hello.
today, i was sick! i had fever and cough. and my throat sounds funny. (i think its funny when ppl say funny as funn-aye. its just funn-aye. haha!)
but anw, thanks for the get well and take care sms-es. some of them were surprising as i didnt expect them. hahaha. yet... nvm! i wont expect anything.
oh roar. i dislike comparing results, its just makes me feel that others are so self-centred. too insensitive. roar. i dislike it, all you want to do is to 'display' your good results and show how hardworking you are. you dont bother to ask for my results cos.. (i think cos you just want that praise from others? perhaps you just dont get praised very often. or you are afraid i may be better than you and pop your bubble? i dont know. i dont really want to know. it makes me feel irkish.)
i feel like writing.today. weird. the topic:
MY FRIENDlol, okay. whatever. anyway, i guess its very usual for friends to feel competitive. but soon after a while it just gets very frustrating.
its just very weird. i keep finding myself losing all my friends. my friendships are just very surface-based i guess. i dont know.
one of them is just freaking me out. you're complicated but i know that you're just expressing how you feel. feelings are complicated.
one is just so dao towards me. what's wrong with you.
oh, roar. forget it.
aiya. sian la. i dont really know what other ppl is thinking. i wish i have mind-reading powers. lol, hao luan ah!
everything is so surfaced, i feel like my life is so fake. nvm. bye!