fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Saturday, May 26,8:06 AM

HELLO. for most CCAs, results come out alr. :/ i was hiding okay! HAHA. lucky not today.

TSK, i'm very irriatable these days. i get pissed very easily. like SOMEONE asked me to go and film SMTG, i told her that i am learning first aid. then she said, huh? first aid? oh that means you're free. come down now. WHAT!!! i am learning first aid okay! also cannot meh! like that wherer got free. going to film --------- with your camera, i'm not obligated to do that right? TSK.

then ytd, i was rushing arnd to do everything. ever since school ended. getting lyana's camera and giving it to jia xin and telling jia xin to wait for me to get her batt charger. then i had to look for elizabeth and alvina but not in class so i go library first then i met them. then i pack this pack that. so many things to do okay! then call mr chua. look for mdm nur! look for jia xin! look for astika! so many thiungs to do. and not enough equipment somemore! not enough CF cards, not enough long lens, not enough stuff. WAH! so busy alr lah! and i had to be done by 2.20! and i havent eaten! then rush here rush there! my bag still upstairs! omg. super stressed can! then i was so tired after that and pissed. then yuxin was super concerned. then bio rep. i havent even collect consent form count the no of people there. wah, lei si ren! so tired. omg. then i was tearing at foyer which i like so dumb. HAH. but yuxin was very nice. thank you! (: love you. aye, then i was very pissed when i was on the phone with kaiqi. then i felt super mean! not only to kaiqi but joy and geraldine cos in the end there's not enough equipment. sorry! ):

then i also felt so mean to wt. aye, ): super sad but thanks to yuxin! HAHA, i scared gurvin. and i scared lots of people i guess. when i dao them or just stared at them. oh my, i guess i usually smile alot so... HAHA. oh well. :/ oops!

i want to run away! run to where no one can find me! TSK. let's all run to the toilet! (: no no, bathroom! nicer! HAHAHA. (x