fairytale/

Fairytale, really?
but it was never meant to be a fairytale. life's not perfect, life has its ups and its downs. what we have is more than a perfect story. we have a lifestory.

in life there's sure to be sorrow and disappointments. but its the darkness that makes the moon and stars shine brighter. and we know that through it all, we can trust that God's there for us. lighting up our life paths even at its darkest hours. bringing us unfathomable joy.
because He himself is Hope.

so here, trachelizo (v):
Laid bare and exposed.
each chapter, each episode recording genuine feelings and thoughts as a Child of God goes through the rollercoaster of life. and how the Grace of God still leaves her amazed and humbled, each time.

soaking prayer worship music

Sunday, September 25,9:15 PM

The list of things that make me happy. (:

Singing loudly at the top of our voices, not caring if people think we’re weird.
Snuggling up on my parents’ bed with them and my little brother. :D
Curling up on the sofa with a book while it’s raining outside.
The moment you satisfy a food crave.
Buying things at half the price you’re willing to pay.
Being at peace with God and the world. That joy.
Whenever I eat grilled fish. (The cod at Ritz was the best!)
Finding a song that expresses exactly how you feel at that exact moment.
Feeling proud of someone who decided to take life head-on and not give up.
When I hug someone and they hug me back even tighter!!
Walking along the beach barefooted.
Watching people cook!! Omg and getting to have the first taste after they’re done. :D
Backrubs!!!!!! This is the most awesome. It should be at the top of the list. Did you know that giving massages causes the body to release endorphins!
Being able to roll over and go back to sleep. (More proof of being a sloth)
Cuddling.
Talking about ridiculous stuff like babies with braces (Honestly I can’t get over that. THEY HAVE NO TEETH YO. Hahahahah.)
Saying something you think is hilarious and a) everyone laughs b) no one but you laughs and they give you that amused look that makes you start laughing non-stop all over again.
Feeling really pretty and confident.
Making gifts and presents for people! And it turns out really well.
Having deep conversations with your friends about life.
Planning your future/exciting outings with friends
Hearing an old song that you really loved and had forgotten about.
Hot chocolate with marshmellows in an aircon room leaning on someone in anticipation of a movie marathon.
Making a stranger smile.
Doing someone a favour.
When the moon is really full and bright and it just reminds me of us and the astronaut on the moon.
Seeing many stars and identifying Orion :D And pointing its beauty out to ignorant people around me (Hahah kidding.)
Feeling like an important member of my family where my views are taken seriously and my advice is heeded :D
Feeling like the most retarded insane one when I just start rambling about random stuff and making lame puns.
The crazy moment when my entire family starts learning to be insane as well. .__.
Hahahah omg. Whenever my mum tries to make her own joke. Hahahah and its not very funny. But that makes it doubly hilarious.
LOL whenever my mum isn’t trying to make a joke and it turns out to be a damn good one.
My dad acting goofy when I’m upset and mad. My brain is just screaming, No Janice. You’re upset with them and you DO NOT want to laugh at his crazy antics. Ignore ignore ignoreeeee. And your mouth twitches, triggering off hysterical laughter.
Whenever you solve a problem. :D Yes I do love math.
When you make your teacher laugh at your insane remarks.
Sitting at the front of a boat and looking out at the emerald seas, blue skies and flintgrey mountains.
The moment you own everyone at Taiti. :D
Winning your first game of Citadel cause everyone thought you were noob and didn’t see you as a plausible threat. Whooooooohooooo. Hahahahaha.
Hearing someone say they miss you.
Seeing your room neatened up and packed :D
Catching up with old friends and finding, to your relief, that nothing has changed and the feeling is still there.
The feeling of being needed.
Campfires.
Stayovers!
That patch of grass in front of David’s house. Ahahahahaha. I’m sorry but I really want to steal his grass. Hahahahahah.
Looking through old letters which my friends gave, reminding me of the awesome times I’ve had and the relationships I’ve had with people.
Being proud of yourself for who you are and how you behave.
Children.
Having texting marathons about absolutely nothing important and receiving smses even while replying the previous one because you both have too much nonsense to say.
Shopping for groceries :D

Hahahahahah omg okay this was damn fun. Honestly. Shall continue more next time!!!

(Copied from livejournal)