fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Monday, March 6,4:16 PM

campus superstar

yay! just last sat, i had a weird dream.. i dream that someone in class became pregnant.. hahahahs. the baby was cute and i kept playing wif it.. (but it wasn't mine) hahahahs. so anw, it was cute.. hehehe. then i woke up and i realised it was 7.53am already! i had to go alyssa's hse for IPW by 9am.. so i rushed and left hse at 9am. lol hahaha. so i reached there late, at 9.30am. hahahahahas. i reached there, everyone was there. they had gotten the previous one we had done and did the mission. so i sat down, began typing while yvonne ate her breakfast, together with s.f. and yvonne. (sindhu never come) then alyssa's auntie began serving drinks, banana chips, fish crackers (yvonne called it 'ball' hahaha), and some other stuff. i knew i had very very SERIOUS cough but i didnt care and ate alot.. hehehehe. then we finished almost the whole proposal.. after that, i was considering whether i should go j8 watch campus superstar with pw, sf and yvonne.. pw needed my camera to take pic but yet i was afraid they wld lose it.. so in the end, i tagged along. as it was still early, abt 11am, i did my math corrections.. yvonne called me to leave at 11.30pm or 12(i cant rmb) then i was feeling angry i dunno why.. then i suddenly was angry at yvonne and s.f. for asking me to leave so early!! (very sorry to them (:) the show started at 2.30!!! so in the end, i left angrily.. hahaha. then we went to the bus-stop and on the way there, we passed a field..there we saw a disgusting dead bird.. ( i hope it is not bird flu) and the wind there was so strong.. i felt as if i would fly away! wow.. so cool lor.. hheheh.. then i wasnt angry liao.. i felt so un-stressed. ahhahaha. then we missed the 13 bus.. so went into KFC and bought $2 cheese fries with the $2 cheese fries coupon.. then we realised that bus 13 COME liao!! (thks to yvonne's sharp eye) we ran ran and ran.. hahahaah. so we sat on the bus. alighted. at the bus-stop opposite j8. there, we saw a (caucasian, i think) lady.. she was holding a leash that was clipped to a girl's pants.. the girl was abt 5/6 yrs old! the lady was holding her child like a dog!!! me and yvonne was infuriated! how could someone treat a child like a dog??!!!! omg. i nearly wanted to ask her, 'excuse me, why are you treating the girl like a dog? she should be given more freedom than just a few steps from you!!!' and yvonne was so angry and kept calling her bad words.. i agreed with yvonne. hmpf. so bad lar.. then , i felt relieved and grateful that my parents were so nice.. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!
then we angrily again walked over to j8. we saw a poor lady singing and playing the tamborine. so poor thing lor.. then, we were waiting for pw at mrt.. we ate cheese fries and dirty and disgusting me licked up all the cheese hahahaah. i was so hungry lor.. okok. i know i sound like a dog.. hehehee. ok lar.. nvm. forget that.. so we wondered why pw take so long.. sf called pw and found out that she is taking bus. but pw asked us to wait at mrt.. so we waited but i got abit sian and started to sit on the mrt floor.. dirty me again. hahahah. then i got up and suggested that we go and meet pw at bus interchange.. so we walked slowly, keeping an eye out for pw.. then suddenly we spotted her and i ran to her like yvonne said,'like never see each other for 100 hundred years liddat' hahahaah. so funny. that we went to the door there, we saw ppl in costumes giving out $5 notes.. so cool lar.. hahahah. then i took 5 pieces.. hahaha greeedy me. no lar.. actually, i was kind and took them for my 5-year-old bro... it was abt 1pm and we went to eat.. we went pastamania and ordered pizza. i thought it was quite big a and worth money but when it came, it was as small as my face.. but was yummy.. sorry sf and pw who listened to my bad advice and wasted their money.. ): then we went straight to third level.. there was quite alot of ppl liao but we didnt wanna wait so long so we went basement.. we ate yakitori and takopachi.. yumm. but act. i nvr eat.. i bought soyabean milk and i told the auntie i want hot!! i meant hot enough to drink w/o burning myself! i took a straw and sucked all the way up.. then suddenly, AARGGHHH! so hot!! omg. then we went ntuc.. and bought yvonne's lemon drink.. and walked around.. then we went to third level.. there was alot of ppl. yvonne told me and pw to go in front while they took photos behind.. so i squeezed into the middle crowd.. i felt so suffocated lar.. and i was short.. throughout, i tip-toed there and took pic. wah.. so hot lor.. i could feel the sweat dripping.. there was a abit bald uncle in his early 50s' in front of me then he so tall.. i keep pai-ing his bald head lar.. aiyo.. then his head on top is my cam, lar.. i was so pin-ming.. therefore those that take the photos frm me, must bear in mind the 'pains' i had went through.. hhahahahahas. ok. nvm. so dia0.. -_-''' then we decided not to watch the games, etc. and walked around summore.. it was such a fun day.. we wennt to swensens' too. we ordered yummu topless 5, yvonne's recommendation.. lime sherbet, choc chip, sticky, chewy choc, mango and choc. yummy. we went around taking photos..