fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Wednesday, September 19,3:03 PM

hello

i tell you. i am super telepathic can. and all my dreams are coming back again. weirder than ever. gosh!

you know, the last time i blogged, i said that i dreamt about yvonne finding out friendship token? yeah, on the very next day, she was just randomly hunting around the school and she found it! wow. i'm damn pro lah. hahahah. i inherited joy's telepathic dreams(:

a few days ago, i dreamt that me, yuxin and daphne was at my house kitchen. then we were talking about some BIO stuff. yes, BIO again. then yuxin went, 'eh. eh. eh! the nephron (or neuron)...... right right right janice??' and she tugged on my shirt. i went huh? and then they were like nvm. then we changed the topic and talked about other bio stuff. HA HA.

then the night before, i dreamt that my mother bought a dog! gosh! and she doesnt really like dogs lah. but the dog was really cute tho'

then last night, the ultimate dream. when i recalled it, i couldnt stop laughing. i dreamt that i went for this entrepreneurship course. then a man came in and addressed himself as prof chang kee. he was the person who started the old chang kee franchise! then he started saying how he had made this small business into a success lah. then after that, i was inspired by him and went to talk to him after the seminar. then i intro myself as from cedar. then he said, 'really? my daughter is also from cedar!' i went, 'really? what's her name?' and he went 'my daughter is chang lee joy! you heard of her??' then i woke up. omg! hahahahah! mad dreams.
and i realised. the similarity about prof chang kee and joy! cos chang kee and chang lee is almost the same. so can be father and daughter! so cool right!

omg. i am going bonkers. the night before, i tried to wake up early to study. i slept at 10.45pm, woke up 3.30am, did hw till 5.30am, went to sleep at 5.30am, then woke up at 6.30am! hahahaha. my erratic sleeping time. then i was so retarded ytd. i slept at 6++, woke up at 8++, ate dinner and abit of hw till 10.30pm and sleep till 3.30am. then i woke up, dont know why. then i decided to sleep a while longer and woke up at 4.30am. then i went back to sleep, deciding not to study. and woke up at 6.30am. and i realised that it was quite late alr. HAHAHA. retarded!