Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs.
what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.
in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.
so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.
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Saturday, April 28,8:56 AM
HELLO
i really dont know about what you thinking of lah. are you giving up? i never gave up on wearing my necklace. i brought it to school everyday in case you didnt realise. infact i bring it everywhere i went. what about you? i really dont know either what i am going to say to you if i meet you again. or if you talk to me. i really want to become friends again. and cheer you up as a friend. a FRIEND. but then again, i'm feeling scared of you. of what you'll say to me. of what's your reaction. i try to seem calm when i meet you and smile at you. everytime you just look away or someone complains to me that you DAO her, i really dont know what you want. i dont know but yet i also dont want t know. i dont wanna cry anymore. i am going to be strong. not to be pushed around. i dont know what you're going to do with the best. and if you want the friend back, i'll give it back to you. so that you can give someone else.I'M IN A DILEMAi dont know how to help you when you've been rejecting GOD so many times. you probably wouldnt even care if i told you GOD loves you and.. i just dont know how to help you any longer. its beyond my control. ppl have been telling me not to think of it any longer. but i cant help it. what you want me to do. oh, yeah. and campfire. i like campfire cos i like fire what. and i think that oac was really a good time to bond. so since dont have then ask for campfire lor. that's why i was excited about it. if it came true then i will be enthu about it what naturally. i dont know what to say. but i miss talking to you. and seeing you smile.
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the child
a Child of God. what more is there to say. its the greatest thing one could ever have.
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