him, to our God. He is our Rock, our Foundation. i love love love this song.

you're the REASON i'm kneeling agin at your throne. where would I be without you here in my life. here in my life.

that warm feeling. the golden pot of golden oil, poured onto us. we receive healing. thank you. by your stripes we are healed. because you died, your blood has covered our sins so we may appear before God. thank you for your amazing love(:

'But God demonstrates His own love to us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.'
Romans 5:8

bring me back to the Heart of Worship. never let me go. i dont want to lose your shining light.