fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Friday, January 25,9:39 PM

roar. i want a sister! hmm, an older one. then she can go shopping for clothes with me..

everytime i go shopping with my mum, she will complain that i only go for branded expensive stuff. then even when i go expensive shops and dont buy anything, she says i just make trouble with her...

i dont want to buy new year clothes with her alr lah! ROAR. i'm frustrated. then i wont get any new year clothes this year..

roar, i need someone to pei wo go buy clothes, study with me and go out with me, treating me like a sister. i want a sister.

i want a sister, not a guardian angel or whatever. lol.

okay anyway, i feel like i'm bridging a gap between me and my friends okay. this year is so busy and we've all got different schedules. when ppl call me, i'm busy. i feel so mean! i really want to catch up with them. ROAR.

anw, i think a few ppl see the change alr. how i wish you didnt go. i miss the old quirky you. ohwell(: love you still, my pebble :D

and i dont know whats wrong with me okay, i keeep NOT doing my QT. naughty naughty.

argh, anw. even if i dont want buy new year clothes with mum right, i still wish i can buy some clothes. maybe online shops or sth? i have no idea! but i want a skinny jeans. you know, i saw some on sili's blogshop but she closed it alr so sad! and sherry told me go buy a dress, see if i look nice in one. lol, i also need to get sandals since i cant always wear slippers or sports shoe.. but my legs are so big.. lol! i realised that my OP skirts are all very short so i only wear them if i HAVE to. LOL!

i like to wear shorts, its the easiest of all. hahaha, can run jump and sit however you like. HAHAH.

oh well, i think i'm coping with the homework but i kinda feel like i got no life. depressing you know? to come home and face a pile of books!!! heh. okay, butttt anw, i've got BIO SPA next week! pray for me!

hahaah. and speaking of BI-O, dont be too sad about your A2... okay? hehe, you got 11points, so go JC!!!(: and my other clever senior anan got into VJC with 6points. clever girl. hahahah, okay then my IDOL never tell me so i never ask also... hahah.

oh, our 4C classboard is UBER UBER cool and nice. -whistles- so NICEEEEEE! hahahah. very cool lah and we recycled so many stuff. we'd better win okay. judges, you reading this???!! hahahah.

i hope my house enbloc sale goes through so my parents wont be stressed. please pray too.

roar. roar. no matter what, i still love my mum and dad:D

and coffee prince is starting! yo, check it out!