fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, April 18,10:13 PM

HELLO!

HAHA. stupid me. i keep mood-swinging. i shall try to be happy lah. (: HAHA

okay. CCA today was okay. nothing to freak out about. but seriously, i'm just gonna do my best and be the best leader i can, will, might ever be. not really for joy or wt tho' they've been really inspirational. HAHA. but for the CCA. i mean, yeah. we'll make it. (: JIA YOU hannah!

EH, TWIN. i really hope you'll tell me what you're worrying about. seeing you so worried worries me even more okay? (: i have decided to, you know, be happy! CCA, no prob lah. friendship, (: i'll be able to handle it. i mean, like you said, what's the worse that could happen. i'll just try. (: thank you so much! and dont be worried about me lah, i'm worried about you. so no point worrying over each other. lets just focus on overcoming the obstacles of our lives. we may not be together forever but.. lets just treasure the time we spent and not worrying over things like CCA. HAHA, i'll never forget the song. you know, the CCA one. i have edited it so its much better alr. i mean, no need to worry lah, cos we're ZAI. HAHA.

gurvin, JIA YOU! dont be so downcast. look up to GOD, ask Him to open your eyes to see His wonder and His glory and His plan for your life. that way, you wont focus on what evil things satan has planted in the soil of your life, your garden. dont let it manifest in you, but instead pluck out that weed with His mighty Word. (: dont be so worried about that. cos.. i mean, He has a bigger much better plan for you. NO WORRIES. HAHAHA. (:

siao tian! HAHA. go watch phantom of the opera lah. its rocks. HAHA (: very nice! (: HEH. love it to bits..

HONG! ARGH. i missed you! i'm so sorry! so sorry, i didnt bring you along to photography outing! ): i'm sorry i left you in my classroom! YAY, i thank GOD that gurvin reminded me of my HONG. so i ran all the way back to find you. then you were not on the desk. ): i was so scared can! ): then i sat on the floor and there you were, peeking out at me from under the desk. (: <3s. dont ever scare me like that okay?! (:

random statement! i need new shoes. HAHA. my mum looking for a house! (: MOVE! HAHA. OOH. AHAHA. (:

SPORTS DAY! YAY-ness! duty! <3s

i wish things can just go back to normal leh.. HAHA. talk to me lah.. angry at me ah.. SORRY LAH! i miss my dear seniors! (: okay okay, i ou whoever you want me to ou lah, okay? can? (: just talk to me! HAHA.

YOU. HELLO! if you read this. HAHA. talk to me lah.. HAHA, dao me for what! HAHA, aiyah, actually is we dao each other! lets talk again! its so awkard to DAO each other! CAIJING missing SHIN! JIA YOU!

<3s! missing 3C alr! i want campfire! ): HAHA, so fast over! nvm, i thank GOD for it! (: YAY. it certainly made our class more bonded. (: HAH. 3C emblem rocks! (:

aiyah, i feel like closing my blog. DARN. HAHAHA. (: okay, sorry. to those who never hear me curse before. just once lah. HAHA. ok okay, nvm. CANCEL off the DARN okay! HAHA. (: but i love the blogskin too much! HAHA. (: oh yeah! (:

i'm running after you!

P.S. TWIN, dont be worried just bcos i cried that day lah. i mean, its like how many times alr you've seen me do so. HAHA. its cos i stress lah. RUN RUN RUN! until head super duper TONG4! ): HAHAH. what about you?! will you be alright?! dont give up! (:

ARGH. i miss my seniors alr! ): chang JOY lee, the COUNSELLOR! the two HOT RIPPERS. IDOL, dont stress lah. HAHA. dont cry okay?! JIA YOU! (: WEITING LIVID LOSER! LYANA AHMA and her BIG eyes. HAHA. (: THENDRAL! AHAHAHA. (: <3s! miss you all! so much! yin min! shamhwa! the two quiet but nice nice seniors! (: my other seniors, all the way for Os! you can do it! cos CMC members ROCKS! CIC too! (: HEH. -SMILE-

JIA YOU! everyone! JIA YOU! i shall be normal JANICE lah. HAHA. so stress for what. i recall myself stressing myself in the library about nothing. HAHA. that was so dumb! HAHA. stupid me. i wont be so stress. cut down stress! JIA YOU! HAHAHA. (:

HONG i <3 you!