hmm.
i realised smtg today. whenever i am alone, i realise a lot of things.
before that i was quite tired out. i dont know. but as i was walking home from the bus-stop. i realised that everytime i pray i ask for energy. but then, i realised its not an energy boost that i need. i need a battery charger, a new battery so that i would not keep having to appear so tired and i can do more things for him. everytime i have an energy boost, i only stay happy for a while. so that long trip home, i prayed and talked to GOD. asking Him why this or that happened and why i was so burned out. i couldnt figure that all out. but once i stopped asking, i could almost literally hear, 'when the going gets tough, look up to me, focus on me and you shall have renewed strength.' i really felt happy, more energized. i am not sure if this is an energy boost or a new battery but i'm sure that i'll be the best i can be and give my 100% to everyone around me.
what's the point of showing others a little care? GO all the way, go that extra mile. people ask you for a dollar, give him two. people ask you for help, help and encourage him. GIVE others your ONE HUNDRED PERCENT. and i'm sure GOD will reward His good stewards, Him messenger. as i went home, i started out grumbling to GOD. and i realised that i would end with thankfulness to Him, and i start singing Majesty.
Majesty (Here I Am)
Here I am humbled by your Majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I'm a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb
Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice
Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I amEmpty handed, but
alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am
changed by your loveIn the presence of your Majesty
Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgiveHere I stand, knowing that I'm your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire
Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice