fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, January 18,8:35 PM

argh. i really dislike sec 4 life okay. i mean like, please. we have no life.

we stay back for CCA... then go home and do homework. dont even have time to study and its 12am. time to go sleep alr. ROAR. my trig sucks. i take like 5min for a qn?! and i'm like refering to notes alr. plus chem is like ROOOOOAR, i cant understand QA!!! LOL.

and everyone get competitive okay. like i told avery ytd, 'its quite usual for friends to become competitive against each other as they ought to be of the same level (in their academics and non-academics) since they went through similar experiences' but this competitiveness cant get too extreme right?

if your friends need help in their studies, would you just ignore them so that they wont be better than you? its frustrating.

okay maybe i'm sensitive or i dont really know what happened. but, i really hope that through the sec4 stress period, you wont like suddenly 'forget' our friendship. argh. somehow, i just think you dont care. there's a gap. nvm. ROAR.

okay whatever, forget it. i just needed to vent my frustration somehow...

i really need to stop complaining. i must learn from RASYIQAH, my wonderful president who never complains! hahaha.

and ang zoey, i need your chem notes!!! my chem is so lousy!! but i know how to do the QA * and w/o * alr!!(: yippee! lol, thanks to that half-min glance at your ans. HAHA!

and cheryl is so FUNny!! she's always so retardedly funny. heheh.

i've got study 'dates' with avery and yvonne. yvonne is on tues! avery is mix and match lah! hahahah. i miss avery okay... so long never talk to her as long as ytd! malcolm is oh-so-cute(sorry, random thought)

lol, and me and sherry's little book collection has increased to 7 books! hahahaha. many different genres: educational, blah blah. so LAM-E! hahahah.

ROAR. i've got to go take photos. mr chua seemed angry that i never take any photos during holidays. but i really never go anywhere, except seremban but cannot bring camera there! its not allowed! sorry, mr chua!!!):!

oh rubber is my new catchphrase. hahaha, sherry doesnt like it. lol, but its just so catchy that i keep saying it!

oh, and i'm still the BI-O rep for this year! oh yeah, yippee yippee yeah! woohoo!(:

hehehe. okay, i'm happy. very happy now. shant be so bothered by that thingy. be happy, yo! CHECK IT OUT!!!(:

i cant wait to play bball with you ppl!(:

thank GOD for this week. it was great. sorry that i grumbled so much. i dont want to be a grumbler. i wanna be little miss sunshine! hohoho.
and i havent bought new year clothes yet...

and i wanna save money this year... maybe say half my pocket money maybe? LOL! see how lah, my stomach dont agree tho'.

LOL, i'm a LAM-E.

OHOH! there's this really funny video on youtube, achmed the dead terrorist! so FUUNny! LOL!
go watch! HAHAHA.